Life long learner living off the grid in the PNW. Growing food, living simple. Pursuing the cyberpunk Thoreau archetype, and finding peace in the less conventional way. Unix, free software, and mesh network enthusiast. Seeking first the Kingdom, and the King
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Last Notes npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh happy wednesday https://image.nostr.build/8bab458e5f504ed0ae899f61c013d086068d2b26fc8bfd595f093d9fde3f173c.jpg https://image.nostr.build/630671c823165c4c7f65ad92b36565f1e10a303b1e1379745a51d2e23329f878.jpg npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh beautiful 🙂 npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh just watched the Iranian government’s last lego video. damn man. thats a direct hit. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh yeah. political divides suck npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh i got kicked out of every highschool in our district. my poor parents 😂 npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh i would be very upset if @npub1ymt…pxnz wasnt @npub1ymt…pxnz. I might protest with a sign on a freeway overpass npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh i think he may have meant, “stop being so demonstrative with your personality, and be dominated by a man”. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh damn albertans moving in everywhere npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh cant see it on damus npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh the funny thing is, in this case, that is actually true npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh i know it happens, but the percentages are pretty shocking to me npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh @npub1der…xzpc ‘s walk and talk conversations are some of my favorite things on the internet. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh John Kiriakou’s legal team did an investigate analysis of all recent FBI terrorism cases, and concluded that only 1% of all those cases were organically occurring terrorism, with the remaining 99% being entrapment scenarios created and led by the FBI. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh 4 3.2v 180Ah LiFePo4 cells bought used from a delivery vehicle change out. Renogy Wanderer charge controller. Daly 4S, 12v, 15A bms 2 Rich Solar 12v 100 watt panels BattGo cell monitor dairygold milk crate from behind bimart npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh ive been loving the authenticity of the latest rips #nevent1q…x3pf npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh loons are the best. i would say loons unite, but we’re too busy looning npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh he kinda has a way ahead vibe. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh battery and solar tech is at a point where being on the grid doesnt make sense. i have been telling anyone who will listen. it seems like @npub12r0…9qrx can see the horizon npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh that makes sense. you move like you did. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh did you do alot of gymnastics when you were growing up? npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh yes! i love it. its fun. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh no, it’s not a bomb. its all the power i need to run all my devices, and lights. i wanted to see if i could do it using what is cheap and available https://image.nostr.build/46929a09686727f5e797417991848e47e9abf97a90574563eae2d1c6a29064cd.jpg https://image.nostr.build/bf3b5efd4354b5ad676eb92a17e4bc066cac6f513463c6b9cf82cca53cb5c99c.jpg npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh 😂 npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh i let the cilantro go to seed so i could get these beauties https://image.nostr.build/ee518a5a9a5cc40f170eb899b15838b0ce3e989cc2530a06169422b48b2afe18.jpg npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh smoky superpower 🦸♂️ 🔥 npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh i grieve for the millions of Americans who do not know the power of the fire roasted pepper. https://image.nostr.build/21d3c6b2b4da09c94b5c473a85f001a98a0a4c86134668f943543b87ce6fed27.jpg npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh are you saying because homesteading hasnt been changed by nasa technology, therefore there is no nasa technology? npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh i will sometimes go to friends houses and cook for them. bring all the ingredients, and clean afterwards. people like that gift. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh seriously. just ask them. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh Translation: “Epstein class tries to buy control of bitcoin development” #nevent1q…wmhv npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh i filter most of my drinking water through coffee grounda npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh interesting. was that a random selection, or part of an interest? npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh @npub1000…7nql hows the fam and everything? npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh @npub183k…ssxn what’s captured your interest lately? npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh the article name 🤌 😂😂 npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh torrents 🤌 thats it. that’s the note. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh delete github instead #nevent1q…d7lv npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh feel a nostr bull market coming on npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh but how great is it that they are self identifying for us so we can move on with our lives without them. we should thank them for being so transparently douchey npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh “shut up fag” npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh Global South is whiteboy banker language. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh interesting article about bucky fuller... https://lloydkahn.substack.com/p/buckminster-fuller-did-not-invent npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh alby is starting to piss me off npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh bánh cuốn npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh how do you bring shady techbro corporate surveillance under the classified national security umbrella? thats easy. just create a new military unit and make the techbros high ranking soldiers. https://defensescoop.com/2025/06/13/army-detachment-201-executive-innovation-corps-meta-openai-palantir/ npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh high speed creative ai era. also fatter that you can possibly imagine bloat era. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh foundation is still there 👍 npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh https://image.nostr.build/bc5902e8d41014986746145e3cc741fb67adab41beb32075996dcca6f731d7b2.jpg npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh the visibility of the western world decline is accelerating if you have been practicing being thankful for having enough, finding beauty in the simple, doing what is in front of you, and trusting God, you are in a good place. the rest of you, well… 🫂 npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh noshole! are you beautiful and funny as usual this morning? the answer is yes 🙂 npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh zero sum game poverty thinking. over confident, and very fiat. part of the larger western world cultural decline npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh the Epstein class gonna Epstein npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh gm its easier to wear shoes than to carpet the world npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh the western world has lost power to the Russians and Chinese, and are running around breaking things, tantruming, and attacking people like petulant children. recommend go offgrid, and buy bitcoin npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh time will tell npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh SearxNG https://searx.space/ npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh sitting in my offgrid open air shelter at night, using the increased stored energy from the solar panel array upgrade to update to OpenBSD 8 -current on an old thinkpad, with an Australian Shepherd snoring nearby. feeling very thankful for my life. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh Incan hot stone pit cooking https://video.nostr.build/a485661d228ce1b2e983e8c654b47e81e862b387f4cc4ea6f129c5b8724a5e96.mp4 npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh @npub17nv…4u85 cuban oregano is rapidly becoming one of my favorite herbs npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh and yet, you are so much more than a hole. a strange sentence i do not intend to repeat npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh which is strange, because ai, in many ways, lowers the technical skill barrier. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh i think it will diminish. maybe 😂 but who cares honestly. build your things npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh lol. “tell us what your intestines have been saying” @npub1ymt…pxnz - “pooop!” npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh i havent found a tactful way to bring up, in casual conversation, what my intestines have been saying. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh im just amazed by that system. that if i get the bad stuff out, it starts asking for the good stuff i need. it also freaks me out that my intestines are having a conference call with my brain and the sending me the abbreviated notes npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh they sure seem to want me to focus on the Tate brothers and not the Epstein class npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh when you get the chemicals oit of your food, spend more time outside, and start accepting yourself, your cravings start working for you instead of against you. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh it should be mentioned that the jack factor is probably more significant in the popularity context of these examples npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh i go a little further back to where the idea of “divine right to rule” came from. Somewhere around when Babylon emerged from Sumer. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh https://image.nostr.build/31b4a4d588f474f5872c75ccf7671605b8836964ca9a7998fd95953ca60650c4.jpg npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh https://image.nostr.build/6c04c523091f5b0481d9eb0c644d9a208a725a50707c142b5cabe62262db7f98.jpg npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh really excited to find one here. they’re usually more towards Seattle and not on this side of the water. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh went to the little Mexican market down the street from me. turns out they are more than a Mexican market. they specialize in common items in central and south America that are hard to find here. including cooking gear. and they aren’t price gouging either. ill be a regular… npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh its the time of year i get to walk up to the road to eat blackberries, and grab some eggs and greens for breakfast on the way down https://image.nostr.build/9141564af909ea4d0389757d5c306d4493ce1cff6fc2e8b07a4ab8a2dfafec64.jpg https://image.nostr.build/c3fc2a4677aecbbf0be749b31f9e983dba9603ffe9c9bf19c323f11fc9c01f6c.jpg npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh scarcity is fascinating npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh damn man. he’s on another level. https://youtu.be/THAupOYwJTs npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh pretty cool life he’s got going npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh without any embellishment, i eat like this almost daily. 🤌 one of the things that makes me feel thankful everyday. (with more eggs involved, and naturally occurring yeast sourdough) npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh really like the idea of the 7 fires npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh this is pretty great. cooking with fire https://youtu.be/ZUWIZABxYoE npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh yeah, fair point. especially lipo. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh im using them in one of those mosquito/fly zapper rackets. they last about a week of daily use, so not bad npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh if you have any electronics that still use D cell batteries, these self contained rechargeable DCells are pretty great. usb input right on the battery https://image.nostr.build/3b599887a1b5021037e580c68a112dd074eecdf02c2afde6b16dc091f976111d.jpg npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh i got the solar array built, panels moved and hooked up, and rewired the battery system. everything is running. higher input already. i feel like i did a magic trick. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh fascinated by archetypes created by hollywood as “crazy and not worth listening to”. like the “tinfoil hat guy” who believed directed energy weapons were being used to damage or influence his brain or the “crazy red thread guy” who traces secret connections between money and power on a white board because its too complicated not to see visibly. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh you sound like ai npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh til, the concept of Snake Oil representing fraud, goes back to Chinese immigrant railroad workers in America, who used rendered fat from the Chinese water snake mixed with herbs to treat sore muscles and joints. Some enterprising Americans decided to sell it on a large scale and change the formula a bit. so really, “snake oil salesman” is s proverb about American greed taking something valuable, and turning into a fraud for profit. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh beautiful npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh that is what the republican party voted to merge our military with npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh real life 🙂 npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh someone that says morality doesn’t exist is probably not someone you want to trust. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh guy is a douche canoe npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh supposedly, China is shutting down 4 of their paper gold trading desks, and is bringing a new system online that settles in physical gold. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh very nice colors npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh the time savings i’ve gotten using AI to evaluate solar/battery/inverter setups cant be overstated. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh from my understanding, snowden left because in his special use case, he couldn’t get nostr to operate as securely as he needed it to. he checked back in a couple times, but things had not changed in the ways he needed. npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh indian clubs, gada, and ropes tied to trees are pretty great npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh i once dated a girl who my parents liked alot. she even stayed friends with them after we broke up. even after she was married, she would always stop to visit my parents around christmas time. i always got the feeling my parents were disappointed we didnt wind up together, on one of the last christmas visits before she moved away, my mother came over and gave me a hug and whispered in my ear, “you dodged a bullet” and walked away. not sure why im thinking of it today, but im laughing about it npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh always have wanted to go to Uruguay npub1vyrx2prp0mne8pczrcvv38ahn5wahsl8hlceeu3f3aqyvmu8zh5s7kfy55 atyh probably more. are you like rainman?