i like #art, humans , animals, plants and the #universe. Also rhythms, sounds, movement and song. I try to live like if a future was possible and like if we weren't scared shit. I try to find meaning and divinity in a torrent of death that envelops us, and sometimes pierces my body and soul. As the everyday stunning beauty and divinity of creation does. Laughter helps . And dance. I don't love politics, but we're all inundated in it so there's no ignoring them. Trying to find ways to live as that real, divergent, me, that feels like if we not only should all be one but actually are. Laughable under todays conditions. I know. But still. #healing #spirituality #now #feminism #beauty#wonder and #love english- deutsch Post auto delete after a while profile pic: potraitdrawing of woman with short hair header: woman with head tilted back slouching in an armchair on bright yellow background
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Last Notes npub1ffsxpprymflrfwc467fnaxxkevpdwkxfft3f8ush0xgjd3mc2p8q4vhvcl Tamtam Windscribe shows up on this list as transphobic, I did not look into it: NordVPN: confidence scam, the Raid: Shadow Legends of VPNs Surfshark: owned by NordVPN Mozilla VPN: reseller of Mullvad Tailscale: partners with Mullvad ExpressVPN: Israeli Private Internet Access: ditto ZenMate VPN: ditto CyberGhost VPN: ditto Windscribe: edgy branding, transphobic, uses slurs on social media ProtonVPN: sponsors French fascists MullvadVPN: donates millions to Swedish fascists if you are here looking for ones you SHOULD use, these were recommended to me and seem to check out: https:// vpn.ccrypto.org https:// njal.la or self-host your own: https:// amnezia.org/self-hostedg channel about privacy. I'd add IVPN to this list. Someone tested njal.la as the fastest. npub1ffsxpprymflrfwc467fnaxxkevpdwkxfft3f8ush0xgjd3mc2p8q4vhvcl Tamtam #VPN #Mullvad #Proton I found this list by Tael. I deleted proton, from his list of bad companies, because proton has owned up to it''s mistake and promised to better vet who's videos they put an ad into. I don't know what to believe about them at this point. There's also a video bumping around with protons CEO being interviewed on a fash channel. (about privacy) Tael 🔜 AC26 @npub1j9l…6539 Ok, just to sum it up for those following along at home: NordVPN: confidence scam, the Raid: Shadow Legends of VPNs Surfshark: owned by NordVPN Mozilla VPN: reseller of Mullvad Tailscale: partners with Mullvad ExpressVPN: Israeli Private Internet Access: ditto ZenMate VPN: ditto CyberGhost VPN: ditto Windscribe: edgy branding, transphobic, uses slurs on social media ProtonVPN: sponsors French fascists MullvadVPN: donates millions to Swedish fascists am I missing any? e: if you are here looking for ones you SHOULD use, these were recommended to me and seem to check out: https:// vpn.ccrypto.org https:// njal.la or self-host your own: https:// amnezia.org/self-hostedg channel about privacy. As quite some people seem too be looking for a new VPN right now, this might be helpful. IVPN is flying around on here as a contender for the list of recommended Tael 🔜 AC26 @npub1j9l…6539 Ok, just to sum it up for those following along at home: NordVPN: confidence scam, the Raid: Shadow Legends of VPNs Surfshark: owned by NordVPN Mozilla VPN: reseller of Mullvad Tailscale: partners with Mullvad ExpressVPN: Israeli Private Internet Access: ditto ZenMate VPN: ditto CyberGhost VPN: ditto Windscribe: edgy branding, transphobic, uses slurs on social media MullvadVPN: donates millions to Swedish fascists am I missing any? e: if you are here looking for ones you SHOULD use, these were recommended to me and seem to check out: https:// vpn.ccrypto.org https:// njal.la or self-host your own: https:// amnezia.org/self-hosted npub1ffsxpprymflrfwc467fnaxxkevpdwkxfft3f8ush0xgjd3mc2p8q4vhvcl Tamtam what VPN do I use now? I was just going to get Mullvad, are there any other recommendations? npub1ffsxpprymflrfwc467fnaxxkevpdwkxfft3f8ush0xgjd3mc2p8q4vhvcl Tamtam #feminism #patriarchy #women #books "Women's steady retreat from heterosexual marriage is possibly one of the most significant collective withdrawal from a patriarchal institution in recorded human history" What was once a stunningly onesided, non- negotiable social contract binding women to the control of men is increasingly optional, delayed, or rejected altogether." I couldn't have said it any better. where there is change, there is hope. Reading "All we want is everything" by Soraya Chemaly. Recommend. npub1ffsxpprymflrfwc467fnaxxkevpdwkxfft3f8ush0xgjd3mc2p8q4vhvcl Tamtam when I think of it, being talked to sycophantically is the default expectation a man has towards a woman. They are only freaking out now because their expectations are sometimes not being met and they weren't being aware of them in the first place.Time for the AI girlfriend to appear on the scene. He'd much rather have one of those than to become aware of his unconscious dependency. And beating women back into their previous form is a lot of work... npub1ffsxpprymflrfwc467fnaxxkevpdwkxfft3f8ush0xgjd3mc2p8q4vhvcl Tamtam as for a woman that would raise suspicious feelings. we are not usually treated in a sycophantic way in this world. npub1ffsxpprymflrfwc467fnaxxkevpdwkxfft3f8ush0xgjd3mc2p8q4vhvcl Tamtam from the viewpoint of a sufficiantly narcissistic immature male npub1ffsxpprymflrfwc467fnaxxkevpdwkxfft3f8ush0xgjd3mc2p8q4vhvcl Tamtam "independence" in the context of what is beign discussed here, is a trauma based myth it is also an Illusion of men, that lye to themselves about their dependency on women. A myth of strength. A patriarchal myth. Created by trauma in childhood, and later part of toxic maskulinity. many of us have not experienced inter-dependency as connectedness and bliss. We carry scars of lack, dangerous enmeshment and powerlessness that we need to heal on our way to becoming full members of an interconnected community we can depend on. Dependency is deeply emotional. Realizing and creating a healthy web around us is healing. npub1ffsxpprymflrfwc467fnaxxkevpdwkxfft3f8ush0xgjd3mc2p8q4vhvcl Tamtam I am wondering, reading cory doctorovs newest article about #fascism as a result of austerity and missing public services. what role #feminism plays in this. Or more specifically: the decline in willingness to provide unpaid services, emotional support, security and psychological status/feelings of power and satisfaction to men. There seem to be a lot of similarity in the experience of someone who loses healthcare and a man whos emotional care and daily unpaid services provided by women is withdrawn from him. Pluralistic thinks it is" reasonable to assume, that people react that way. " ( with fascism) Well "people" is not a very sharp word to use here. Why are women not reacting that way to the many services, securities, comforts and support that have always been missing from their lives? I keep coming back to a realization, that any analysis of "people" and society, be it psychological, social, or political, must take the category of gender, must take the underlying patriarchy into account, in order to accurately describe reality He closes with "Socialism or barbarism" isn't just a cliche – it's actually a choice on the ballot. Is the way I assume roles of empathy, care and responsibility in relationships, the way I invest my energy towards someone elses needs, raise children, the "socialism" in this? And is "barbary" the way a deeply patriarchal male will lead his life, expecting to be served, not serving others, unless they are his overlords, promising reward? We will need new words for all of this, as our understanding becomes more holistic, as we integrate the invisible sphere of female experience into it. npub1ffsxpprymflrfwc467fnaxxkevpdwkxfft3f8ush0xgjd3mc2p8q4vhvcl Tamtam no luck. The invidious server "not able to handle request" either. There was the same situation a few weeks ago,then freetube brought out a beta update, but it only lasted for a week. I spose YT is very active in trying to inhibit them right now. npub1ffsxpprymflrfwc467fnaxxkevpdwkxfft3f8ush0xgjd3mc2p8q4vhvcl Tamtam #freetube stopped working. new update only worked for a few days. Are there any alternatives to the app? npub1ffsxpprymflrfwc467fnaxxkevpdwkxfft3f8ush0xgjd3mc2p8q4vhvcl Tamtam 4.1 this is a report from 2016. Would you say it's not like that anymore? And can you point me to some present day info? XMPP server based on Prosody Most of our messenger testing time was spent on an XMPP server based on Prosody, which, according to our research at the time, was considered a beginner-friendly XMPP server service. Although the initial setup was indeed very simple and I found reading up on the relevant XEP extensions late into the night quite interesting, problems arose during productive operation that did not inspire confidence in the system: Lost messages: Messages were lost in a non-reproducible manner, were marked as “undelivered” (but were still transmitted), or vice versa: were transmitted according to the client, but were never actually delivered. We usually only noticed this indirectly when users in MUCs responded to something that was incoherent from the perspective of individual users. Unreliable synchronization: Less frequent, but also annoying, was the unreliable synchronization of messages across multiple clients (mobile/desktop). Catastrophic client situation: However, the final reason for reorienting ourselves toward a federal messenger system was the catastrophic client situation on iOS at the time: Since the “hard core” of our testers only used Android themselves, we only knew Astrachat and ChatSecure as iOS clients, whereby only the latter is free software and we therefore recommended it to the first iOS users who were willing to switch. Here, however, message exchange worked mainly in MUCs. npub1ffsxpprymflrfwc467fnaxxkevpdwkxfft3f8ush0xgjd3mc2p8q4vhvcl Tamtam and are you a techperson? npub1ffsxpprymflrfwc467fnaxxkevpdwkxfft3f8ush0xgjd3mc2p8q4vhvcl Tamtam Moxie Marlinspikes:"One of the controversial things we did with Signal early on was to build it as an unfederated service. Nothing about any of the protocols we’ve developed requires centralization; it’s entirely possible to build a federated Signal Protocol-based messenger, but I no longer believe that it is possible to build a competitive federated messenger at all." So after reading this I thought, well, everything that we like about signal can be turned into a federated messenger. Why is nobody doing it? I gave me at least a little bit of hope that someone or, some group will. I believe the need for privacy is getting more urgent by the minute.. The situation has changed quite a bit, since that decision at signals was made. We need a signal -quality messenger as part of the fediverse #Signal #matrix #xmpp #privacy #security #opensource #fediverse npub1ffsxpprymflrfwc467fnaxxkevpdwkxfft3f8ush0xgjd3mc2p8q4vhvcl Tamtam Insomnia ,sitting up in bed with a fountainpen. #ink #Art #sketch https://media.mastodon.de/media_attachments/files/115/994/850/592/076/974/original/04693a155d67f749.jpg https://media.mastodon.de/media_attachments/files/115/994/851/061/078/673/original/49145fb786167462.jpg https://media.mastodon.de/media_attachments/files/115/994/851/545/656/074/original/1ba9273c819ff4a6.jpg