Film critic & aspiring screenwriter, widowed depressive, common sense advocate and late diagnosed autistic (March 2026). User of too many emojis. Becoming increasingly afraid of people due to severe RSD. ***AT NO POINT DO I TRY TO OFFEND ANYONE*** Eager to find beta readers & anyone who can help me improve my craft as well as readers of my work. No AI involved in my work. No profile, no follow - sorry. #Screenwriting #GTTO #ActuallyAutistic #MentalHealth #Depression #Film #GoFins
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Last Notes npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…nspa @nprofile…3tku One way to lose friends… 🤔 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…efqx He is teaching us about healthy eating, just not the way he thinks he is. npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…3mz6 That’s the way to do it! 😁 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…pfuj @nprofile…wpf2 Hahaha! Serves the dickhead right. 😆 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…jzru I wouldn’t trust anyone in government to spell AI, let alone use it. 🤨 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…xfhq “Nobody’s watching you.” npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…v7ax Sounds a lot like QI when they play General Ignorance. 😁👍 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…emut Bad ones, I’d say. 🤨 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic Battery (Is Dead) - Metallica #CarTroubleASongOrPoem #HashtagGames npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…5cp2 First thing that came to my mind was Anna Paquin’s scenes in The Piano. Dunno if that’s helpful or not 🤷🏻♂️ npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…3e6m You should try Brockley. 😁 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…260k So sorry to hear that. My condolences to you and your family. 😔 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…mvd8 Same here. I love the idea of producing a Chandler-esque mystery but I suspect that working out the details is beyond me. 😢 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…d6ag I also fear that Superhero Fatigue is partially to blame for its lack of success, coupled with DC films not being all that great for a long time. 🤔 I hope that filmmakers continue to push for more female-led stories, superhero or otherwise, because it’s LONG overdue. 🤞 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic Biscuitbiscuit #CookiesAMovieOrPlay #HashtagGames npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…3e6m Why not just leave your cat on your driveway and badly park on top of it? 🤔 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…hgrn This is the way. 🫡 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…ya4q There’s absolutely no way this guy can still play tennis. npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…6n3c What, the National Socialists are socialists?!? 😱 Honestly, it’s hard to tell if they’re legitimately fucking stupid or just trying to protect themselves from satire. 😒 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…u9d4 That is a great friend to have - one who doesn’t judge and offers their support. 👍 And I agree, that is a good picture of the two of you. Hope you have a great day. npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…d60a Noice! 👍 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…6n3c Guilty as charged and I regret nothing. npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic Yay, everybody wins! 😁 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…e44f Are Trump’s cankles preventing him from a personal visit to his paymasters? 😒 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…82x4 @nprofile…056a Glad you’re safe but my heart weeps for the community, the city and all right-minded people. 😔 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic Young Edam #WineAndCheeseMovies #HashtagGames npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…4hdl A bit slow, ain’t it? 🤔 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…7x0n *shudders* No but good shout! npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic After twenty two years of watching and reviewing films, I think I've just watched the single dumbest film I have ever seen. Any guesses what it was? 🤨 #Film npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic Wherever, Whatever - Shakira #NonChalantSongs #HashtagGames npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…2ch3 Talk about an own goal… 😒 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…u9d4 Rest up and be well, my friend. I’m having an early night as well. 🙏🏻 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…hhj8 Having worked in both retail and hospitality, I’ve often wondered this. Where do people go and believe that the more dickish they are, the better the service they receive? 🤷🏻♂️ npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…ccf4 He’s screaming because he’s having to listen to your whiney, entitled ass and no-one has given him some cutlery. 🤨 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…lpt0 @nprofile…056a Nope, full bricks. £50 bonus if you hit them in the head. 🫤 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…4j24 @nprofile…yxyg Taskmaster. 👍 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…e9mx Understood. I wish you all the best and thank you for the advice. 🙏🏻 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…e9mx So I should just butt out and ignore it? I’d rather help in any way I can if possible. I’ve been there, too many times. I wish I could be the sort of person I needed in my life but didn’t have at that time. Pretending everything is fine doesn’t sit well with me. 🫤 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…3e6m Saying “I love you” is bad energy? 🤨 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…wvul I would absolutely watch the shit of this! 😁👍 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic Pimp My Mobility Scooter #AltRealityShows #HashtagGames npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic 😆 @nprofile…gj0l https://tech.lgbt/@Natasha_Jay/116953277917390477 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic So, I made it through my scan which wasn’t as bad as I feared and informed my parents of my new-found health condition - which wasn’t as bad as I feared. Now waiting for the rest of my work colleagues to show up for our night out and I’m gripped by anxiety. Will I ever learn? 🫤 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…nc5d Amazing when a film (or two) has that effect on your life, especially at such a young age. For me, it was Who Framed Roger Rabbit that seemed like pure magic to my eyes when I first saw it at that age. npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…ut9d 😢 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…h7xz How many movies in the franchise are ACTUALLY worth watching? I reckon only a handful of them are any good (don’t hate me!). 😬 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic Question for all ND citizens of the Fediverse: part of my post ASD diagnosis therapy involves examining my autistic strengths compared to NT people. However, thanks to chronic negative self esteem, these supposed strengths feel to me either null and void (isn’t everyone motivated by justice?) or they feel to me like a weakness to be exploited like attention to detail or my sense of honesty and loyalty. (1/2) npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic How do you identify what strengths you have when you have always thought of yourself as subhuman thanks to decades of feeling inadequate, bullying and a terminal failure to adult like other people? I sensed that my therapist was getting frustrated at me today because I kept saying “Yeah but…” ☹️ How did you overcome these issues or what advice do you have for others struggling with this? Or is it just me? 😔 (2/2) npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…fsru Remember when people saw the funny side of things and didn’t sue each other over every single fucking thing? You know, common sense? Why can’t we go back to this kind of thinking and let the lawyers eat themselves alone in court? ☹️ npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…xfhq Almost as many people there as there was for his inauguration. Both of them. npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…4zs6 I see nothing wrong with this whatsoever. However, I’m happy to tell Nazis to punch themselves in the balls because I’m confident that most of them wouldn’t do it and the ones who do would only suffer temporary, non-fatal consequences. npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…4zs6 Is that a pint of coffee? npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic There is - I’m having a second one. 😱 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…rly9 Maybe. If I’m one less thing for them to worry about then they won’t see it as a problem, regardless of how much it impacts me. I’m inclined to put it down to them still getting used to accommodating me rather than genuine malice but it kinda hurts all the same. It’s not like I would have ruined things either. 🤷🏻♂️ npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic Social battery is completely drained after a surprise party for my Dad’s 70th birthday yesterday - which everyone but me knew about! I feel they should understand how much the unexpected throws me (especially when staying away somewhere) and trust me enough to know I won’t spoil the surprise. I’m also pissed off that all I got him was a card and one present, which was overshadowed by everything else going on. Or am I overreacting? 🫤 #ActuallyAutistic npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…qhj6 @nprofile…2la8 That scene where she’s imagining mazes on the ceiling hit VERY close to home for me. I often see points moving around like snooker balls bouncing around a table or that screensaver you used to see. npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…056a Yeah, some issue with the engine management system. 🤷🏻♂️ I’d like the thing to pass just once npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…2la8 I actually prefer Astrid to Patience because I find the actress in Astrid is more recognisably autistic to me, ironically. I feel the UK version should tell its own story instead of remaking the French episodes. 🤔 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic Well, it failed. Best of all, they don’t know what the problem is and can’t even look at it until Friday. Fuck my life. 😖 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…z4eq I shall be celebrating by not watching any of it and probably playing Marvel Strike Force on my phone. 🫤 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…2acj Thank you. I fear that UBI is the sort of policy that only the Greens would implement, given how radically it would shake the system. Doesn’t mean that such measures aren’t needed - they are and the sooner, the better. Politics should be less petty and more constructive, looking forward instead of back. npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic Got my MOT this morning, one of the hardest days of the year for me. There’s so much pressure on the car to pass as my limited finances are usually sorely tested by having to get repairs. I hate this! Why does mental health and financial stability have this correlation and why does nobody talk about it? 😢 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…mfaa Oh, I never said I was any good at gaming! 😆 There is a definite limit to my talents! npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…mfaa I have no idea how to do nothing! I’m constantly doing something, even if it’s not constructive like video games. The concept of “clearing your mind” is utterly foreign to me. 🤷🏻♂️ npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…jzru It’s when they change the lyrics to suit the product but keep the same melody or tune, like the ones for any Flash product. When I come to power, that shit will be illegal. 🤨 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…tz00 @nprofile…h65c To be fair, his likeness is used by Michael Myers in Halloween so there’s a good reason to be creeped out by Kirk himself. npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic I know this isn’t very logical of me but I have an irrational hatred of Shaun Murphy! He looks and behaves like a self-centred, smug prick. #Snooker npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…fq46 I’ve been doing less than nothing and feeling crappy because of it so at least you have a plan. npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic I have eaten crap, frozen meals and takeaways every day and feel awful for it, especially as I find it impossible to tell if I’m actually hungry or not. The place is untidy and that’s also getting me down. I’ve done next to no writing or even watched anything other than snooker (which I love, so it’s not all bad) and podcasts. (2/5) npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic Now I know there’s something “wrong” with me - I know autism is a difference and not necessarily a flaw, please don’t @ me - it reinforces the negative self esteem I’ve had since I was a child. Is this a problem for all late-DX autistics, that sudden realisation that you were never going to live the sort of life that others around were? And when do you feel the positive side of autism, which I keep hearing about? (4/5) npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic My parents have been away since last Thursday so I have had the place to myself. And what has quickly become apparent is that I am incapable of living on my own without serious help. (1/5) npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic I know this is my ableism kicking my arse but I just want to be capable, you know? Since my autism diagnosis, I’m coming to realise that my worst fears are coming true - that I am not like everyone else, that I’m not able to “adult” and I will seemingly never have my shit together. I’ve always been envious of people who seem to go through life, coping with its trial and curveballs with relative ease and wonder why can’t I do that? (3/5) npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic Because other than being helpful in a pub quiz on film, music and American Football questions, I’m struggling to see it? Sorry for rambling. I feel very alone right now and while the autistic community here has been wonderful and continues to be so, it’s no substitute for having someone physically here to talk to. To hug me and tell me not to worry too much or that they love me unconditionally, something Sheelagh was always so good at. I’m going to bed. Apologies once again. (5/5) npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…3e6m What you wanted to be was, in fact, a necrophiliac. 🤔 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic https://autisticritic.pika.page/posts/the-thursday-murder-club-2025-an-autisticritic-review #AmWriting #AmWatching #Blog #Film If you're new to my blog, here's an example of the recent Thursday Murder Club adaptation. If you'd like to publicise your own product of if you're just happy to have a shout-out, visit my Ko-Fi account and help support my blog. Thanks for your support and boosts - this stuff really does keep my mental health in check and has done for years now. 🙏 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…3e6m I used to tell them I appeared as an extra at Hogwarts in the first Harry Potter film. Nobody ever questioned it. 🤷🏻♂️ npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…5jlc Is this an app? Haven’t seen this one before? 🤔 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…nspa @nprofile…h65c Goddamn, I use this look a lot! 😆 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…2udq Thanks. Unfortunately, the only person who made me believe this is no longer around to remind me. But at least I know that I’m at the start of this journey (🤮) and I have no idea where I’m going to end up. npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic I tend not to recommend self help books because most of them are useless. But I’ve just started reading The Cherry Tree Theory by Rich & Rox Pink (the hosts of ADHD_Love’s Late Bloomers podcast) which is already hitting several painful points for me. Having a quiet day today and realising just how fucked up I am. Quite what Sheelagh ever saw in me, I will never know. 😔 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic Currently taking a quiet moment in the loo at work. Feel like I’m about to start crying, for no reason 😔 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic #WritersCoffeeClub Apr 2: Visual presentation: how do white space and typography become meaningful elements of literary form? Won’t lie, I don’t understand the question. My imposter syndrome is currently screaming at me and pulling my beard downward quite sharply. 😔 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…f4gm I was in a Wetherspoons last night and it was on every TV screen. If I wasn’t in polite company, I’d have left and not gone back. 🤢 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic #writersCoffeeClub 29/3: Share one of your writing milestones. The first thing that came to mind was the first feedback for Bushido (my screenplay), which described it in the sort of positive language that I dare not dream of. Having anyone read my work is always a buzz for me but to find someone who enjoyed it and saw potential in it just blew my mind! It was the first time in my life I believed that I could actually do this for real. 🥹 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…axx0 @nprofile…2mmh I’m game if every other NDer is. ✊🏻🤨 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic Welcome to Basingstoke. Try to stay awake. #BoredomSlogansOrAds #HashtagGames npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…c5xf This is my fear. A lot has happened since I last worked on it and I’m not sure I can get into the same frame of mind. Plus, it started feeling like a chore in the end after so many revisions. It’s possibly sellable as it is but I have no idea how to do that. 🤷🏻♂️ npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…ut9d Without sounding like I’m blowing smoke up your ass, I wish I had someone like you in my life. My heart has been broken since 2018 and I still don’t know if I’m ready to move on. Just be there for your friend and they will always thank you for your support. npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…ut9d At least you have your eye on someone! 😁 Good luck and go for it - what’s the worst that can happen? npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…ut9d It strikes me that ADHD is less of a barrier to meeting people than ASD seems to be, at least in my experience. 🤔 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…la7y Stay safe. 🤞😷 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…ut9d This is something that I’m starting to wonder as well. 🤔 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…m5a6 There’s a witch involved? 🤨 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic #WritersCoffeeClub 3/23. What's the most you've worked on a WIP before deciding to scrap it? What happened? I’d worked on Bushido (my screenplay) for about 14 months and at least eight drafts, which is easily the longest I’ve spent on a single piece. It remains on my hard drive, gathering dust, after a combination of my RSD and some feedback I received got the better of me. I haven’t touched it since but it’s the most “finished” thing I’ve ever written. 😔 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic Nobody here knows Emily who runs my autistic support group but I’d happily pass on your good wishes when she goes for her own autism assessment later today. It’s remarkable how close our journeys have been in terms of time and having received my diagnosis last week, I know what lies ahead for her today. #ActuallyAutistic npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…sz4f 🍕 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…eeh7 @nprofile…94ng @nprofile…2x84 @nprofile…zvpa It’s only happened a few times to me but it genuinely made my day! The Fediverse and the world need more like him. npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…eeh7 @nprofile…94ng @nprofile…2x84 @nprofile…zvpa I get what you’re saying but on the rare occasion I have had Takei reply to one of my comments, it feels amazing! 😁 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…gp0u What, another one? Just leave me alone! 😖 npub10lwkeu0962mer22seuqzt2erwyttu8f2rr22yl2l7xwxvzmxxgcqvre0q8 AutistiCritic @nprofile…uzrx I’m not planning on using the phrase directly, it’s more a summary of the quandary my MCs find themselves in.