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2026-05-08 10:26:24 CEST

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What cycle? Most likely no cycle. Scamming.

2026-05-06 04:25:50 CEST

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Often, she's a bitch. If you are willing to rant on 10+ pieces of supposedly justified criticism but not willing to discuss them one by one to evaluate whether they're true, assumptions hold, there is misunderstanding and whether the attack is justified. If you're willing to harshly and loudly rant out an avalanche of supposed critiques, want me to shut up during that time, do not allow interruptions and then do not even want to discuss them afterwards. She's a bitch.

2026-05-05 05:16:39 CEST

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In case this is targeted: do you realize that I actually have several people who, on a daily basis, try to attack me for literally no sensible reason, including with EMF emissions or sound waves or smth aimed at my skull, and other malicious practices.

2026-05-03 13:56:02 CEST

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That implies that there is a connection. To some lead people the only connection is proximity and nobody asked me about 'connection'.

2026-05-03 13:54:45 CEST

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That's not an excuse to terrorize soneone.

2026-04-30 23:47:54 CEST

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Was it my advice, or again music lyrics, documentary podcast talk, or game conversations? It wouldn't be the first time. I got attacked for ".. burning bridges" which was from a video game character.

2026-04-30 09:07:17 CEST

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There's a difference between defending my rights and some arbitrary rules.

2026-04-30 03:48:21 CEST

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If it's targeted, state your claims.

2026-04-24 10:32:33 CEST

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Was Vlad the Impaler talking about his penis?

2026-04-23 10:30:13 CEST

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Am I supposed to understand what this refers to?

2026-04-23 09:27:42 CEST

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What's this comment about a crown referring to?

2026-04-21 04:36:58 CEST

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Anger has a reason. Diminishing anger as the problem is both dangerous and disrespectful of the values of the individual.

2026-04-20 05:40:08 CEST

To be clear: I DID NOT DO THIS. I went to try and figure out WTFH is going on. All the engagement and unexplained attacks and everything else, is *all* malicious agenda by people who tried to attack me.
I have said repeatedly: I need information on what was going on starting some 8 years back up to smth like 6 years back. I know there were malicious actions before and since, but there was commentary I do not understand.
Most likely involuntary and abusive actions by malicious people. I never *asked* for any of this, because I had intentions to resolve the attacks, not to find assistance or support towards some goal.
#nevent1q…aqzq

2026-04-19 16:55:51 CEST

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Not everything requires change. Not everything you consider a problem, is a problem, or is your goddamn business. Not every change being demanded is reasonable. Not everything you dislike is a problem. Not everything you think of as normal is normal. Not everything needs to be normal. Not everything you dislike is a problem for you. If you dislike it, does not mean you can make arbitrary demands.

2026-04-17 19:38:52 CEST

What's this about?
#nevent1q…gpd2

2026-04-17 16:38:18 CEST

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Do I need to understand what this refers to?

2026-04-16 09:34:09 CEST

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I have been under persistent, constant attack for 8 years. You have no right to call it a grudge. It is long-term organized abuse.

2026-04-15 03:09:52 CEST

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I would love to know which "illusion" was "projected". As with everything, I strongly wonder where people got their bad information.

2026-04-15 02:59:05 CEST

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I have been waiting for an explanation for years now. I am most likely attacked while I was the victim in the first place. So, state your claims.

2026-04-10 10:22:05 CEST

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Aaaaaawwhh, you think I'm cute 🥹

2026-04-09 23:34:06 CEST

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You're asking for a dick-pic, aren't you?!? 🤨

2026-04-08 23:49:14 CEST

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That is not an excuse to excuse years or large-scale organized harassment and abuse. It also does not clear a society from massive prejudice and bias, and it does not excuse years of prior malicious actions.
Do you also blame torture victims for speaking badly about torturers?

2026-04-08 16:28:14 CEST

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They blast emf waves at my head for protacted periods of time. It is deliberate harm, abuse.

2026-04-08 12:40:49 CEST

If this is supposed to be criticism, I have too little context.
#nevent1q…wuku

2026-04-07 13:20:42 CEST

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Nope. Someone beaming EMF microwaves to fry my brain is still a more likely candidate.

2026-04-07 10:34:57 CEST

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.. about religious belief.

2026-04-05 04:28:03 CEST

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How far *I* have come?!? Are you that blind!?! It has been nothing but undeserved organized abuse.

2026-04-03 13:56:16 CEST

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Missed opportunity to include the fat lazy Thor.

2026-04-03 05:19:22 CEST

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Prly 🤠

2026-04-02 18:15:38 CEST

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No, that was definitely not it.

2026-04-02 15:51:28 CEST

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Why would you think I think otherwise? I have had this experience for as long as I've been on the internet. Any malicious actions did NOT come from me. There are indicators of foul play. The same for some suspicious activities offline. I did NOT have a hand in such malicious actions.

2026-04-02 02:58:46 CEST

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Not only in memory. Not appreciated, so needs to make room for more rude version that can survive under massively abusive circumstances.

2026-04-01 04:59:59 CEST

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Ontology is also used by the original web 3.0, a.k.a. the semantic web: OWL is Web Ontology Language. It isn't a bad word in itself. Just an aspect of information structuring.

2026-03-30 18:13:46 CEST

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Which ones are you referring to?

2026-03-29 20:00:12 CEST

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Stable in relation to what? 🤨

2026-03-28 13:09:52 CET

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Yeah, but it's obvious as to why: the dad doesn't have to feel the obligation/responsibility to take care of them. The pets find the one that isn't hell-bound on bothering them.

2026-03-26 14:10:09 CET

To some abusive people: nice try; not a valid excuse for abuse.
#nevent1q…tl5y

2026-03-26 11:26:30 CET

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No.

2026-03-26 05:56:00 CET

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You don't know anything. You make the wrong assunptions and consequently the wrong conclusions. You have no clue about the situation.

2026-03-25 04:14:38 CET

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Another issue is the abusive and toxic people we have to deal with every day, who pray on both trauma and manipulation for hostile intentions.

2026-03-24 02:05:27 CET

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This isn't about an individual. Stop trying to twist the narrative.

2026-03-22 15:12:45 CET

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Ikr

2026-03-21 16:52:44 CET

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Unless they're killing you. Now stfu. You're excusing abusive people.

2026-03-20 21:28:20 CET

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Aaahhhh .. that is some serious shit.

2026-03-20 20:47:17 CET

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Wait .. wasn't Milei one of the "good guys"? .. I seem to be missing out on some critical events of misinformation.

2026-03-19 17:21:52 CET

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I've outgrown most of the world.

2026-03-18 03:17:30 CET

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Nope. Misinformed. Nice try.

2026-03-17 06:37:46 CET

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Trust was never gone. I have been and still am under constant attack by abusive people.

2026-03-16 18:10:48 CET

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Made the wrong choices .. for what? 🤨

2026-03-16 06:27:49 CET

Srsly?!? What's the point? Why the constant bullshit?
#nevent1q…rxg6

2026-03-16 04:10:11 CET

It's still none of your damn business.
#nevent1q…f793

2026-03-12 12:14:29 CET

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Stop excusing large-sxale organized abuse with cheap bullshit.

2026-03-11 15:48:59 CET

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Have you seen this one? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z3yijeoB8Sg

2026-03-11 15:24:40 CET

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Nah. I solved, prevented and correctly identified many problems. The "problems" were fabricated with malicious intent, which was also the reason for all the abusive lying and false accudations.

2026-03-10 12:46:23 CET

I have local people, who on a daily basis are harassing me because of that shit.
#nevent1q…usd5

2026-03-10 07:08:36 CET

They're not "negative thoughts" when specific people are actively pushing lies and false accusations, and engaging in manipulation and deception.
#nevent1q…dhgg

2026-03-10 02:19:03 CET

If that's kindness, I don't want to know what you being angry looks like.
#nevent1q…a687

2026-03-08 15:20:58 CET

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Okay, this is awkward. A crow came close by on a few occasions last few summers.

2026-03-02 12:43:10 CET

This is so me. 🤣
#nevent1q…4y6v

2026-03-02 12:40:45 CET

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Where's the dumpster fire? Here's more of an abusive shitshow.

2026-03-02 12:39:49 CET

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That was never a given, was it?

2026-02-28 22:26:29 CET

@nprofile…wkv5 you prly been asked this before, what's your sense on the matter of having clients connect to each relay separately instead of a more decentralized model like irc with a family of relays providing one network of messaging traffic?
I'm trying in my mind to give nostr a place/position, and I feel like the distributed model creates an excessive need for client connections, and for relays coping with huge numbers of incoming connections.
Also, is it easier to miss out on conversations because there are so many individual relays instead of select IRC-esque large hubs?
Am I wrong? Am I exagerating my expectations? Am I misinterpreting this? I am somewhat bugged by this model as if there's a looming longevity/sustainability issue.

2026-02-27 23:47:27 CET

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Is that question rhetorical? Because it would refer to a different kind of answer entirely. 🤨
And I never realized that could happen in language in this way. 😋

2026-02-26 04:52:32 CET

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The emperor has no clothes.

2026-02-25 12:26:11 CET

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What have I done? I have no infornation on this.

2026-02-24 19:25:52 CET

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Hmm .. maybe, to some extent, but my experience is people recognizing it and letting it fade and continuing an apathetical attitude. That's observing the emotion and not giving a damn even though you know it's wrong.

2026-02-24 19:23:12 CET

This was reason to massively harass me over "not being humble".
#nevent1q…aykm

2026-02-24 16:14:27 CET

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Dude, srsly? So asshole has been sending directed EMF through my skull in some sick targeted harassment and abuse campaign. It very likely also the cause of severe sleep deprivation years ago. This is not about "attention".

2026-02-24 01:14:04 CET

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🤨 I'm giving you a chance to defend your position. I am still curious whether you'd convince me.

2026-02-24 01:09:48 CET

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Even though all this text elaborates and illuatrates the point, the *only* thing relevant is 'story', but 'story' is possibly the most disrespectful word that could have been chosen. If you truly understand this, you should be able to do much better and in particular if you want to relate it to intensity (prly more than longevity), or otherwise — I would claim — you do not understand it.

2026-02-24 00:42:47 CET

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I disagree. It takes away intensity. I think checking out emotions is a very superficial view that takes away or a significant edge off both the spiritual strength and intuitive notion of injustice. An intuitive notion that is now lost because following the rules is no longer a reliable guideline or worthy goal.
I think people who learn to embrace and trust there emotions will find their guiding intuition, but I wonder if it is easily reacquired once abandoned.

2026-02-22 10:07:52 CET

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This is wrong. Soldiers are expected to follow orders, but 'discipline' is not about following orders. Discipline is about setting up a structured (repeating) practice that's conducive to some goal. It's *not* necessarily about fixed times, durations, other prescribed requirements or not being allowed to think. 'Discipline' is not the problem. 'Military discipline' may be this problem. But, at the core, it is the expectation of (blindly) following orders that results in your issue.

2026-02-18 03:11:56 CET

@nprofile…2lxp has there been some kind of alternative to the (dismissed) delegated signing NIP? I found it interesting to have a master key delegate to (temporary) local keypairs.

2026-02-13 16:15:47 CET

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And when the world decides to treat you badly because of unjustified lies, false accusations, harassment and abuse, deception and manipulation, coercion and force, then one should consider it normal? 🤨
I think you're trying to excuse treating someone badly despite they deserved to be treated well, just because you don't want to admit to being wrong.

2026-02-04 00:40:38 CET

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No it doesn't. When they deny their own "rules", have contradictory "rules", select whichever "rule" suits their malicious agenda and lie or deceive whenever their losing, then precision is pointless. I am not dealing with "wolves". I'm dealing with narcissistic psychopaths.

2026-01-19 18:07:33 CET

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That isn't the point, is it. You claim victim mentality, but I'm not playing victim. I'm constantly fighting back against people attacking me over false accusations and lies and deception, who "claim" to be "victims" while acting as abusers.

2026-01-19 18:04:10 CET

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I've had to deal with legions of false accusations and no ability to proper discourse. There is extensive ongoing effort to attack me. I would much rather just do things, but in certain situations, just doing things isn't possible.

2026-01-19 17:31:01 CET

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What is the point you're making?
For example, I massively restructured and improved a library, extended it with new work, reviewed the work it relied on, etc. Then malicious people "claim" "something" was "stolen". It wasn't. So far, pretty miserable, but okay. I write the local tooling to prove functionality and interoperability and compatibility. Everyone ignores it.
The effort is some 6+ years now. People refuse to look and acknowledge, on this single project alone. Again, what is the point you try to make?

2025-12-29 01:34:28 CET

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What are you referring to? what shouldn't I do?

2025-12-24 14:57:58 CET

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Only a false and opportunistic asshole tries to force situations through abuse and oppression, then claim to excuse their shitty behavior by claiming voluntary contributions to technical solutions in alignment with human rights can *only* be viewed as *work*
That's exactly how this started: opportunistic people claiming they missed out because I volunteered.
That's some respect for human rights you've got there. 🖕🏻

2025-12-24 11:45:56 CET

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It's not the judgements. It's the prejudice, the originators, and their double standards and over-all sickening malicious practices. What do "judgements" mean when coming from utterly rotten people, or people who willingly "participate" to be massively misinformed?

2025-12-24 11:40:26 CET

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What point are you making?

2025-12-18 16:15:21 CET

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I think this is in response to some event. I do not understand what narrative is being spread around this event. I've heard similar false accusations over the last few years all based on misinterpretation or more likely misrepresentation of facts and events.

2025-12-18 04:53:23 CET

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Clementine? Amarok? Exaile is GTK equiv but doesn't download podcasts. Those are not quite Winamp but they are desktop players with podcast support.

2025-12-17 23:28:55 CET

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Then provide me with information.

2025-12-17 23:16:41 CET

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Kasts? Does have big buttons, but not too bad.

2025-12-16 15:24:37 CET

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She's not smiling. She looks like she's waving her dress because it's her job and she's is indifferent about it.

2025-12-13 15:21:58 CET

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I think you are attacking me, but you're acting on lies. You tell me what you think the (false) accusations are. I think this is about the "lying" that wasn't. I think you have been supporting numerous abusers.

2025-11-23 23:55:16 CET

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No, you've been deceived. There were some 7+ (at least) years of unjustified harassment and abuse, because some joker fabricated the idea that a false accusations was true, therefore make up the stupid idea that they could presume guilt for *every sick idea they could come up with*, attack me for a cumulative 10 years while keeping rejecting and dismissing the truth, and now recently they found out that essentially all their excuses are based on false accusations. So now there are a collective 10 years spent with harassment and abuse, based on some 100+ lies and false accusations.

2025-11-23 05:33:56 CET

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Joke's on you, because that's exactly what I didn't do. The deception went deep. So deep, that it didn't make sense. I spent years fighting assholes and trying to make sense of a situatiom while under constant attack.
No beliefs. No costume. No fixing necessary.
You know what's a joke: hearing people months and years on end trying to convince people based on false arguments.
- Consequences of abuse? Nah, by all means call them anything but a victim.
- Hearing people begging the abusers as if they're the most benevolent people in the world.
- Frustrated? No, if it's directed at an abuser, they feel victimized.
- Of course, abusers are hesitant now, because they knowingly and willingly engaged in YEARS of abusive practices.
- Etc.
I cannot be fixed. Because there is fundamentally nothing to fix.

2025-10-23 04:37:42 CEST

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Like restricted power usage and/or no background data and/or blocking network access when background or screen off.
My impression is that your newer relay connections model works (best) with (many) connections maintained.

2025-10-23 00:37:23 CEST

@nprofile…k7fe man, you did a great job, but I gotta say .. version 0.90.6 is it for me right now, because the internal tor engine does not exist and the connections are established straight-forward and predictably s.t. it works smooth on-demand and can be virtually suspended in all other cases.
Just fyi, in case you ever wonder.