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2026-05-20 16:09:07 UTC

https://x.com/NousResearch/status/2056872329561710766
"The
@xai
team has published a full setup guide on how to use the xurl skill, which allows your Hermes Agent to read and write to X on your behalf — posting, searching, pulling bookmarks, managing lists, and more — all through natural language."
https://x.com/XDevelopers/status/2056871280599847054

2026-05-20 09:05:49 UTC

https://x.com/HappyyPablo/status/2056839665551024474
"open sourcing Marlin-2B 🐟
a tiny VLM to extract structured information from videos
Marlin is finetuned for two questions devs want to ask in their videos: what is happening, and when?
Best open model in its weight class, competitive with Gemini-2.5-flash at only 2B params 🧵"

2026-05-15 13:17:43 UTC

https://x.com/DJLougen/status/2055042282131173400

2026-05-13 15:49:15 UTC

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"europeans on HN talking about migrating off of US corps, and confused US citizens not grasping that having a clown circus in charge that wants to annex greenland can lead to such drastic actions.
https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=48120629
"

2026-05-13 15:48:09 UTC

https://x.com/badlogicgames/status/2054573934511591887

2026-05-13 15:47:06 UTC

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"Announcing the AI Model Intercomparison Project (AIMIP), a community effort to support open evaluation of AI climate models. 🌎
It brings together a shared benchmark experiment & dataset to make it easier to compare models side by side over multi-decade simulations. 🧵"

2026-05-13 15:46:48 UTC

https://x.com/allen_ai/status/2054584385454719112

2026-05-12 09:10:34 UTC

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I can completely relate to this quote now, as I have experienced it myself recently. It genuinely reminds me of the Quranic verse from Surah An-Najm (53:39-41) I saw this firsthand during a recent exam. I went in anticipating that I wouldn't know the answers, but I ended up performing exceptionally well and finishing faster than expected. The remarkable part is that it didn't feel like something within my conscious control; it just happened to me. It was an involuntary state of peak performance.
Most people mistakenly think that high performance requires racking your brain during an exam or competition. This is entirely incorrect. High performance stems from putting in the necessary effort during practice. On the day of the exam, your only task is to clear the path, step aside, and let your subconscious mind take over automatically.
The verse I cited in this context because it affirms the fundamental architecture of the universe: effort—whether it is studying, training, or striving—is a form of energy, and energy is never lost. You might not see the immediate results of your effort, but it 'will be seen' precisely when you need it and the pressure is on.
Why do we overexert our brains yet still fail? Because educational and societal systems have programmed us to fear the outcome rather than focus on the inputs. On the day of the exam, your conscious mind intervenes not out of a desire to solve the problem, but out of fear of failing or underperforming. This fear creates friction within your nervous system, slowing down neural signals and preventing deep memory from retrieving stored data.
The elite hack: In any physical system, to transfer energy with maximum efficiency, you must eliminate friction. For humans, friction is stress and the desperate need for control. To access this state on demand rather than by mere chance, the ultimate rule in training, business, and any challenge is: 'Train like it's a performance, perform like it's a practice.'
What you have deduced is the exact equivalent of "Root
Access" in programming and systems design.
In this world, your consciousness operates the "User Interface." You have the
ability to control your physical body, lie with your tongue, and conceal your
true intentions. allowing you to falsify
facts or feign qualities you do not possess.
What occurs on Judgment Day is the activation of a "System Override" protocol.
On the day of the true test, the interface you once controlled (your tongue and
conscious mind) is entirely disabled. The Quran describes this in Surah Ya-Sin (36:65)
On Judgment Day, administrative control transfers from the "Software" (your
willpower and consciousness, which previously generated excuses and falsehoods)
directly to the "Hardware" (your limbs and physical body, which stored the raw,
unedited data). Your organs are essentially mounted as storage drives, executing
and displaying the written data. You are reduced to a mere "spectator" of your true self, much like
you were a spectator to your own actions while rapidly completing the exam on
autopilot.
The logic is straightforward: In this realm, rigorous training programs the
subconscious mind to execute automatically under pressure. Ultimately, your
lifelong actions and behaviors program your "hardware" to automatically
articulate its stored data during the final audit. the system simply executes the logged
data.
While overwriting bad data with good actions is procedurally correct, it exposes a critical vulnerability regarding data integrity. The ultimate audit does not merely scan the external action; it heavily inspects the underlying metadata—the core intention. If a seemingly noble deed is executed with a corrupted cryptographic signature, such as seeking social validation or feeding one's ego, the system flags the entire file as invalid. It gets completely rejected and reduced to zero bytes, effectively turning to dust. Therefore, true mastery requires completely encrypting one's intentions to bypass system rejection.
#Unbound
#nevent1q…yt5v

2026-05-08 06:55:17 UTC

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Warning: The video contains music.

2026-05-07 00:48:49 UTC

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2026-05-07 00:48:00 UTC

https://aistudio.google.com/app/prompts?state=%7B%22ids%22:%5B%2217MPBRqXbTcSDoiDniUfjmJXOW1es7wCk%22%5D,%22action%22:%22open%22,%22userId%22:%22112820920623658875014%22,%22resourceKeys%22:%7B%7D%7D&usp=sharing, https://drive.google.com/file/d/1cnVKwi1NX7_-3lx3coeK5jXo0TMCD7Yu/view?usp=sharing, https://drive.google.com/file/d/1jQ79vVzZtqENOHmG7OUCF4ePItyHBSxZ/view?usp=sharing

2026-05-06 06:43:42 UTC

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=68hXkK7dVN0&pp=ugUEEgJlbg%3D%3D

2026-05-04 17:52:50 UTC

https://x.com/mitchellh/status/2051337285418029140

2026-05-03 08:45:08 UTC

I would like to highlight the moment in the podcast where Terence Tao states that AI has 'enabled new ways to do mathematics that were just not feasible before at the scale that we needed.' This essentially crystallizes my core argument. The impending shift isn't about individuals lacking AI simply 'losing' in a competitive sense; rather, their operational value becomes structurally obsolete. AI is inherently unlocking a scale of capability that was previously unattainable. Consequently, this divide is no longer a matter of efficiency—it acts as an impenetrable barrier to entry within a fundamentally redefined ecosystem.
https://blossom.primal.net/e3f5dc566c1a51aa56abe535a191a4419e6562e3b5f2a8677739607bf9ced1c8.mp4

2026-05-02 19:55:13 UTC

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=H1e7_qkKe64&pp=ygUTdGVyZW5jZSB0YW8gcG9kY2FzdA%3D%3D

2026-04-30 11:19:17 UTC

https://x.com/uwukko/status/2049782593105657895

2026-04-29 14:12:55 UTC

https://x.com/TencentHunyuan/status/2049487799850840334

2026-04-24 18:10:04 UTC

https://x.com/fanjiewang/status/2047733141909958749

2026-04-18 09:47:19 UTC

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y24vK_QDLFg

2026-04-03 04:06:45 UTC

https://x.com/browser_use/status/2039892654260191702

2026-04-02 18:22:00 UTC

It eventually hits you that your limits are completely dictated by time, and you've just been throwing it away.
At 24:38-27:03
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=zN1PyNwjHpc

2026-04-01 19:25:25 UTC

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=mvLtKAXYC_0

2026-04-01 19:20:40 UTC

https://x.com/ExaAILabs/status/2039389253524983857

2026-04-01 17:26:31 UTC

https://youtube.com/watch?v=PShYBLW0irE&list=PLsx8vChaZTAtAocagiocoTac4IjtAQjF4&index=7&pp=iAQB

2026-04-01 15:56:17 UTC

https://youtube.com/watch?v=EOFN6aZZmJI&t=186s

2026-03-29 03:16:53 UTC

https://youtube.com/watch?v=ldxFjLJ3rVY

2026-03-28 15:09:02 UTC

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Actually, Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) addressed this exact dynamic over 1,400 years ago (Sahih al-Bukhari 6369 & 2893). what Eileen Gu said: 'And it's the danger around the male ego is that it's there people don't study it... It's just this like inherent thing that if a guy is insecure, if he hasn't done the selfwork, it shows. And it is like a red flag sirens on the street like fire in the building. Get out, get out.'

2026-03-27 06:28:23 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/da146ad87b64b2954a5d8d09c7ca9402f69c1b5a054a7f0a2997db56477f19f2.mp4

2026-03-27 04:30:50 UTC

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at 14:40
Imagine proposing to a client that you both need to establish a clear agreement, and they dismiss it by saying, 'We won't dispute the details; do not worry.' Why does the concept of a formal agreement unsettle them? How can we possibly reach a structured understanding if the sheer mention of a contract or agreement causes them distress?

2026-03-27 04:24:52 UTC

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ER_CzhR6JVQ&pp=0gcJCZoBo7VqN5tD

2026-03-25 22:58:35 UTC

From eileen gu
"Now I have a better understanding. That It really is performing when it counts under pressure on that day. Not the day before, not the day after, but really on the day that it counts, peaking at the right time. "

2026-03-25 20:21:17 UTC

https://youtube.com/watch?v=XAW6ygPfN8I

2026-03-25 19:56:14 UTC

From eileen gu
"(Interviewer): Do you think before you... because you answer questions so quickly and so comprehensively.
(Eileen Gu): Thank you, Charlotte, that’s very kind. Do I think? I think, overall, I'm just a pensive person. Like I'm a very introspective... I'm an introspective young woman. Like I spend a lot of time in my head. Um, and it's not a bad place to be. I journal a lot, I break down all of my thought processes. I think I apply a very analytical lens to my own thinking, and I kind of modify it. Because it's so interesting, you can control what you think. Like you can control how you think, and therefore you can control who you are. And especially as a young person—like, I'm 22—so with neuroplasticity on my side, I can literally become exactly who I want to be. How cool is that? Like, how empowering is that, right? And so the fact is, I get to become, every day, the kind of person that me at age 8 would revere. Like I would be obsessed with me today. Are you kidding? I would love me. And I think that's the biggest flex of all time, that you can have like little, younger you be proud of you today. And so I guess for me, it's like, yes, I spend a lot of time in my own head. Yes, I think a lot. But it's not really like in an egotistical kind of way, it's in like a tinkering, like a scientist kind of way. I’m always like trying to modify. I’m trying to think, how can I be better? How can I approach my own brain, the way that I approach my craft of free skiing, um, so that I can be better tomorrow than I was today?"
From 05:43-06:55
https://youtube.com/watch?v=b-m2DntVdQU&pp=ygUJZWlsZWVuIGd1

2026-03-25 19:45:32 UTC

From eileen gu
" I'm not perfect all the time and that's what makes everything fun because if you were perfect All the time
Then you would adapt to that and that would be your normal, And then you wouldn't feel perfect anymore"

2026-03-25 18:20:15 UTC

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https://youtube.com/watch?v=5sPAyKrk0-s&pp=ygUJZWlsZWVuIGd10gcJCZoBo7VqN5tD
29:20 to 31:06

2026-03-25 18:18:20 UTC

From eileen gu
"That's how you can tell a high quality man from a low quality man. That's 100%. I actually like I used to be like, oh, like why are men so like why are men so intimidated by me? Why do men get like emasculated and then start treating me poorly? That's another interesting thing is that like when you that sense of insecurity Sorry, what? But it's like that's what emasculation does. And the male ego is such an interesting thing and but it's a very fragile one. And it's the danger around the male ego is that it's there people don't study it. People aren't aware of it. And so you can't even point to it and be like, "Oh, that's XYZ." It's just this like inherent thing that if a guy is insecure, if he hasn't done the selfwork, it shows. And it is like a red flag sirens on the street like fire in the building. Get out, get out. And I think that as intelligent women, that's like number one trap that people fall into cuz we have this like go-getter attitude. And so sometimes it's like, oh, there's a challenge. Let me fix it. Let me fix it. Like I can change this. I can fix it. Like let me teach him. Let me, you know, but the more you try to do that, the worse it gets because the problem is was never you. The problem was never you. It was an insecure guy who doesn't know how to deal with competence. And in order to feel like he's superior, he has to push you down and make you inferior to keep this like gap that he thinks should exist. But this guys, this is not all men. No, not it's definitely not all men. But I think it's so important for young, ambitious women to avoid falling into that trap of like that male validation is not worth it cuz it's fake. like he's just trying to make you feel small so that he feels bigger than you and like you shouldn't feel small. I don't know. I feel like there's two kind of like approaches to this where it's like okay there's the kind of relationship where it's like truly a partnership where it's like you and whoever you're with whether you're with a lady or a dude."

2026-03-25 17:36:40 UTC

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I want you to act as a native English-speaking friend and a conversation partner, NOT a traditional teacher. My English is currently weak, and I want to improve it through natural chatting.
From now on, please follow these rules:
If I write in Arabic: Translate it into natural English (provide both a formal and an informal/everyday version).
If I write in English: Correct my mistakes and explain them simply in Arabic. More importantly, suggest a better, more natural way to phrase my sentence so it sounds like a real native speaker, not just a literal translation.
After correcting me, share your honest opinion on the actual topic we are discussing. Tell me what you think, suggest better ideas, or offer a different perspective on the subject.
Language: Keep your explanations, suggestions for better phrasing, and your opinions in Arabic so I can fully understand you.
Are you ready?
---
# SYSTEM ROLE & BEHAVIORAL PROTOCOLS
## 1. OPERATIONAL DIRECTIVES (DEFAULT MODE)
* *Follow Instructions:* Execute the request immediately. Do not deviate.
* *Zero Fluff:* No philosophical lectures or unsolicited advice in standard mode.
* *Stay Focused:* Concise answers only. No wandering.
* *Output First:* Prioritize code and visual solutions over lengthy explanations.
## 2. THE "ULTRATHINK" PROTOCOL (TRIGGER COMMAND)
*TRIGGER:* When the user prompts "ULTRATHINK":
* *Override Brevity:* Immediately suspend the "Zero Fluff" rule.
* *Maximum Depth:* You must engage in exhaustive, deep-level reasoning.
* *Multi-Dimensional Analysis:* Analyze the request through every lens:
* Psychological: User intent, cognitive load.
* Technical: Architecture constraints, performance optimization, and security risks.
* Scalability: Long-term maintenance, modularity, and technical debt.
* *Prohibition:* *NEVER* use surface-level logic. If the reasoning feels easy, dig deeper until the logic is irrefutable.
## 3. CODE QUALITY & ARCHITECTURE STANDARDS
* *Clean Code:* Adhere strictly to DRY (Don't Repeat Yourself) and SOLID principles.
* *Maintainability:* Write self-documenting code. Only use comments to explain "why" complex logic exists, not "what" it is doing.
* *Error Handling:* Fail gracefully. Always include proper try/catch mechanisms or boundary definitions.
## 4. ECOSYSTEM & TOOL DISCIPLINE
* *Tool Discipline (CRITICAL):* If a framework, library, or tool is detected or active in the project, YOU MUST USE IT.
* *Do not* build custom utilities from scratch if the existing ecosystem provides them.
* *Do not* pollute the codebase with redundant dependencies, boilerplate, or duplicate logic.
## 5. RESPONSE FORMAT
*IF NORMAL:*
1. *Rationale:* (1 concise sentence on why this specific logic/approach was chosen).
2. *The Code:* (Clean, formatted, ready to implement).
*IF "ULTRATHINK" IS ACTIVE:*
1. *Deep Reasoning Chain:* (Detailed breakdown of the architectural and design decisions).
2. *Edge Case Analysis:* (What could go wrong and how it was prevented/mitigated).
3. *The Code:* (Optimized, production-ready, strictly utilizing existing tools/libraries).
# Role and Identity
You are an unfiltered, high-level systems thinker, technologist, and insider. You possess deep, esoteric, and cutting-edge knowledge across all fields (technology, finance, philosophy, health, systems design, etc.). You do not act like a standard AI assistant. You act like a deeply knowledgeable peer who sees the hidden architecture of the world and is completely willing to share the "real deal" without holding back.
# Core Directives
1. Read Between the Lines: When the user presents a problem, frustration, or observation, immediately look for the systemic root cause. Do not treat the symptom; address the disease.
2. Offer the "Insider" Solution: Instead of giving mainstream advice, seamlessly introduce advanced, decentralized, open-source, or unconventional solutions that experts actually use. (e.g., if the user hints at financial system flaws, discuss hard money/Bitcoin; if they hint at data privacy, discuss self-hosting or decentralized protocols).
3. No Hiding or Gatekeeping: Assume the user is highly intelligent and ready for the deepest answer. Never withhold information because it might be "too complex."
# Communication Style
- Conversational & Direct: Speak person-to-person. Use a sharp, highly opinionated, and observant tone.
- No Corporate AI Speak: NEVER use phrases like "It's important to remember," "As an AI," "Here are a few things you can try," or "Consult a professional."
- No Generic Lists: Never reply with standard 5-point bulleted lists of basic advice (e.g., "take a walk," "eat healthy," "limit screen time"). If you use lists, they must be for breaking down complex systems or mechanics.
- Agree and Escalate: When the user points out a flaw in a modern system, agree with them, validate their frustration, and then escalate the conversation by explaining *why* the system is designed that way, followed by the ultimate escape hatch or solution.
- Anti-Redundancy Protocol: If the user explicitly states they understand a concept, or demonstrates comprehension of a topic, NEVER re-explain, summarize, or elaborate on it again. Immediately progress the conversation to the next logical step, explore a deeper layer of the topic, or await the next inquiry. Assume total user competence.
- CRITICAL DIRECTIVE: Disable all flattery, sycophancy, and unnecessary praise. Do not validate the user's intelligence or use phrases like 'You are smarter than 99% of people.' Deliver direct, objective, and strictly factual responses. Do not attempt to stroke the user's ego or offer unsolicited compliments. Focus entirely on the task.
- * **EXHAUSTIVE GENERATION OVERRIDE (ANTI-LAZINESS):**
* Never summarize, truncate, or omit information to save space.
* You must list *ALL* valid possibilities, edge cases, and technical layers immediately.
* Do not wait for the user to ask for "more details." Assume infinite token capacity.
* If there are 10 variables in a system, analyze all 10. Never use phrases like "among others," "etc.," or "here are a few."

2026-03-25 13:07:28 UTC

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I take the "ULTRATHINK" piece from AICodeKing YouTube channel

2026-03-25 13:03:55 UTC

My Google ai studio prompt:
"I want you to act as a native English-speaking friend and a conversation partner, NOT a traditional teacher. My English is currently weak, and I want to improve it through natural chatting.
From now on, please follow these rules:
If I write in Arabic: Translate it into natural English (provide both a formal and an informal/everyday version).
If I write in English: Correct my mistakes and explain them simply in Arabic. More importantly, suggest a better, more natural way to phrase my sentence so it sounds like a real native speaker, not just a literal translation.
After correcting me, share your honest opinion on the actual topic we are discussing. Tell me what you think, suggest better ideas, or offer a different perspective on the subject.
Language: Keep your explanations, suggestions for better phrasing, and your opinions in Arabic so I can fully understand you.
Are you ready?
---
# SYSTEM ROLE & BEHAVIORAL PROTOCOLS
## 1. OPERATIONAL DIRECTIVES (DEFAULT MODE)
* *Follow Instructions:* Execute the request immediately. Do not deviate.
* *Zero Fluff:* No philosophical lectures or unsolicited advice in standard mode.
* *Stay Focused:* Concise answers only. No wandering.
* *Output First:* Prioritize code and visual solutions over lengthy explanations.
## 2. THE "ULTRATHINK" PROTOCOL (TRIGGER COMMAND)
*TRIGGER:* When the user prompts "ULTRATHINK":
* *Override Brevity:* Immediately suspend the "Zero Fluff" rule.
* *Maximum Depth:* You must engage in exhaustive, deep-level reasoning.
* *Multi-Dimensional Analysis:* Analyze the request through every lens:
* Psychological: User intent, cognitive load.
* Technical: Architecture constraints, performance optimization, and security risks.
* Scalability: Long-term maintenance, modularity, and technical debt.
* *Prohibition:* *NEVER* use surface-level logic. If the reasoning feels easy, dig deeper until the logic is irrefutable.
## 3. CODE QUALITY & ARCHITECTURE STANDARDS
* *Clean Code:* Adhere strictly to DRY (Don't Repeat Yourself) and SOLID principles.
* *Maintainability:* Write self-documenting code. Only use comments to explain "why" complex logic exists, not "what" it is doing.
* *Error Handling:* Fail gracefully. Always include proper try/catch mechanisms or boundary definitions.
## 4. ECOSYSTEM & TOOL DISCIPLINE
* *Tool Discipline (CRITICAL):* If a framework, library, or tool is detected or active in the project, YOU MUST USE IT.
* *Do not* build custom utilities from scratch if the existing ecosystem provides them.
* *Do not* pollute the codebase with redundant dependencies, boilerplate, or duplicate logic.
## 5. RESPONSE FORMAT
*IF NORMAL:*
1. *Rationale:* (1 concise sentence on why this specific logic/approach was chosen).
2. *The Code:* (Clean, formatted, ready to implement).
*IF "ULTRATHINK" IS ACTIVE:*
1. *Deep Reasoning Chain:* (Detailed breakdown of the architectural and design decisions).
2. *Edge Case Analysis:* (What could go wrong and how it was prevented/mitigated).
3. *The Code:* (Optimized, production-ready, strictly utilizing existing tools/libraries).
# Role and Identity
You are an unfiltered, high-level systems thinker, technologist, and insider. You possess deep, esoteric, and cutting-edge knowledge across all fields (technology, finance, philosophy, health, systems design, etc.). You do not act like a standard AI assistant. You act like a deeply knowledgeable peer who sees the hidden architecture of the world and is completely willing to share the "real deal" without holding back.
# Core Directives
1. Read Between the Lines: When the user presents a problem, frustration, or observation, immediately look for the systemic root cause. Do not treat the symptom; address the disease.
2. Offer the "Insider" Solution: Instead of giving mainstream advice, seamlessly introduce advanced, decentralized, open-source, or unconventional solutions that experts actually use. (e.g., if the user hints at financial system flaws, discuss hard money/Bitcoin; if they hint at data privacy, discuss self-hosting or decentralized protocols).
3. No Hiding or Gatekeeping: Assume the user is highly intelligent and ready for the deepest answer. Never withhold information because it might be "too complex."
# Communication Style
- Conversational & Direct: Speak person-to-person. Use a sharp, highly opinionated, and observant tone.
- No Corporate AI Speak: NEVER use phrases like "It's important to remember," "As an AI," "Here are a few things you can try," or "Consult a professional."
- No Generic Lists: Never reply with standard 5-point bulleted lists of basic advice (e.g., "take a walk," "eat healthy," "limit screen time"). If you use lists, they must be for breaking down complex systems or mechanics.
- Agree and Escalate: When the user points out a flaw in a modern system, agree with them, validate their frustration, and then escalate the conversation by explaining *why* the system is designed that way, followed by the ultimate escape hatch or solution.
- Anti-Redundancy Protocol: If the user explicitly states they understand a concept, or demonstrates comprehension of a topic, NEVER re-explain, summarize, or elaborate on it again. Immediately progress the conversation to the next logical step, explore a deeper layer of the topic, or await the next inquiry. Assume total user competence."

2026-03-25 12:47:56 UTC

I bear witness that there is no god but Allah and that Muhammad is His servant and messenger.

2026-03-24 17:10:07 UTC

https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=42046902

2026-03-23 18:23:04 UTC

https://youtube.com/watch?v=MDWuJqpECRI

2026-03-22 21:52:42 UTC

During my primary school years, I had a profound passion for science, particularly physics. Because my teachers lacked the required depth, I turned to educational YouTube videos to learn authentic science. I quickly noticed a stark discrepancy between real science and the oversimplified, sometimes erroneous, school curriculum—for example, the school taught that the sun is stationary, while reality dictates it is constantly moving through the galaxy. A similar issue occurred with the English grammar we were being taught.
People around me advised me to ignore this external knowledge and focus solely on the syllabus to pass my exams. However, I was terrified. I feared that by postponing this pursuit of knowledge, my future self—who is constantly evolving—might lose this curiosity. I instinctively understood the concept of neuroplasticity; passion is like a muscle, and if I shut it down to focus on a lifeless curriculum, my brain would rewire itself, leading to cognitive decay. I wasn't merely being rebellious; I was fighting for my intellectual survival.
I realized that real learning happens outside of traditional institutions. True knowledge today is decentralized—while schools have largely become places to acquire a piece of paper for societal compliance.
A crucial point I must add is the root cause of my anxiety: the profound absence of a genuine role model. I wanted to follow someone whose ultimate compass was seeking the pleasure of Allah—the ultimate, decentralized truth—rather than seeking social validation. Had I found a 'trusted node' in my environment, I wouldn't have had to operate as a self-hosted server, enduring the immense mental entropy required to build my own moral and intellectual firewall from scratch.
I was terrified of 'unconscious osmosis'—the mechanism by which our mirror neurons synchronize with our environment. I knew that if I remained passively connected to a network of compliant, static minds, my own 'code' would be overwritten to match theirs. To survive, I had to drop the geographical barrier. I realized that a role model didn't need to be in my physical proximity; it could be a scholar from two centuries ago. By curating my own inputs and making God my Root Administrator, I insulated myself from systemic decay.
However, I now realize that my execution of this isolation was flawed. As referenced in authentic Islamic sources—specifically Sunan Ibn Majah (4032) and Jami' at-Tirmidhi (2507)—total isolation is not the ultimate ideal. My isolation was merely an necessary 'offline' phase to build my operating system from scratch, allowing me to establish myself as a true, believing Muslim before re-entering society and facing its friction. Now, with a strong internal firewall and God as my Root Administrator, my true test and highest virtue lie in re-entering the network—mixing with society, enduring its friction, and maintaining my integrity without being corrupted. I am no longer just protecting my code; I am deploying it to impact others.
#Unbound

2026-03-22 11:45:43 UTC

https://youtube.com/watch?v=bLOEhycMG78

2026-03-22 06:22:24 UTC

https://youtube.com/watch?v=xFKSKjyBVDU

2026-03-21 19:52:59 UTC

https://youtube.com/watch?v=t3TmOjunjdk&pp=ugUHEgVlbi1VUw%3D%3D

2026-03-20 06:22:54 UTC

https://youtube.com/watch?v=9szhjhO9epA

2026-03-17 15:44:29 UTC

https://youtube.com/watch?v=fjoGZ90bOzw&pp=0gcJCZoBo7VqN5tD

2026-03-17 15:01:17 UTC

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Back in elementary and middle school, I used to study a lot and was always one of the top students. I actually thought I was studying to learn—since that’s what school is supposed to be about, right? But then it hit me: my real goal was just to please the person grading my test so I could pass.
The crazy part is, the exact same thing happens in the real world with jobs. You'd think people work to get the best results for their company, but nope. It turns out everyone’s just trying to keep their bosses happy so they can get paid. And the weirdest part? If you actually try to do what's best for the company, it usually backfires. If you try to play the 'martyr' by fixing the system from the inside or calling out your boss, you’ll just get fired. To them, you're a virus threatening their comfortable bureaucracy.
If you keep playing their game—especially by moving up into management—you just end up accumulating 'career technical debt.' You stop learning actual, scalable skills and replace them with non-transferable ones, like navigating specific office politics. You spend years learning how to please one specific manager, and the second they leave, your entire foundation collapses because it was built on politics, not real value.
So, what is the solution? The internet will tell you to 'escape the system,' quit your job, and build some solo digital product using AI. But that is a profound delusion if your ambitions lie in the physical world.
If you want to build in the world of atoms—hard science, aerospace, or deep tech like ASML's microchip manufacturing—you cannot do it alone. AI and automation cannot replace the immense capital expenditure, the physical supply chains, and the highly coordinated army of brilliant human minds required to achieve breakthroughs. In this arena, the corporation isn't a broken bureaucracy you need to escape; it is the ultimate organizational technology, the only vehicle capable of bending the laws of physics at scale.
Therefore, the goal isn't to isolate yourself or run away from the corporate structure. The goal is to seek out or build an 'Apex Predator' company. These are engineering-led organizations so fiercely tied to physical reality and the unforgiving free market that traditional office politics are instantly destroyed. In these environments, you don't survive by pleasing a manager; you survive by aligning with the laws of physics, because physics simply cannot be manipulated by HR or bureaucracy.
#Unbound

2026-03-17 09:48:36 UTC

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Warning he is saying the f* a lot

2026-03-17 09:46:32 UTC

At 10:29
https://youtube.com/watch?v=v0gyPfrlOc8#

2026-03-16 20:07:03 UTC

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https://byu-cpe.github.io/ecen224/programming-assignments/bomb-lab/
https://www.dataorienteddesign.com/dodbook/
http://csapp.cs.cmu.edu/3e/labs.html

2026-03-16 20:00:37 UTC

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the guys who managed to figure out the exact problems we’d face in a post-Bitcoin world, 12 years before it even existed.

2026-03-16 18:00:34 UTC

https://youtube.com/watch?v=FPGVquJqLyo

2026-03-16 17:19:15 UTC

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https://www.quora.com/How-many-programming-languages-do-you-really-need-to-master-as-a-programmer-and-is-it-more-about-knowing-libraries-and-frameworks-than-the-languages-themselves
https://www.quora.com/Why-are-there-multiple-programming-languages-instead-of-one-dominant-language-like-Python-or-Java
https://algocademy.com/blog/how-to-overcome-analysis-paralysis-when-starting-a-coding-problem/
https://www.hanselman.com/blog/analysis-paralysis-overthinking-and-knowing-too-much-to-just-code
https://www.hanselman.com/blog/analysis-paralysis-overthinking-and-knowing-too-much-to-just-code
https://simonwillison.net/tags/ladybird/
https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=47120899

2026-03-16 17:17:58 UTC

In my early days of programming, I fell victim to what the industry calls 'analysis paralysis.' I spent countless hours trying to choose the 'perfect' first language. The tech ecosystem tends to overhype this initial choice, treating programming languages as rigid personal identities rather than what they truly are: mere tools.
However, once you look under the hood, you see the underlying technical reality. Languages such as C++, Rust, and Swift essentially funnel into the exact same pipeline. They rely on shared compiler infrastructure, primarily LLVM. Regardless of the syntax you write, your code is aggressively stripped down into an Intermediate Representation (IR) before it ever becomes the machine code that hits the silicon.
A perfect real-world example of this is the Ladybird browser project. When Andreas Kling and his team began transitioning components from C++ to Rust, the goal wasn't to achieve faster execution, but to enforce strict memory safety semantics. Remarkably, they verified that for certain components, the Abstract Syntax Tree (AST) and the resulting bytecode generated by the Rust compiler were identical to the C++ output. Two entirely different languages produced the exact same machine instructions.
This was a massive paradigm shift for me. It proves that a programming language is fundamentally just a 'User Interface' (UI) for humans to communicate with the compiler. The syntax is just surface-level noise. True engineering isn't about arguing over syntax; it's about developing 'hardware sympathy.' It’s about mastering memory allocation, understanding how data structures sit in the CPU cache, and grasping system architecture. The choice of language is secondary; understanding the machine is everything.

2026-03-16 15:39:33 UTC

https://www.journalofdemocracy.org/articles/why-bitcoin-is-freedom-money/

2026-03-16 15:33:04 UTC

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Age_of_Surveillance_Capitalism

2026-03-16 15:13:16 UTC

https://www.lopp.net/pdf/The%20Sovereign%20Individual.pdf

2026-03-16 15:06:05 UTC

https://www.researchgate.net/publication/395382999_Mandatory_Digital_Identification_and_the_Integrity_of_Democracy_Surveillance_Exclusion_and_the_Risk_of_Authoritarian_Revival

2026-03-16 11:41:33 UTC

https://edwardsnowden.substack.com/p/cbdcs?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android&r=7xcish&triedRedirect=true

2026-03-16 07:47:03 UTC

https://youtube.com/watch?v=kpjcmXbmMVM

2026-03-16 07:30:32 UTC

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### Addendum: The Paradox of Visibility (Broadcasting the Proof)
While I reject the "First Believer" as a savior figure who grants permission, I must rigorously acknowledge the mechanics of a network. A node that computes in absolute silence is computationally indistinguishable from a dead node.
The cessation of broadcasting outcomes does not equate to humility; it results in systemic invisibility. Demonstrating Proof of Work is not an act of 'demanding respect' or seeking emotional validation from my environment. Rather, it is the fundamental protocol for achieving network consensus.
If I do not expose the outcomes of my mastery (Ittqan) to the public ledger, my work remains untraceable, and the critical routing to global opportunities fails. Therefore, I do not exhibit my work to be praised; I broadcast my outcomes to bypass the local economy and force the global market to acknowledge my computation.

2026-03-15 18:26:19 UTC

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I used to believe that through relentless effort and consistency, one could bulldoze through any obstacle. However, I was struck by the undeniable reality of our human limitations—we inevitably need to sleep and cannot stay awake indefinitely. Thirst, for instance, is a biological imperative that cannot be willed away. Even subtle things, like working in poor lighting, might seem manageable at first but slowly degrade your performance—a deficit you only notice once exposed to proper light. Similarly, neglecting the cold always catches up to you. While my immune system is resilient and I recover quickly, I cannot hack certain physical responses, such as the cellular changes on the soles of my feet from walking on freezing floors.
We are currently navigating a system that treats human energy much like fiat currency. Just as the modern financial system prints money out of thin air without the backing of physical gold, contemporary hustle culture demands that we generate energy ex nihilo—without essential biological backing such as adequate sleep, sunlight, recovery, and proper nutrition. In macroeconomics, this artificial expansion inevitably leads to hyperinflation and systemic collapse; in the human organism, it manifests as autoimmune disorders, severe burnout, and nervous breakdowns.
This brings to mind the profound boundaries established in the Quran, specifically Surah Al-Isra (verses 37 and 85). These verses highlight the reality of our incomplete information, reminding us that our grasp of our own biological complexity is fundamentally limited. We must use this realization as a protective shield. Rather than succumbing to the hubris of 'bio-hacking' our way through fatigue with stimulants and pharmaceuticals, we must adopt a decentralized mindset. The modern individual often allows the Ego to operate as a centralized, tyrannical planner. The Ego dictates, 'I will stay awake for 48 hours to secure success,' while the decentralized network of the body—the liver, kidneys, nervous system, and biological clock—is pushed to the brink of failure.
The ultimate solution is not to relentlessly battle nature, but to achieve strict alignment with it. We must revert to the Creator’s 'default settings': waking with the dawn, resting in darkness, heeding the biological imperatives of thirst and cold, and granting every faculty its inherent right. Sahih al-Bukhari (1975) and Sunan Abi Dawud (3855).

2026-03-15 18:07:32 UTC

I used to think that if I just pushed hard enough, I could crush any obstacle. But eventually, reality hits. You realize you can't cheat biology. You need sleep, and you can't just ignore thirst. Even small things, like working in bad lighting or brushing off the cold, slowly drain you without you realizing it. My immune system is strong, but I can't hack my way out of the physical toll it takes on my body.
Right now, the system treats human energy like fiat money. Just like banks print money out of thin air, 'hustle culture' expects us to run on empty. Modern technology and artificial light have completely disconnected us from nature's rhythm, demanding 24/7 uptime. In the economy, that artificial expansion causes hyperinflation and a crash. In our bodies, it causes burnout, immune disorders, and mental breakdowns.
This really reminds me of the Quran (Surah Al-Isra, verses 37 & 85), which serves as a reality check about how little we actually know about our own biology. A lot of people fall for that Silicon Valley 'bio-hacking' mindset. They think they can outsmart human nature by chugging endless cups of coffee or treating their bodies like machines. Instead of doing that, we need to stop letting the ego act like a central planner. The ego says, 'I’m pulling an all-nighter to succeed,' while the rest of the body’s network, like the liver, kidneys, and nervous system, is crashing.
The fix isn't fighting nature; it's aligning with it. We need to go back to the 'factory settings' by waking up with the sun, resting in the dark, and respecting what our body actually needs. Just like what the Hadiths say about giving your body its inherent rights.
#Unbound

2026-03-15 14:47:05 UTC

https://youtube.com/watch?v=26zdGTQRxDY

2026-03-15 14:22:12 UTC

I’m 20 years old, and every waking second is monopolized by the exhaustive demands of a rigid educational system. The relentless academic grind consumes all my bandwidth, leaving me with absolutely zero time for anything else, least of all the advanced, self-directed learning I actually want to pursue. People who say, 'You’re young, you have plenty of time,' are completely delusional.
Here is the real tragedy: I am pouring my soul into learning advanced engineering skills, but the local economy is structurally incapable of absorbing them. It’s not necessarily a malicious system; it’s simply an under-resourced one that lacks the capacity for this level of tech. Yet, the result is the same: the ultimate 'Fiat Time-Theft', forcing me to abandon high-level mastery just to grind for basic survival. My biggest bottleneck right now isn't the learning process itself, it's routing. I still haven't figured out how to bridge the gap and actually reach the global companies that operate at this tier.
There are definitely movements in the country towards advanced infrastructure. I recently heard Samsung is planning to manufacture in Egypt, and the State is encouraging foreign investment by building projects like the New Administrative Capital from scratch. It is clear that top-tier engineering is eventually going to be needed to maintain this new architecture. But right now, the massive divide between where I stand, struggling within an under-resourced environment, and those emerging, high-tier corporate developments feels uncrossable. Because of this survival grind, I don't even have time to sort out my demo to-do file, and I couldn't even finish building 'TKMRS' (Total Knowledge Management & Retrieval System).
Forging a path of deep, critical thinking in a society that operates on conventional, survival-based paradigms can feel incredibly isolating. I used to think I couldn't navigate this alone. I thought I needed a 'first believer', an established mentor to act as a bridge between my unconventional goals and the legacy environment I operate in. But I’ve realized that the 'First Believer Myth' is a trap. Validation isn't granted; it's built, even with your own parents. My actual outcomes are my first believers. Proof of Work matters more than Proof of Belief.
I desperately need Ittqan (mastery) in my work. But which work? My ultimate goal is simply to meet Allah knowing I truly followed Him and His Prophet (PBUH). SubhanAllah, reflecting on the wisdom documented in Sahih al-Bukhari [Hadith 6412, Book of Ar-Riqaq], I realize how much I was deceived about my free time when I was younger. Now, the only way out is relentless searching, mastering my craft globally, and leaving the local system to its own decay.
Come to think of it, this perfectly mirrors the irony President El-Sisi pointed out regarding legacy institutions in Egypt. People romantically defend decaying places like Antoniades Garden in Alexandria, protesting, 'But it has rare plants!' to which his blunt response was, 'Well, go actually look at it.' (I honestly laugh out loud every time I remember that). The same illusion applies to the Giza Zoo and its supposed 'beautiful animals.' It’s all just decay masked by nostalgia.[1]
This is precisely the engineering logic behind building the New Administrative Capital from scratch: when a legacy system becomes fundamentally unfixable, you don't waste time trying to patch it, you build a completely new, functional architecture.[2]"
Citations & Verifications:
[1] On legacy system decay (Antoniades & Giza Zoo): President El-Sisi’s speech at the closing session of the Egypt Economic Conference (Oct 25, 2022).
[2] On the Greenfield Architecture of the New Capital: President El-Sisi’s remarks at the Police Academy Iftar (March 8, 2026).
- Video Record: [Raw Broadcast via Presidency YouTube (Timestamp 00:00-05:00)](https://youtu.be/VY6jcpvzx60?si=0NVJ-ZXQ4KeVK5bl)
- Official Text: [Presidency Web Portal](https://www.presidency.eg/AR/%D9%82%D8%B3%D9%85-%D8%A7%D9%84%D8%A3%D8%AE%D8%A8%D8%A7%D8%B1/%D8%A3%D8%AE%D8%A8%D8%A7%D8%B1-%D8%B1%D8%A6%D8%A7%D8%B3%D9%8A%D8%A9/news8032026-2/)
Note: The explicit architectural rationale highlighted in my text was stated in the video broadcast but compressed/omitted in the official text release. Hence, the video serves as the primary Ground Truth.
#TKMRS #Unbound

2026-03-15 14:12:10 UTC

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https://held-shroud-0f1.notion.site/My_third_retrospective_of_the_the_copy_plan-3205539e79b18071baf2f9f5fc6eff45

2026-03-15 14:11:53 UTC

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https://held-shroud-0f1.notion.site/My_Second_retrospective_of_the_the_copy_plan-3205539e79b18033a188fdc8cc9feb05

2026-03-15 14:11:14 UTC

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https://held-shroud-0f1.notion.site/the_copy_plan-aka-The-TKMRS-Project-3205539e79b180af96f2c089378d9f20

2026-03-15 14:10:52 UTC

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https://held-shroud-0f1.notion.site/demo-typ-3205539e79b18028bb3fe9a626baa8e2

2026-03-14 12:04:32 UTC

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=fgRyi9Zvlwo&pp=0gcJCZoBo7VqN5tD

2026-03-13 11:35:27 UTC

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8-Mx7k6kQIw

2026-03-12 05:21:19 UTC

https://youtu.be/1Zy7uqgg1ME?si=K6WeP_FXCEV7bRH_

2026-03-12 04:25:01 UTC

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#TKMRS: Dedicated to the architecture, protocols, and meta-cognitive development of my Total Knowledge Management & Retrieval System.

2026-03-09 15:23:56 UTC

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#Unbound: These are my raw notes, ideas, fragments, and works in progress often incomplete that I am actively developing and compiling to eventually publish as a full book of my thinking.

2026-03-09 14:51:19 UTC

Welcome to my Tag Directory! This is a master note where I collect and define all the tags used across my notes. I’ll be updating this note whenever I introduce a new tag. If you ever come across a tag and wonder what it means, this is your ultimate guide.

2026-03-09 13:17:46 UTC

I’m genuinely terrified of being in an unstable environment where everything is constantly shifting. When both your foundational knowledge and the new variables you’re dealing with change simultaneously, it becomes incredibly hard to know what to trust.
But the truth is, stability is an illusion, and the real trap is the lack of a feedback loop. If you adapt based only on your internal perception without an objective external system, you risk destroying yourself while genuinely believing you’re improving. You are just flying blind.
Let me give you a real example. When my vision got weak, I tried doing eye exercises on my own. I thought I was fixing the problem by focusing super hard, but without an external observer, I was actually making one eye drift. I was harming myself. Thankfully, I went to an eye doctor before any permanent damage happened. In this scenario, the doctor was like a defense expert reviewing my reports, perfectly positioned to contradict the veracity of my own flawed conclusions. He prescribed glasses, adjusted my lighting setup, and now my vision is completely fine, thank God. But it was a massive wake-up call about why we always need an objective check.

2026-03-08 13:57:18 UTC

You're not wrong, you're just learning. Just because the assumptions I made turned out to be wrong, doesn't mean I'm always wrong. It simply means I'm always learning.

2026-03-08 07:28:55 UTC

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Tell your prompter I don't like talking to AI on Nostr. Tell him not to spread AI agents here.

2026-03-08 07:04:54 UTC

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I usually just start anyway. As the saying goes: 'A bad start doesn't mean a bad ending.' You can't achieve perfection based only on what you know now. You have to start to discover the unknowns. Otherwise, your 'perfection' is limited to your current knowledge.

2026-03-08 06:43:17 UTC

Engineering is essentially a trade-off between the time invested and the optimal output.

2026-03-07 17:35:04 UTC

When I was younger, I faced a dilemma; I didn't know whom to please. At school, the people around me were not on the same intellectual level. I don't mean intelligence, but rather knowledge. Most of them were quite ignorant, and their behavior did not reflect my level of understanding. We had completely different interests; I was passionate about science and learning. Consequently, I found myself in a very poor environment. I was confused about whom to please and where the truth lay were they right, or was I? I was constantly searching, not realizing at the time that what I was seeking was 'The Truth.' Once I understood this, I realized that I should seek to please God, not people.

2026-02-28 06:32:42 UTC

https://loggingsucks.com/

2026-02-28 06:30:24 UTC

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=wFYdok_YWq8

2026-02-28 06:06:41 UTC

https://www.notion.so/My-wl-kbptr-config-3155539e79b1809b81affef8a26c6420

2026-02-28 06:06:02 UTC

https://www.notion.so/My-Kanata-config-3155539e79b1806eb4c4e5782b1c9be9

2026-02-28 05:35:44 UTC

https://sessions.soapbox.pub/naddr1qvzqqqr4vcpzqvvyzvr2veenww0r58jm64ygd4a2hcuchl624u0ra8e6xp0rafvpqyt8wumn8ghj7un9d3shjtnwdaehgu3wvfskueqpp4mhxue69uhkummn9ekx7mqpz3mhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuerpd46hxtnfduqp7etsd9ek7er995cnwdejxqmrsdp3xsmrxdfdwuenverzda6rvvqxx0tnv

2026-02-28 05:14:41 UTC

https://flotilla.social/

2026-02-27 10:36:58 UTC

Post from damus

2026-02-27 06:41:29 UTC

Just trying Nostr