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Last Notes npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM ☕🌥 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/960259d86c6f065a7a22bb38127bd3aac96a20a12e82be6049a9b119850a4dc1.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Read an article about how A/C is not a luxury anymore but starting to become a necessity, with peer-reviewed data on mortality due to excess heat etc. Bitch, I don't know, have you tried not building islands of concrete, streamlining all the rivers and annihilating any trace of water to make agriculture and new development cheaper, sorry, easier? It's like claiming that excess underage pregnancy should be solved by mandatory vasectomies and not by education at home. I know the latter is harder, but one can dream... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Antibiotics and borreliosis, vaccination and hepatitis, permafrost heat pipes, explaining ups and downs of AI to a novice, Archimedes screw water generators, energy market and spot pricing. All around good #drunkstr npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Jsut thinking, I should diversify my portfolio with Monero too npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Sorry, by beating a cock? That can't be right 🤔 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Did we watch a Lucifer scene where someone gulps down an entire ice-cream bucket? YES. Did I get a craving and pull out our own freshly bought supply? YES. Did She act as enabler and co-sinner? YES. Did any ice-cream make it back to the cold and safety of the freezer? 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It's complicated - although powerplay may seem heavily one-sided, trust me, it (should) follow the law of equal exchange. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema If it's a bot account, they sometimes just spin up a new instance with exactly the same modus operandi, just a different npub ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://media1.tenor.com/m/OkjRRVgBaaoAAAAd/nathan-fillion-no-words.gif npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema *sigh^2* npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema *sigh* npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/be75bf8ab799c743ab7637a164f640ffeb7884ab346bc5ce0dde01199933564c.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Looking for internship... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Ok, I have bad face recognition, but isn't that @npub1tzd…uqzg on the right? 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Spent yesterday cleaning up both bathrooms. Rawdogging it (i.e. no collar or other kink paraphernalia) npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema In Italian you don't say "started day-drinking with the first shine of the morning sun", you say "caffè corretto". And I think that's beautiful 🥰 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Funny how I - someone who believes in a higher power only in the case that it's indifferent / decided not to get involved with us - thank the universe for little things. #gratitude #hypocrisy npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Oooh, nerdy kinking! npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema It really do be like that sometimes npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM 🌥☕ npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Ok, I know people detest using LLMs for mail writing, but I sometimes use one to check my convos and ask: am I seeing things or is the other party really acting like a dickhead (in a carefully crafted non-biased prompt ofc)? And the other party should be grateful I am using LLMs for this, cause ten times out of ten they are really confirmed dickheads, but it helps me wind down and be more zen, effectively de-escalating things. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Got the hardest slap on the balls as a promise of things to come tonight (the kids are at a sleepover). Literally saw stars and learned not to make comments about how it’s not exactly punishment when it comes from her hands. It was awesome. 🤩😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Ok, 24hours maybe a stretch, but otherwise I would agree those are pretty sound rules. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Rewatching Lucifer with the missus. I am loving that angle of meticulously not lying, being vilified, while he just follows quite a good moral frame. Like my good boy Dr. Gaius Baltar, although that one I respect for being consistently human in the realest sense possible. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema It's like I feel should comment on this, but in the same time I know I shouldn't... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #mood npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Chatting with my brother-in-law under the stars, warmed only by the campfire... might post more later if I remember... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema It's sometimes hard to interpret when it's appropriate to react to a photo posted by a woman, although I usually err on the cautious side, especially with this account. But maybe the world would be easier if everyone declared intents, like politicians stating "I know nothing but my sponsor says I should go for it", or grown-ups disclosing they are arguing while not understanding the fundamentals. The world would be poorer for the mystery. #wouldnotwant npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema You may have just made unrefutable argument for me to go watch the film while it's still in the cinema 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema There is just something extra when self restraining yourself like that 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/c2f7c16d7385506a3d427107ea2de81a95ab1dcf29a125075992ce595b1dc43e.gif npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Her presence clothed only in an oversized flannel shirt, reading Her favourite book, drinking wine (or tea these days...), having Her body taken care of with massage and/or pedicure and/or having nails painted and/or having hydrating lotion worked in and/or insert your (Hers?) preferred body upkeep worship activity. Do I want that much? #rhetoricalQuestion npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Too fractured to know what I need anymore. Still clinging to the pale outline cause I don't know any better npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Bathroom showrooms should also have dildos with suction cup bases, so you can try how the surface of various tiles holds the suction #2cents npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Turkey then? 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Are we talking about breast? Chicken breasts? For grilling? npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Drunk, in my lane, at a friend's, sharing parenthood woes, flourishing. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema No games, just chatting about life and occasionally some project turns up and leads to profound debate, but with expanding attendance it's starting to become a more rare occasion. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/28333f822bf76e5cd53880a9cd1f9c795317ca610b014c91b7e605011ba6632b.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Back to #drunkstr after weeks of vacation gaps. Feels good. Light catching up, no deep dives as expected, still felt good. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/da7e37e8075b7ec74f6c69d0b011011d474fa7472a0f7935a92bb5c266b1f13d.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/40609c753850cdd9c223a59caf180a522c09025cbba54d48e086ebf268f5330d.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/c8636fffcf4e400e7dbe8c5047920b3ab648d092eccc8c8888fe4593982c3f49.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/2a38f4f17ef0c81bee0269131a364f68039f732d7a6e4812d13d8a43e06235a9.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM ☕⛅ npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/a4cc078e26d1312271bede99c75adfc8cfafa93e340a941f4735d83c63492767.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Oh, why do I have a red bow tied around my thigh for most of my work day? Better to ask why don't you? Oh, your partner hasn't expressed a desire for you to wear one? Well, I am sorry for that. Next question please. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/ea29f293ccfd7da875c3d4a6324df1b5aa5dbe9b2a1a488ba1e84993647719ce.mp4 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema And everyone is content :) #asitshouldbe npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Made me think about my #dreamlife - where do you put your vision board if almost half of it is not acceptable to a substantial majority of society? npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #mood npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/01a2cc45f88130bdfae2fda11099b5fa5e8d12edca286e15dc2eea78ab965ddb.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Actually curious myself npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/8fbe43f5baec6bf88e0b33f4addf81b18ce1036526d60faf50ebbde05d91da38.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Healing my soul at questionable pace 🥰 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/1904d3ed72f2574cc9adf1786461478803ff4a35e7b9687887ebdc0301d69fd4.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Damnit, the nice speech therapy lady wore nice almost-autumn outfits since we got a cold spell for a few days. One would think that would help since she had more skin concealed. It's quite the opposite... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/a2929ca64675267a71456dd4ce39dc14099a9215c871505258e0be59db05b69c.mp4 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM ☕🌥 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema So last week of colourful nails as She needs to have non-distracting hands for the job. Wanted to fix and redo them in the same palette but was turned down, aimed at least for the toes but only care & repair oil made it there. Welp, it was nice while it lasted. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/e9149abe9b01022ede426de1b7b4b02494ca1eebb69bb9769d2ad6dd6fc3a36d.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Again, threating me with a good time? 🤤 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Oh...yeah...that too 😅😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema That looks fingerlicking good 😍 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM 🌥☕ npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I mean, what could go wrong... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I should be practicing more gratitude as an antidote to my brooding... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Ever had the #urge to tie a consenting partner up, fill them with so many toys it would saturate your local Bluetooth connectivity, blindfold them, put them in the center of the room, maybe add a Venetian ball mask so you can set up a camera too, fire up XToys, and then just let their body be a playground for strangers from the net so you have some nice background for your book & shisha & wine night? No? Just me? Oh, ok... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #mood but like in a sexy way? npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema There is something about these images I find alluring, can't pinpoint what. Maybe I will ponder them a little longer. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/2bb99203e673f92af4dbd372319e94633f3adb2adedb7b4d976fce9f35159198.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I should have been a bad boy, either I would get punished or attract crazy women. Both perhaps. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Great, and now I am hungry again. My caloric calculator would kill me thought... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/fbb8a415489cec15164612541e05b5c89f1f38a308ad2fda0851e84903874560.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema At least I got nice stereotypical view from the trip to recharge the battery after serviceman jumpstarted me. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema What do you mean you don't get the term chronically online? npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/23695154c1d553c1c125d8e6dfe9931d7aafd4a6c9b9bb580920cb286288078f.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Wife had a tough year at work. :bad: Negotiated an extra week of holidays on the date kids are away for a week at grandparents. :good: Some medical emergency prevents us from doing anything out of town. :bad: Visited a Harry Potter themed café, with sizzling potions included. :good: Decided to try reading the HP book to the kids again to see if it would catch their attention so we can bring them to the coffee shop for a snack later. Kids love the book and we spent more time reading than going on trips on vacation. :good: We spent more time reading than going on trips on vacation. :bad: Kids love it. :maybe: npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Oh, bought the hammock btw, it rocks 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #ToughLife npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Someone in the marketing department of this reusable cup must have known, right? Right? npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Trip delayed for today, the car battery is dead so now I'm on the phone trying to get insurance support to act 😕 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Had a strange dream. A young girl in search of her dominant side went to a swingers party (single ladies always welcome), but to protect herself she wore a chastity belt. As I said, strange. Some psychoanalyst would have a field day with my subconscious for sure. #dream npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/f9783d1dcc2b68c16a164c854feba19312acac43d3bd9132fb09394079cb82be.gif npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Taking the elevator back from a late pool & sauna, wrapped in just a towel, since I didn't put my swimsuit back on after sweating in the sauna, as one does. Checking myself in the wall mirror, not exactly a dad body, but definitely a comfortable one. In the lobby, a party of backpackers is surprised that the lift they called is preoccupied; I motion that I have no problem if they join the ride. During it, it came out we share the language, so a few jokes and questions about the pool are exchanged. Would have felt better if they weren't an all-male party, but maybe the dream fairy will grant me the complementary scenario. #ThereIsStillHope npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema You can have rules of engagement, secure enclaves, sandboxing, the best thoughts and work you can get with a non-local model (not in a position to shell out for a local setup, looking enviously at @nprofile…tkue ), but then comes the 4th day of vacation and you are suddenly in need of restoring some legacy compromised box with only a mobile on hand. Well, remote access to Claude and my first recovery from a copy-fail attack, quarantine, hardening and postmortem via agent only. #WatchNeverEnds npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Enjoying Austrian high-altitude pastures dotted with flocks of cows with their signature bells around their necks. Imagining sitting at a garden cafe, Hong Kong landscape or San Francisco hill with a tram buzzing around, some light pedestrian traffic flowing by, steampunk fantasy or walkable city? Not sure, not important. What's important is the sound of jingle bells, small and timid, some more clear, some profound and heavy, hitting only on harder steps. Worn around the necks of subs all around. Not exactly a free use scenario, rather being marked and proudly showing it, maid cafe akin. #DimensionIWouldMoveTo npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Tired and sleepy again. Not sure if it was the trip around the lake, skinny dipping, driving, morning swimming, afternoon swimming, kids relentlessly chasing away any hint of re-energization, or maybe I am just really getting old. 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