I am a Compulsive Gambler and former professional poker player online since I lost all my teeth to bad mental health. Gamble free since 2017. A few months later found bitcoin, then I purchased some satoshi in 2018. Did a 180, got rid of everthing from the gambling days. Now using linux, skincare, niche fragrances, wet shaving, better fitting clothes, carnivore, metal genre \m/ and running. Bitcoin saved my life and I'm Bitcoin only.
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Last Notes npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar My diet consists of ground beef. Eggs. Steak. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar I got it sorted during a period of no job. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar On Tuesday I was back at the dentist. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Away in a different city for a day. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar https://blossom.primal.net/e5d1ddb7eb5c468be76676568a69f9df8a33b21208ab4c89dcfb64d4901d3423.png npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar My latest dentist appointment on the road to full dentures was yesterday. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Over the last three weeks I've had stomach issues due to eating carbs and sugar. Affected me on my runs. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Jumping from 15km trail race into 46km trail race 4 weeks difference. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar For all my talking, I don't do it or finish it. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Thinking of giving this a go npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Exactly. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar I wish I could. Unemployed, so can't afford a holiday unless liquidate the bitcoin, so passing. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar My running progress so far. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Should be avoiding them, since I'm a carnivore. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Snagged 3 doughnuts, sugary, but needed a snack npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Plate is bare, since I just ordered rib eye steak. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Hmm. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Just five yards ahead npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar 15km trail race in august, then 46km trail race in September npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar My normal rest day is Monday and Friday. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Today is my normal morning run and evening strength workout. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Ah. Had round steak and eggs with bone broth for breakfast. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Looks like my life changing Dentures have been delayed. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Did have some vegan fudge, lesser of two evils, with virtually zero sugar for a snack. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Didn't pester them about cooking it in the correct oil, just want my dinner npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Who'd have thought. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Thanks for your advice @nprofile…escj . npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Cheers for the reply, just started watching your videos. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar I'm aiming to be strict carnivore now. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Is creatine monohydrate okay on strict carnivore? npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar @nprofile…pnes I'm back into running 5 days per week and 2 strength training days per week. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Got a challenge in a few days. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Doing 5 runs a week with 1 long run, 1 tempo run, 2 easy runs and 1 recovery run. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar 4 weeks back running. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Just completed a run with RUNSTR! 🏃♂️💨 npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Not tracking properly due to the keys not functioning correctly, a quirk. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar 10.81km. 8.03/km. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Just completed a run with RUNSTR! 🏃♂️💨 npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Actually more like 80 metres elevation up and down. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar 4.5km gentle run into 2.5km walk npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Just completed a run with RUNSTR! 🏃♂️💨 npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar 7km, 6.53/km, 49 mins npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Just completed a run with RUNSTR! 🏃♂️💨 npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar 2 days back from the poker event. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Next week back at the dentist for a dentures update. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Travelling again for a poker weekend. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Back running again. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Back from a weekend of poker. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Just completed the mould for my Dentures. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Slight delay on starting the Dentures. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar For all those that are following me and followed my story. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Last game cards up in 30 minutes. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar If your looking for a steak and grill restaurant to recommend in Dublin, it is : npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Enjoying a salmon starter, steak main with wine. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar My last day at the Poker festival today. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Cheers mate, long way to go.... npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar This is the aim at the end of the day. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar And the party has started. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Can't even get the whole scene in one go, huge screen.. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar My god , just had Italian dessert. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Had something to eat that I avoid due to my situation of no teeth. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar I had a great start, then lost a lot of pots. Typical tournament. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar First event, blind vs black and, getting run over. Decided to call. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Been quite a while since I was and in this area of Dublin..... npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar First event over, back tomorrow for another go. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar The buyin I'm aiming for is the Mini Irish Open 250 euro, 1M GTD. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar And of course the final day of the Irish Poker Open is 6th April. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar After indifferent week online. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar After a day of poker, eases the mind having a few drinks. And if course getting out the house. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Started with Irish Handcuffs...... npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar With all these live poker events, feels like I'm half and half living at home and hotel. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Back in town for 2 nights of poker. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar I've earned it. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Travel back Monday, so now is my time to enjoy npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar It was great meeting new people, announced themselves to me. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Now after playing two full days, I've earned my rest, and time to enjoy. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar And it Paddy's weekend too, drunken time npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Down in Dublin for the poker. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar True. Travel back tomorrow. Then online poker Monday. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar The town is mental busy, in the hotel chilling. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Now chilling in the evening......Noo more.... npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Well this poker tournament didn't work out. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Last night was great to catch up with old work friends. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Old money stamp npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Once my dentures are complete. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar One thing I need to get used to for the live poker tournaments is the hotels. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Also to keep me healthy, restart running. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Stars account I got permanently banned due to gambling past npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar I used to grind $4.40 180 mans..... npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar GG, ACR, Coin, WPT. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar For my old accounts, haverl on pokerstars - only account I got permanently banned due to gambling. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Check my results , searching for hodlmoar on shark scope. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Playing upto $5.50s with one or two shots per session at $8s and $11s. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar I hit a high of $3.7k in my bankroll. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar To further my study, gto and ICM options I need to learn and get better at for progress. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Transitioning to be more serious about playing online poker tournaments. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Kept a little spare, next live game is tomorrow. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Used my live winnings of 2340 from the 200 euro tournament, came 5th. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Tricky, but in the end, got my bitcoin software working. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Hopefully once I've gotten the data music pictures over.
