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Last Notes npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Have I bought chocolate and salted caramel toppings, hidden them in the shower trying to pass them off as scented shower gels up until the moment I lick it all off Her body next time I manage to lure Her to share a shower? Yes...no...maybe... It's classified. #freewill npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/a2f03e5ad52a30c778af2c04f7536b714eec07a4ca7ab73d68349362437361aa.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema She was listening to some guru podcast about how life is short and the thing people regret most is not doing what they wanted sooner. Anyway, about to suggest we find some couple to have game nights with. Wish me luck. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I used to use my mouth to untie knots, before my dentist explained that the mouth is not a tool, just for eating. Somehow I doubt she would have a problem here... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema So hot... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Nice POV npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Watering the grass in the early morning. Just in pyjama shorts. Luckily the air is so cold that I have no problem with my mind serving me the memory of the neighbour's wife involuntarily flashing me while bending over in the exact same spot I am standing now. Well, not standing, it's cold after all. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I just saw a gal in a navel-baring crop top, but instead of leaving it open, it was filled with lacy mesh. Looked both casual and fancy at the same time. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Our usual #drunkstr pub is closed for vacation (good for them!). Having fun at a different location, and while the beers should have lower alcohol on paper, it feels quite the opposite. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/2ca5cd0ac4d5c5201890b74dc6f188378eb0c5d3d31ab9bacc2a05304fafbb16.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Oh, I haven't seen one of those for a long time npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM ☕☁ npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Tried to run moondream (AI for captioning images) locally (no way I would pass anything from nostr trolls to the cloud provider without vetting it). Sadly it runs unusably slow for my intentions. (That being, running tagging service and posting NIP-85 style notes with score if image is a photo of actual genitalia or not, client than could easily be pretty thin) npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Clearing backlog. Don't go into it too much... Had one more photo with a face, thought that having it manga-ied would be ok, but it still bears too much of a resemblance, so only two (and yeah, the nails were that shiny) npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema If it's well kept I am all in. Too taxing, you say? Well, I know a guy who would be happy to lend a hand, or a tongue if she is into it 😁 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I should really start finding new ways to charge my inner energy back. Preferably sooner rather than later. The lack of it is showing. Or is this the midlife crisis media taught me about? npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/f18fd9efc801242f6d03f332c977991271a1d0f54bd798805a2558d53a01c3eb.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Not sure if I should go with pun about pokeballs or #GottaCatchThemAll npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/fdcc0fc33e149aeca53fa5bbe39a1b49ad30d78d6d82c9e7d80c145291f8ce6a.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/952f58bc73317b0ecfb7e5035d127ccfc85092b3132245cd78bf360f612a3e14.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #mood npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Feeling that the age (well, week or so) of noting is coming, my mind just started casually dropping notes in my head. It kinda pisses me off. The inconsistency with no rhyme or reason. Need to really start writing a journal to have something to crosscheck with. That or getting back to biorhythms. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I have a real problem at work getting my projects past that final goalpost. Finishing things seems like quite an issue for me, but there's always so much to polish to make it perfect. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Started to think it's the antithesis of mood. The way dark is just an absence of light, but void is its true counterpoint. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema my (adolescent) kind of humour 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema You are not seeing the forest for the trees. They are not showing off their undoubtedly amazing jumping skills, they are showing you how to enjoy little things in life. Or mocking our inability to do that anymore 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Calling children bioweapon is bold, but understandable. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema 👆 this. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Tired of everything. Again. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/e65d2e0ad56c27731ab3c8451d70f3c82ed7e8c23f43d886f66fe2442021da81.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/118d5f8f0d9319ffedfff9983fa5c89cc99f90722c19f22240e984e807f5c30f.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #would https://cdn.azzamo.media/0338335f6b948364f0342e4d8bce30ea11ffd9ba6caca0c9cb446987a8466394.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/c67ff5ff429db462d573d672a3d37e63bd6bc928910c8217d56c1a3f3ffdd355.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/d459880387caeaaf4dbf8fc279c7ace9c06b52b21af49de07c9eaae43d7b263d.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Law of equal exchange 😃 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/0317d7f90d6b826c8f13b0cc8f4ea6e2b0ad54604cc73fd943192238049f80b7.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/27584e8023d3711009290184725850dba3ae3d41aed1b63f3128bf91a7df2aee.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Great, just rub it in😁 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema In fear I will repeat myself: you lucky sonofbitch bastard! npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Oh, the infamous "russian XP" edition! npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema That fucking enthusiasm... 👍 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema When you wanted A short hike but you get HL2 future instead npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Read the final chapter of Gangsta Granny to the kids. First book that got me a rockstar callout from kids (and some parents). Granted it was on vacation when there were more kids and I somehow turned into a bedtime whisperer, but still enjoyed that. Could be I am channeling my urge for D&Ding into the reading execution, but it justifies the means. Both surprising and refreshing that it deals with death. Kids took it well. At least for tonight. #parentstr npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Had some FLR-adjacent action yesternight. But it's hard when She is sailing foreign waters. And seldom at that. And I just gave up on anticipation for the sake of self-preservation. Nevertheless there was some riding whip and kitchen clean-up involved. Ended up in a happy ending for some of us. It was nice but it kinda broke the edge for the rest of the red tide run. Will see what tonight brings... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #drunkstr as predicted, higher lows, lower highs. Also solved communal recharging stations problem. Friend is carefully excited, I am just feeling the drive, not the finish grind that constitutes 80% of the project. Still nice for someone else to be excited about castles in the air as I used to get. Will definitely try to follow up with that, more for the sake of his excitement than anything else, but it still counts. Maybe even more. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema This was from 2008 (ok, i thought it was ingame, blame my memory for that 😁) npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Oh, there was this racing stage that was somehow bugged and I always got stuck on it. Replayed few years back, and while the camera is janky, the story and variety of missions that play differently (racing, frog to cross the road, pokemon photoshooting, exploring, puzzles, fighting) still holds. Been waiting for sequel (I believe twice it was announced but neither finished). The later one showed playble version with kind of seamless universe your friends could join and do missions with you or even just on their own, just sharing the world. The other installment teased with only running thru the city Mirros Edge style, jumping thru people homes in infinity city. Looked also cool, but just tech demo I guess. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema cmon, that's funny :D npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema *nom* *nom* npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/bd4a94562aeb3de70940e9ba35cf0279f93b26cbb89b49cc502033880e60d5f1.mp4 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/cf6d4fa751f8d10f4f01cc96f8397147c06b640c797e648faa0759e659db77c7.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Taking notes... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/9dcc2b9bf179ebb2a784fe22ad442b14242bcf3b3a2ec5820c34d416944649dc.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I just want to be Her background music. Just with more caressing, kissing and sucking. #mood npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Maybe I should start doing kegels. That would last longer than my patience with pushups IMO. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I am not saying I would... but like I am not saying I wouldn't either... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Youre not being an instrument, you are being good boy! :) npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #word npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema First the "no starting lawnmover" rule, and now this! npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema This is so bad, but I saw it so you too will suffer 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/edea2751a020c120992806a6c35c7581122473fcb1e8037fc3837b175c472b9e.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Oh, so you started to get back into drawing because your kid likes to draw so you want to have a common hobby? That's nice. I want to start drawing as a means to produce manga-style pictures of laid-back everyday girls who both enjoy and leverage the power dynamics of FLR, preferably while wearing comfortable snuggly yoga pants, across the whole scale of bra cups, and lately - apparently for whatever reason - also barefoot. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I should really find something that would fulfil me. And maybe move more. And take general care of my looks better. Starting to feel mid-life crisis maybe? 🤔 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Are you trying to match that pattern to anything? I am starting to think about my bursts of energy and trying to find a rhytm in them. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Just claimed my nick on https://mostr.pub/ Does that mean fediverse users start seeing my replies? Time will tell... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema You know, it's strange reading comments declaring her a breath of fresh air - and while polarising, having the full right to throw away pegging as the purest misogyny act - and then just posts later reading about her hottest fantasy: paying for a submissive man. That would be Ok, until she adds he'd have to be desperate to take the money - like mob-money or life-saving-operation level desperate - for her to actually abuse, sorry, *enjoy* that. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/396c077825939a7fcb57e0072d3adddb0925342f7667ab0c4e1757fe3c3ae599.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Reading Bitchy Jones's blog for the first time. Interesting sound to the psyche of someone like her. Seems like on a lot of things she takes shortcuts and refuses to see grayscale, but boy, she is adamant in her mission. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema No, universe wouldn't allow for something so cruel, it must be fairy tales to scare children with. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Well, that's simple (not easy) - the first, I'm not getting. And the second, I'm not getting either. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema You got me in the first half, ngl 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I would love to think that I like the "here's a photo of something that reminded me of You" kind of soulmating. But it's not coming naturally. Guess it would be better if I could send "colour of this nescafe pod reminded me of the strap You wore last night ♥" #hindsight npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Always get a little boost when I manage to predict a situation and make room for the public bus. Like being in a traffic jam, seeing that a bus needs to clear a turn, and stopping long ahead of time to let the cars before me clear the turn. Same with emergency services - I can't understand people surprised, moving over at the last seconds. It's not that big a boost as a compliment from a lady, but it still counts. Wondering if I feel good because I do good, or do good because it feels good. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema But you know, sometimes it's under a little hood. Sometimes it can be bigger. And all is moot if she hasn't found what she likes to do with it (only yet, hopefully). npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Need something in-your-face to properly wake up? Look no more. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Talked with someone who brought a small-form e-ink reader with only two buttons, KISS principle. I remember vaguely thinking about buying one, but not finding a defence for it since my trusty old Kindle still works. Hope at least one kid will take the bookworm perk after their father, and I could retire the Kindle to them and upgrade for myself 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/6fab8c5d3dd975a02c777100060cf37be1822dad8fbbff3a745b0d563e86dfa8.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema But why ? 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I mean, if you ask, you are propably in position where answer should be yes. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/5112cf46588ff6ceab7c7834b7080f77cff67f7e83d24b27c5c1a907c46147a8.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/9fb7c500c9316eb0a9ea7773295074ca960d6ff8853f39bd34338c785cae837a.mp4 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Lately it seems that #amethyst shows reactions on the note itself, but fails to show them in my notifications 🤔 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Just helped pick out and commended the application of nail polish. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I too don't enjoy wordle scoring. But I get the appeal of sharing thenjoy with rest of the players. You don't want to build parallel social graph for this. Also switching keys is still cumbersome in most of the clients... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/d1deb4d5ada35cfe477920f63f393f5d5dc46e5cbe2ae02fde3397f00f8df69c.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Late night, trying to find my phone to take a picture of the youngest's toe (somewhat reddish, complains of pain, so I need to have something to compare it to in the morning). npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/c097e82817b0157a08c3aefae9542c374177293b3eb26ef1f43ec19f58a13e05.mp4 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Always thought one should be considered lucky if their kinks are at least partially realisable. That the poor souls with kinks like vorophilia had it much much worse, being sentenced to a lifetime of knowing it's out of their reach, just fantasising about it. 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