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Last Notes npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen how could you not?... what a way to bust a narrative... a community... a lot of identity... i mean... keep your bitcoin on an exchange? what a landing... npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i wonder this, too. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen contemplating the coldcard vulnerability and hack --- it is simply devastating. every new cycle of thought around it brings a different disappointment. but tonight my thoughts are with everyone who lost savings...; i wish there were words to wrap you up and absorb some of the hurt you must have... i am so sorry. i love you. & i am thinking of you. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen we just got a french bakery in town... it brings me enormous joy. the pastries are very, very good. she ships her flour in from france. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen "mama see?" npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen good morning and good luck out there npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen 😭 npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen 😍 npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen wow... i think mozz, but would need to contemplate the loss of extra sharp cheddar... npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen gm ❤️✨ love debussy in the evenings. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen 😂🎯✨ ahhhh this feels spot on. the tea cup... i love it. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen the best. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen can relate. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen we are very fortunate with his working from home and he is a good papa 😂 *camera and mic off, toddler snuggle, back to work* npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen really lovely and thoughtful 🫶 npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i am much in love with husband after ten years together. as is he. we remind ourselves this is rad and unique., but it definitely exists. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen we have a rule: "you can always knock on papa's office door." it is really sweet. 95% of the time, he gets a hug. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen fuck you npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen it takes some time..., but it becomes sweet. if always a loss. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen lovely.. have a beautiful day npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen someone hurt him 🫂💔 npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen aaabsolutely. bryan cranston finding wild success in recent years has brought me great joy. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i vaguely remember it.. maybe a few episodes?... remember no opinion on it... too young. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen same. hal is iconic. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen not unless it is their usual way. if it is selective, i don't mind. if it is every time they reply, it's a bit odd. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen malcolm in the middle. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen is yummy. can confirm. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i love breakfast for dinner npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i started this post with good morning, i love you. then the day went wild, i never finished it, and now i say, good night, sweet dreams. my son asked about my mom today: who's belly was i in?... i told him gramma angie. you didn't get to meet her. why i didn't get to meet her? she died before you were born. we went back and forth about life and death and illness... cancer, specifically. it was really beautiful...; i am amazed by his sweet thought processes. he's so young... we ended on how i see her in hawks and eagles... birds of prey... she loved to fly.. probably her favorite thing. followed by her love of gardening.. she had an out of this world flower garden. we went out to our garden to plant the last seedlings and move some hoses around before our weekend road trip. right at the entrance was an owl's feather. "gramma angie!" ... i think as of today all feathers to him will be my mom... pretty special... npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen my version is shrug, smile, + "okay!." npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i love home 🫶✨ gm npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen 😂❤️ this is why i internet. thank you npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen dreams. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen you are wonderful and one of my favorite people here. good night. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i figure if pluto transit is opposition then jupiter must be conjunct!. i love jupiter... such lovely energy... i consider it my ruler since neptune fucks me up 😂 pluto and i groove, fortunately. perhaps respect of the depths... lots of 12th house energy... that's terrifying and i'm glad cancer saw you through!... aquarius 8th house sounds rad. i'm still working on my house comprehension, though. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen you get the beneficence of jupiter with your venus. 🫶 npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen woah!. mine is conjunct! npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen we're aiming next year for chickens. & i was just told about bee keeping in a real way... a new thought... npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i love their relationship so much 😭❤️ npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen remains my favorite... you should do it. and i got to wear booby shirts for the first time ever. which is how the boobies became a topic of conversation opening up the boob job park 😂 the flat chested privilege of never wearing a bra 💅 npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen a strange turn of events for a flat lady. i suddenly understood why sports bras existed. i did not wear one, but i got it. my first pregnancy i told a friend i got a boob job 😂 because they grew before my belly. ah. forever one of my favorite moments. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i am just going to be pregnant or breast feeding until i hit menopause. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen leave the cities. they are the most mentally deranged. #nevent1q…y4fq npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i mean, am i really gonna split up a litter ?... would haunt me for life... i will have to take them all. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i've always seen it given to eleanor roosevelt, but there's not much evidence there. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen for us it is building the community. our families are rather useless, which is unfortunate, but rather normal for the boomers of our hometown. we find ourselves paying for family more than historically would be true., but we are so value aligned with our people... it is slow work, but better for all of us in the long run. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i like how it puts the gates into narrative form. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen so sorry 😢🩷🫂 npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen enjoy the exhale npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen is this different human design? npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen eat slowly. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen mmm... good for you. perhaps i will find one tomorrow. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen night night npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen 😂😭 next year... cukes next year. it is a learning curve. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen the tomatoes i have in containers on my porch look amazing... it is so disheartening 😂 i want my garden to be winning. definitely a struggle year for the in-ground, but just so, so glad to have it started. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen uh oh i hadn't considered this... i just thought warm and cuddly. but also opens the door for two kitties...... npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen one of my favorite trends on nostr is the beautiful, simple sharing of a day in the life... i am pretty personally private, but i will try it out today. good morning, yummy coffee. i started a garden this year. last year we moved and had a baby, so i am really excited it exists now. it has been so much wonderful work... this morning i will go out and see if my tomatoes have taken off yet. the ground squirrels ate my cucumber plants... just. tore them from the ground. roots and all. it may be time for a cat... i will probably wait until camping season is over before committing to a kitten. but my husband is warming up to the idea. or my son and i are just breaking him down. will let you know at the end of summer... we would name it soup. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen good morning ☀️✨ npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen feel this. ugh and the noises. 😂😭❤️❤️ npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i am doing just fine, thank you. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen not very often. i like f1 and my son watches movies on it, so maybe once a week? we're above average with the world cup right now. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen ours exists, but is not the center piece of our home. it is hidden. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i've always thought a lot about spaces and how they should support the purpose of the room. i like this as an additional consideration. like easter eggs, but they feel natural. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen this is a neat concept npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i put it off for awhile... to recreate my playlists will be a bitch and to lose the easy stream, but the app was getting so dodgy... i finally lost it and got myself nice speakers and hard wire them to my computer. loving the quality upgrade even if my selection is limited. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen fun crazy helps raise interesting children. alternatively their rebellious phase would be good and responsible, so win win? npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen did this last week. felt gooooood. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen and the vanilla extract. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen Characteristics: "Humorous" "Life Casual" "Catholicism" "Warm Sensibility" Reason: Humorous and warm, suitable as a relaxed social object, helping to establish Nostr social connection. seems very sweet except idk what a social object is and i am not catholic. #nevent1q…vxd5 npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen top video. i used it to announce last pregnancy. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen your attention to detail is rad npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i'll just make brownies. i won't sell them. i'll eat them. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen the mormons always make it into the scifi future... npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i haven't finished it because i have children and no couch potato time, but i've really enjoyed the studio. to cover some other genres and time spans some favorites are bojack horseman, community, travelers... npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen but are surrounded by it. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen this is so rad. thank you for sharing. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen life's too short to own shitty knives. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen love love love love love. 🥰 npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen fucking hydration breaks npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen looooovely npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i have never been more offended by you npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen reading this brings me joy. 👏🩷 good for you taking your need for change seriously and seeing it through in spectacular fashion. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen they look stupid. i hate everything about them. why is the ratio so wonked? npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen these are lovely!! what a gift npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen the hospital narrative is so scary. my first was a real hard labor at a hospital birthing center... meant to be more naturally inclined... i had him without drugs, but... traumatically. at the first appointment for my second, the ob told me she would not let me do a birth center birth again. it had to be in a hospital room. and she preferred a scheduled c-section. all this - the. first. appointment... meant to be celebrating and she was fear mongering. i said, fuck you and i found a midwife who is simply.. everything to me. had baby two happily and easily on our living room couch. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen 🤭 i am all about as few words as possible npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen people are so down on motherhood. the culturally acceptable conversation pre-natally is offensive. i'm with you on baby count. lfg 🩷✨ npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen yes... elite mom culture is very damaging and alienating. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen much of this is baby specific, in my opinion. a lot of the rest of it is parent specific. then circumstance... there's not one path. i think authenticity is the trait that matters most in parenting. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen it's really hard to be a new mom 🫂 no one thing makes it a failure. your awareness sounds like you are great at it. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen implied in "the" person rather than "a" person. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen the hardest part of having children is finding the person to do it with. everything else is also really hard, but that's the hardest part. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i love this. gm. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i answered the top, but thinking about it, i think the luxuries scale... it can be perspective.; a really top cappuccino, a glass of wine with lunch, a trip to the gym with a sauna, a house plant... it's important to feel deserving of niceties. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen to me this was baby specific. baby led swaddling. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen it was my unlock. it released the burden of revisiting, too - that i SHOULD. reread where i was a year ago... just doesn't ring true anymore. anything really lovely or moving or important, i copy out to a different document and delete everything else. i just keep my daily word count. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen good night. xx sweet dreams. https://blossom.primal.net/2bbd42b142742ab39838959fb2b7e346eca4d46769c88bdbc551cab64241d69c.jpg npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen my dad and i are similar at the core of this. we do not have what i would consider ambition in a worldly sense. my mom was the opposite: she was extremely driven and which made her very successful in the business world. growing up i tried to be what my mom and what society wanted of me; i was basically a straight a student and incredibly competitive in sports. my sisters rebelled and were not traditionally successful in school or competitions. to me, this was the childhood dynamic of how to handle family expectations playing out. in adulthood, i have come back to my center and realized that that stuff just does not appeal to me.. i have children and i have a garden and i have a home... “driven” is not my word. i definitely burnt out in childhood. i saw that the route i was running was not fulfilling. the flame was artificial to me - from borrowed fuel... both my sisters are now traditionally successful - good jobs, continue to be promoted through the ranks, and take great pride in it... for one it is clear this is completely natural. this is her living her core out in adulthood. she likes what she does, she is good at what she does, and she wants to be the best. in the other, it is not so clear... is it learned and she is now trying to gain some mom points in adulthood? is it necessitated by lifestyle wants and the needs of existence? is this her natural state?... i think the core burns for what brings it purpose and for me - that is not drive or ambition... it is a quiet hearth in the center of my home... but based on my family, i see it as a blend of conditioning, genetics, and circumstance. there was a timeline where i continued to deny my core - my genetics - and fought through to be SUCCESFUL. and i believe that people do that, too. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen my take is it's a combination of genetics, childhood, and finding the thing that lights you up. my natural flame burns low and slow. it does not measure well in the normie world of success metrics. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen gm 🤘❤️