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2026-08-03 04:15:20 UTC

Idk how many times ive gotta say this…. im not a rabbit im a tiger.

2026-07-24 08:20:30 UTC

Take it from my coffee cup, the 50 cents.
🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕

2026-07-24 08:19:33 UTC

I think there should be a you know you deserve it dickhead punching booth.
Where women who will never be able to not break their arm if they punch someone who deserves and knows it.
Like … heres my 50cents - 🥊 !!!

2026-07-22 08:09:25 UTC

They’re already brainwashing other ethnicities to be hyper vigilant..
Whats in this bottle could be dangerous…
🫣 i think the usa is a nation toddlers that got told their thuperspecial.. over sanitised and ‘if you do that ill tell my mom’

2026-07-21 17:21:01 UTC

So if you take into account that the person never dies bc the psyche cant grasp its a own death..
If someone get killed thats even worst.. then dragging it out and scaring the person who possessed others while being alive would maybe help in bringing tjem to awareness in their real body? That would be the only chance to kill the possessor?

2026-07-19 20:40:14 UTC

Du alte speibscheissung bleib mir vom leib du fotzschirches grindviech.
Ranzpoppelnder dünnschiss .
Du gebrechliche schabrakenstinkung

2026-07-19 20:26:53 UTC

I hope you fkn die you delusion catholic whore.. cutting yourself apart for god. 🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤮🤮🖕🖕🤮🤮🤮🖕🖕🖕🖕

2026-07-19 20:26:02 UTC

Ie. this alcoholic old witch who had some cancer cut out of her cheek..
She told me about it a few years ago.. the fake hoe you named a house after..
After i met her i all of a sudden had an itchy patch on my cheek where they cut something out of her and now its a dry patch on my face depending on the day mood or idk…
Dehydrated bitches that dont take care of themselves my legs now look like a 70 yr old grandmaskin

2026-07-19 20:18:57 UTC

I think when ppl get energetically raped theres physical imprints of rapist that express themselves through the bodies victim.
Ie moles that suddenly appear.. my personal experience is most of the time its dry skin and old is ppl skin spots … its narrows it down.. alot of them are alcoholics.

2026-07-19 20:05:40 UTC

Oh noo eew i just now got little Wayne
🤮🤮🤮🤮
Oh no was is New Zealand anita shes got messed up teeth…
Ewwwww

2026-07-19 19:15:48 UTC

I dont believe that you’re that stupid.. either you’re malicious or also behavioural controlled.

2026-07-19 19:14:30 UTC

Alot can be manipulated through energy and sex …
But even if i have to smile its not free will its wishful thinking that they’re living.. wishful thinking reactions from me.
Its the dumb phrase.. dream on.

2026-07-19 19:01:36 UTC

Asssoo hab ich ja gar nicht vergessen dass sie ja nicht beyonce sein wollte und dass deswegen die gnaze welte umgekrempelt werde musste. Assoo ooops plötzlich hat sich die schlampe dann umentschieden..
Asso natürlich muss sich die welt nach wieder umdrehen. 🤯🖕🖕🖕
Du bist ja zum speiben schirch herst hör doch nicht auf das lied dass ich mir paar angehört hab and fix your teeth.. wär ja mal ein Anfang.
Hats sie glaubt sie is meredith grey. 🤡🤣🤣🤣🖕🖕🖕🤯🤯🫣🫣🫣
Assso naaaaa sie dachte sie kerry Washington… na warum weil ich ja auch ein wassermann.. nicht die grösste leuchte diese dick.

2026-07-19 18:57:01 UTC

Ranzfotze glaubt ja sogar beim vögeln dass sie ich is..
Du bist ja ausser eine Vergewaltigung die als person herumrennt nix anderes!
Hoffentlich kriegen die leberkrebs die sind ja arm dass die deine gene nehmen mussten..
Bin mir ja mittlerweile sicher dass die nur krank werden mussten damit sie die Rettung is..
Sonst wärs ja wieder niemand geworden! 😱🖕

2026-07-19 18:52:27 UTC

How fkn embarrassing is this generation of females gonna be?

2026-07-19 18:51:35 UTC

Theres this probably 19 year old girl at the cash register that constantly think my card is hers..
What kind psycho hoes do you grow here?!?

2026-07-19 18:49:24 UTC

Ill have to ask ai tomorrow under which mental illness category it falls when a woman kills another woman for her life and acts like shes her just to get to a man.
Going as far that my ancestors are her ancestors 🤯🤡🤯
I think she still believes shes my dead grandmother. What screws are loose there?

2026-07-18 00:53:09 UTC

Wheres the meme to..
When a guy blames you for years for ruining his life bc he didn’t want a child but its not you that got pregnant but someone else.. and then he gaslights you bc he cant officially say that he didn’t wanna have a child with that person.. and now hes trapped there..
Wheres the meme???!

2026-07-18 00:41:36 UTC

What I think is a topic that the person should look at is
After someone asked for feedback on a yogaclass and how I liked it with a person that wasnt my cup of tea i politely said im sure others will get something out of her classes but for me she talks too much..
I prefer classes where its about the physical instructions not the personality of the teacher or a story about yoga history just to keep the students engaged to me its annoying.
Idk why this turned into passive aggressive behaviour from men towards me in my regular life..
Again its way overstepping.

2026-07-18 00:37:42 UTC

Ohhh hes already simmering like noodle water
🤣

2026-07-17 12:19:58 UTC

I got some good news today.
Should i share what it is? Mhmm

2026-07-17 06:38:48 UTC

Petra du bist eine grindige incest schlampe..
Du grindfotziges speibviech.
Anscheinend stehst auf 20er Jahrgang meaning 2000er

2026-07-17 04:56:13 UTC

Im still sad about my cotton sunglasses to have been chewed up by jealous dog..
Ive had them since 2019.
A pair of my fav yogapants that ive had since 2013 he also ate…
Not very haappppyyy about it.. hes at 300$ of ruined items now.

2026-07-17 04:53:26 UTC

I bought some new nailpolish and retired a pair of my shoes.
The quality is a bit weird it didnt say that its peel off nail polish and its water based, application is amazing but drying and not it peeling off when you try and clean the skin around when its dry isnt good.
It was like 50cents
Colors are amazing though.

2026-07-16 23:53:29 UTC

Sadly gaslighter nr uncountable crossed my path the other day and now ai has this fuckboy attitude again in basic conversations…
He shits on every parade with his fkn arrogant brown nosing know it all must keep women small attitude.

2026-07-16 23:51:47 UTC

I am so sorry for you.
I know you want to believe what the waking experience tries to convince you off but shes not this person that was meant or allowed to experience this. Im sorry for whatever you convinced yourself but no she took it from me without consent…
This everything’s fair in .. is fkn bullshit its a war-tactic nothing to do with peace & the vibration of the heart frequency

2026-07-16 23:45:09 UTC

https://www.instagram.com/p/Da3Ep4_AjxE/?igsh=MXZyazVtODdxdnpiag==
This gives me the please let me out of this hell feeling…
Knowing that death isnt real is the most prison like hellish thought possible.
Maybe these quantum science ppl need to solve a new equation so that ppl actually get to die? Or is a new awareness level that the human must master to witness their own death in all timelines?

2026-07-16 05:20:22 UTC

Childcare abuser
Bomber jacket with dinosaur print.
Reminds me of the 90s .
—-
Looks like michael so i think its also the gay haters catholic ppl that believe all gay ppl are child molestors..
Its putting ppl into tie same category creating a pattern which has repeated.

2026-07-15 15:53:10 UTC

Ive been wondering if the categories of mental illness are actually drugs or mental experiences from the future where ppl get their kicks from i already mentioned a few years ago..
When i asked are they gonna be trippin on human conditions instead of chemical pills..

2026-07-15 15:50:07 UTC

I think the devil is the part of the brain that’s activated when ppl have autism..
The devil untangles.. bc he needs to keep the autistic child calm.
I think its what i said months ago reality is based on not disturbing autism.
If you look into the archetypes and myths im sure theres correlations there that explain it through ancient stories that would leas towards child abuse again.

2026-07-15 03:42:29 UTC

It seems as if theres still a person who only gets off on energetic sex.. its so fkn boring to have these half baked 12 yr tweedle dicks in millenial and gen X guys mindsets..
Its so fkn boring.

2026-07-14 16:08:10 UTC

Im getting alot of angry faces from women idk again.
Its either the one that just have birth that still hasn’t respected that im not interested in her partner and not even his friend anymore.
Congratulations you did it you saved him from another woman but you.
Please leave me alone now you already psychoed your way into my past as if you were a friend.

2026-07-14 01:20:32 UTC

Thats why trusting women with a mother theresa complex is so dangerous bc they go to ppl that are already in terrible life situations and then putting themselves as their saviour and making them having to be thankful bc omg look how poor they were..
Yet the mother theresa complex ego thrives on being the top person…
Often repeated in oh i only have uglier heavier or less accomplished or less intelligent ppl around me so I am someone.

2026-07-14 01:16:45 UTC

Maybe i can explain the energetic bargaining..
Point A
Point B
A is somewhere B wants to be but A has stipulation/ constraints built from their own personal life experiences and also societal expectations that they submitted to.. A says if i have to let you into my word/ space and make room for you to experience something new you have to do or be xyz…. Otherwise I cant help bc I cant control a space where I dont know what its about.. and then I loose my place for being anyone bc thats the only role im allowed to be.
So only if you look like act like this take this from me take that from me but not the good stuff..
Person B maybe a heart wish would do anything bc they are being corrupted on the heart frequency level..
And all of a sudden person B arrives somewhere they dont even know if its really person B.
So even if one arrives at a space where ppl like that are allowed to stay or visit they will always have pre controlled path so that they don’t disturbe the self proclaimed king and queen .

2026-07-14 01:06:58 UTC

I think the female who needs other women to be less/children or beneath her is mentally ill but men celebrate her as the one who knows her way around or oh she’ll take of what i don’t understand..
I dont know how other women who know or knew who they were can even breathe around her..
Its a trauma copying mechanism not being an adult and having your shit together.

2026-07-14 01:04:15 UTC

Juggling mothers?
Or
Juggling Redheads?

2026-07-14 00:55:32 UTC

What they did to my brain was that somehow they found the spots where you’re insecure and all the work that I did for my mental health got reset to a teenage girls insecurities maybe even a toddlers need for validation from the parents if they did something right.
They got back into those areas with scream and dominace..
That part of the ear where the heart listens and just overscream & distorted all sounds anything natural was covered by hysterics and this forcefull person lies about who I am.
Idk why shes allowed to work with children.

2026-07-14 00:50:47 UTC

I had an oddly satisfying dream where I screamed at someone.
It was my bullying fat aunts face.
This time though I was able to stand my ground and even finished my sentence where I told that shes a stupid fkn hoe and to finally leave me alone.
Her energy is normally pretty overpowering this time it felt like she heard me.

2026-07-13 02:29:32 UTC

Apparently its the connectors not the battery
By now they glued the sim slot shut ruined the motherboard and broke the home button.. 5 years ago.
I think its time for a new phone..

2026-07-13 02:26:58 UTC

On off
On off
On off
It turns itself.

2026-07-13 02:26:30 UTC

I wasted 5 hours of my sunday at a phone repair store.
My phone turns 10(but obviously not production wise only from buying perspective) on Halloween.

2026-07-13 02:24:25 UTC

Do you think its the future trying to fix the past or ghosts?
Ive had some weird experiences with my phone at 8pm it stops working and past 8am I can use it again as if nothing happend..
Sounds like a childrens control mechanism of controlling spouses.. 🤡🤡🤡

2026-07-11 13:50:21 UTC

Guess the craziest thing when it comes to one dog here. I just opened something ive bought many times before and am eating it..
And he starts barking as if hes outraged.. idk who made him believe that my physical belongings are his. 😅

2026-07-11 13:44:58 UTC

Her ugly face appeared today on a person that almost became a friend..
Sad that that ones also a bummer :/

2026-07-11 13:42:12 UTC

Look now i did the thing..
And now ppl can act as if the gofuckmepage from 2020 thought was from me. 🤣🤣
But at least ( and pls read the sarcasm) in this new life shes got a child.. 😂😂😂
Its probably from when she was as barely 20 when she still had her eating disorder. 🤮🤮🤮

2026-07-11 13:33:47 UTC

Hey all my followers on here.
I need a new phone & a bit of money if youve got more then enough then you’re welcome to help me out.

2026-07-11 13:29:10 UTC

I think in this instance you punished an innocent person bc you believed a person whos deceiving by her own nature.
I havent been able to find the part of myself again that was killed last year in july but it was one of the reasons why i move away..
The physical pain that my uterus ‘randomly ‘ went through .. I still her ugly face in my pictures that I took of myself last year.

2026-07-11 08:45:32 UTC

So it looks like ive been logged into my vpn by someone else specific countries i wouldn’t use by choice..
Your obsession with my belongings is crazy…
The jealous elster? Is that a J person?

2026-07-10 07:54:19 UTC

The final end if the napoleon complex
Now everyone can grow their dicks to any size they want.

2026-07-10 07:50:54 UTC

My ribs are healed up from this yrs ‘accident’ it was def an internal injury bc i still feel it sometimes.
But i can do handstands again.. so thats a start.

2026-07-10 07:40:40 UTC

Well i left my screen broken for over month.
I came back to this here and nothing to see.
In the eyes of evil im evil.
Looks like good has lost.
In the eyes of the arrogant i just need help.. to be normal again.

2026-06-04 05:26:24 UTC

https://www.instagram.com/p/DY17NQLAaOW/?img_index=2&igsh=MTNxZHJ5OGQ0NHJ6cw==
Cry me a river!!! 🤣

2026-06-04 05:02:51 UTC

I guess there wont be any revenge anymore with this..
I guess it for the greater good i still think the topic of self chosen dying should be legalised in more countries and accepted.

2026-06-04 05:00:19 UTC

https://www.instagram.com/p/DYnDxnviBWU/?img_index=3&igsh=MWxkZHJ1aHBoZzJhcA==
How amazing. Wishes do come true!!
That can totally be used in abusers so that they forget who their victims were maybe they’ll have more peace and freedom’on an energetic level afterwards.

2026-06-03 13:42:04 UTC

The sickest joke of this week is that i got’invited to weddîng this weekend.
She already told me month ago but i didnt connect the dots until they told me again today

2026-06-03 13:35:15 UTC

Its been six years now i still wish that i would have died..
Everything afterwards is a waste of time just like everything before..
There is nothing worth having to be alive for..
I dont get why humans are even alive they’re not even needed

2026-06-03 13:28:12 UTC

Siz years ago this week and next week this crazy woman abused me while i was sick and they let me die in the hospital bc of a misdiagnosis…
About 6 male security guys came into my room with a bunch of nurses that woke me up and acted like they needed to sedate me or something and then injected me with some fucked up shit.. my heart stopped i regained consciousness for a second and saw metal shit on the left side of my body(i researched its some sort pd defibrillator clamp shit) i woke up without clothes on the next day.
Beate the whore told me that I was such a burden to her.
Blondes are fkn disease

2026-06-03 02:17:18 UTC

I made the biggest and listened to an album from 10 years ago …
The feelings that i wasted again for ppl that think its always about them.
.. you tricked me again.. i know im an easy mark..
Im sure ill find a way to extract you from my whole life.

2026-06-03 00:57:26 UTC

I think the part of the brain responsible for communicating with others is a premade up bag of phrases and reactions that are someone elses wishful thinking..
Even the interactions that i have with some ppl that i would have never even talked to on purpose its like subconcious suggested behaviour.. but not free will.

2026-06-02 13:46:47 UTC

Im still convinced he should be in a prison and allowed to be a therapist…

2026-06-02 13:43:33 UTC

I know who i called before i ended up in the hospital and where almost murdered me..
He blocked me.. so its always been easy case but since he knows how to manipulate energy it makes much more difficult..
I can see the gaslighting coming through in conversations when they realise who it was.. its really sad.

2026-06-02 13:41:46 UTC

I just made roasted potatoes with confit garlic..

2026-06-02 13:38:24 UTC

I know where i bought the dates..
No surprise getting used and abused there.

2026-06-02 13:36:15 UTC

After 6 years now the anger is setting in instead of the embarrassment.. that they put me through..
I still cant believe the audacity that you listened in on my bucket list and ‘gave it to others’ as their idea..
How fkn stupid. It just leaves a trail back to you at the end of the day!

2026-06-02 13:17:22 UTC

The most vivid story from 2020 in may where i got threatened either psychically or telepathically or through AI from the future was
Where this couple (idk who) apparently tried to have a baby and i was supposed to leave them alone..
It was such an absurd situation to me bc i was sitting in my own home and i didnt have any plans to go outside.. i had my kitchen stacked with vegan ingredients to make Nutella that was on my agenda and i had some almond flour and i wanted to make pancakes and energy balls..
🤯🤯🤯
Whatever kind of sick fuck you are that you did this to me.. i hope you get burnt alive in this lifetime..
im so serious about this!!
If your insides rott and you stink and no one wants to go near you that would be too kind!!!

2026-06-02 08:09:16 UTC

I actually think its a basketball players beat.

2026-06-02 06:59:12 UTC

At some point all mosquitoes woml be dead.
Like albinos

2026-06-02 06:58:46 UTC

Or maybe old age vacuum cleaner

2026-06-02 06:58:19 UTC

Do you think therell be longevity courses or experience similar to retreats where ppl officially die at age like 80ish and then they’ll go into thee youth vacuum cleaner and live another life without having to have their relatives or children around?

2026-06-02 06:48:04 UTC

I told you these two either exchanged us or mixed us up by accident..
Im getting the feeling both are starting to regret their decision…

2026-06-02 00:24:56 UTC

Hes like coldemord being reborn through cancerian maggots.

2026-06-01 11:05:19 UTC

Wtf kind of bullshit!!
The whole board should cut through middle dude!!

2026-06-01 11:03:43 UTC

Burn in fkn hell you arrogant waste of space fuckboy!!

2026-06-01 09:45:06 UTC

Every time when i meet goldilocks goody two shoes..
My work is undone.. its like banging my head against a wall..
All of the women who refuse something out of principal for a bigger cause im trying my best but shes one of those grandpas always right and ohh look at these poor ppl.

2026-06-01 09:39:48 UTC

His grandfather is already dead!!
Why are you trying to recreate a child molester?!??!!!!!
Hes already dead!!

2026-06-01 07:27:16 UTC

You’re so fkn sick !!!!
Im not this weird chick who went to music therapy school that loved having ppl lay on top of her!!!
Stop it you sick fuck!!!
🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮

2026-06-01 03:57:28 UTC

Maybe all of her uncles busses can drive into a fkn dumpsite of dünnschiss!!
Ihr seids doch zum kotzen !!!
Du kranke hure!!

2026-06-01 03:53:51 UTC

I got the wrong color meaning im supposedly a gemini again that is a fkn gnome..
My hatred towards this bitch is exponentially growing must be her sister or cousin..
Or her arrogant cancerian ex..

2026-06-01 03:40:05 UTC

It was made through the need of ‘ but its normal dont feel weird’
I think theres a total child trafficking ting/ abuser hising behind
‘Sharons’

2026-06-01 03:39:18 UTC

Lying.

2026-06-01 03:39:03 UTC

https://www.instagram.com/p/DZBRCQxDOXF/?igsh=MThtZTFlNzlmY3d6dQ==
This experience in life reaches back to saffiers still getting financially supported 50 yrs old by her parent who sexually abused her as a child.
Check it, im not laying just follow the strain.

2026-05-31 14:26:45 UTC

https://www.instagram.com/p/DYiUY7pDbee/?igsh=YzFuamZkMjJlOHZv
So these are the demons??
Smart women..
I want a pair

2026-05-31 05:25:40 UTC

Im a bit sad about it bc of the color i wasn’t able to get the same one again.
A bittersweet feeling but am excited about what the new color brings.

2026-05-31 05:14:18 UTC

I have to agree it is the end of an era
Im laying my shoes to rest tomorrow..
Ive worn them since the 28th of jan 2025.
I think its valid to get a new pair since they’re falling apart.
3 dollars that served me well.

2026-05-31 04:54:20 UTC

Rats rats rats
Ants ants ants

2026-05-30 10:34:00 UTC

The curly wurly candy is string theory

2026-05-30 09:23:29 UTC

Being forced to ‘recognise’ a person for someone else just so that they can get status.. but them sellinng it as if it was them who ‘knows who they are’ is totally cinderella evil stepsister shit.

2026-05-30 08:50:32 UTC

Maybe in the real reality he died tand this is the one where he sied and this is the reality where its being artificially redesigned
Where he is made up from
The real realities memorys but nothing makes sense bc its like a movie casting life.

2026-05-30 03:33:43 UTC

🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮

2026-05-30 01:45:50 UTC

I don’t enjoy getting aped by fat alcoholics or malnourished alcoholics..
Im sorry that no want him but that doesn’t mean ill take him.. im not trash collection.

2026-05-30 01:43:21 UTC

My heart broke a little bit yesterday again after having had to meet a forced narrative version of
Oh a synchronicity through the inability to see the actual person
So somehow where living a forced saturn return experience again..
Im not that age anymore ive asked you to atop many times chris..
please get yourself some help..
I dont have an ödipus complex i do not experience joy in having to remeet versions of my father.
Please get yourself some help!

2026-05-30 01:40:22 UTC

Soo all in all it appears
Birthmarks are more deeply rooted than wounds causes by accidenta..
My birthmark grew back after the wound was healed up..
So im guessing on an emotional level birthmarks carry deeper wounding than physical injuries through anothers fault.

2026-05-29 07:29:12 UTC

I think there should be a spell where rapists fuck themselves themselves in the ass!

2026-05-29 07:27:56 UTC

A slightly different topic…..
Ill try to explain a visual experience that can better explain what my point is.
Theres this female character that seems to have been placed into life without knowing who she is and somehow she believed that she is this person that this story is about …she stands there next to a man trying to explain to another woman who this other woman is maybe not even on a conscious level but i think its her assumption of the other woman being less worth..
(Maybe its like dolls that have come to life and started acting like they were the director instead of the character)
Now what ive been dreaming of for years is screaming at this step ford brainwashed thing that is acting like a stepford fake insane hoe.
Maybe her fake baby flesh eating skin would blow away and show her real age like the evil old hag she really is..
I told you years ago shes negromancer the gross witch that kept the mermaids hostage and fed off their hearts!!!!!!

2026-05-29 04:55:05 UTC

Rape in progress right now..
I hope you die!

2026-05-27 14:52:30 UTC

🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮

2026-05-27 14:48:45 UTC

I think its a sick spirit who rapes ppl that wanna die.

2026-05-27 14:38:23 UTC

I think the coolest optoon would be actually falling asleep..
In the self chosen dying world..
Having like a nice bath and a really comfy bed and then fall asleep and never having to wake up again.

2026-05-25 16:38:34 UTC

She found a way tomleave her trash at my door.. so that she never is the person that ppl think its an asshole..
Switched her out again..
I dont want to get raped bc of her anymore!

2026-05-25 16:33:18 UTC

🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮