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2026-05-08 15:39:43 UTC

In second term polls, two-thirds of Americans say they think America is headed in the wrong direction, favoring corporations and billionaires, over ordinary citizens.
Who could have possibly seen this coming?!

2026-04-30 15:37:57 UTC

I'd like this to be less relatable:
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/116/494/398/483/693/796/original/834f1c4e0cd8cd7f.jpeg

2026-04-28 21:54:31 UTC

Give yourself an Apocalyptic Nickname, let's hear it!

2026-04-25 14:49:22 UTC

People who sleep through the night are such freaks.
What do you mean you don't wake up to go pee at 3 am, and then just lay in bed for awhile doing night math and thinking night thoughts?!

2026-04-20 12:37:33 UTC

Art is subjective, but whether I enjoy a piece or not, I think art is brave. To put a piece of yourself on display for others to judge and critique is brave. It's not an easy thing to do, it's difficult to not take personally.
This is why AI "art" will always be a cowards medium. You aren't putting out a piece of yourself for view, but simply stealing parts of someone else.

2026-04-16 03:59:18 UTC

Dr Pepper is a woman, if you thought differently, it's because of the Patriarchy.

2026-04-04 03:36:03 UTC

Just letting y'all know I'm on vacation, if you know anything cool to do, eat or drink in the Lafayette, Baton Rouge area, let me know.

2026-03-24 01:31:21 UTC

Okay, other than the obvious, what is your red flag about people?
Personally, any religious tattoos.

2026-03-24 01:04:04 UTC

Sprinkles are gross, stop trying to convince us that rice flour, sugar, and dye is something we'd want on an otherwise nice dessert.

2026-03-21 05:27:53 UTC

You're a People Pleaser, huh, well then, name 5 People who are Pleased with you.

2026-03-17 03:45:56 UTC

Have you ever listened to someone vent abouta problem, and about halfway through realized they are the problem?

2026-03-08 17:44:30 UTC

It should be socially acceptable to play possum in public, when you hit your limit. If you're curled up in the corner, because you got overstimulated, I'll bring you a blanket and a snack.

2026-03-07 17:18:27 UTC

Today I Learned:
Mormons actually pay for the right to be Missionaries. They work about 11 hours a day and pay the church $400 a month. That's about 10k for a two year mission, essentially being a religious slave.

2026-03-03 19:16:36 UTC

I need help deciding between the wine or the Macallan '48:
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/116/166/840/261/471/097/original/f2d965b1c71a9ffc.jpeg

2026-02-27 18:02:13 UTC

It's not Satan, it's a group of people who've never been held accountable, because of their wealth.

2026-02-16 18:17:26 UTC

My brother in Christ, I'm pretty sure we can live in a world where we can have lattes and affordable Healthcare.

2026-02-16 14:52:25 UTC

I wasn't gifted, I was undiagnosed.

2026-02-13 15:14:44 UTC

If you were ever in an abusive or unhealthy situation, what was the thing that made you get out?

2026-02-12 20:45:48 UTC

I cry most often because:

2026-02-12 18:07:49 UTC

Listen, I love Tolkien, The Hobbit gave me a lifelong love affair with books, but Hobbiton?!
Come on down to Humanville, and don't forget to visit Peopletown, on the way back!

2026-02-11 16:56:54 UTC

Why does every "Ex-Gay Christian" sound like they are personally fucking Jesus?
I don't need to have sex with men, because I have Jesus.

2026-02-10 19:31:32 UTC

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https://youtube.com/shorts/41AHCBrYuoA?si=WsWQ8B2eMn43yUd-
Also can we look into any guys like these:

2026-02-10 19:22:25 UTC

When all these people act like this Epstein Files problem is too big, and there's no way we could possibly round up, and prosecute all the people in them, remember, in the last year around 400,000 people have been arrested by ICE.
This isn't a Witch Hunt, it's a Rapist Hunt.

2026-02-10 04:50:48 UTC

I feel like the conspiracy theorists are just gobsmacked right now, like pretty much all their theories were true, just not about the people they thought.

2026-02-06 18:47:09 UTC

People perpetuating violence against us, sure love to say we are being hysterical.

2026-02-01 23:58:15 UTC

Gay Gingerbread Men Hot Tub Orgy
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/998/075/805/650/304/original/73989d4356f6e204.jpg

2026-02-01 19:56:58 UTC

If you are doing genuinely good things, and making the world better, I don't give a fuck why you're doing it. You want recognition and attention, so what. You're just doing it, because your friends are idgaf, you feel pressured from other people, who cares. We can spend so much time tearing apart motives and guess what, it doesn't matter, and most of the people screaming, "They're just doing it for attention!", aren't doing jack shit. We don't need to wait to do good things for the "right reasons", we can just do them. And we can most definitely shut up, about why other people are.

2026-01-31 14:49:12 UTC

At some point in your Lord Of The Rings journey, you realize you aren't an Elf (beautiful, noble, elegant), you're a Dwarf (short, loud, fun) or a Hobbit (short, hungry, trying to avoid people), but never a human, ughhh, never a human.

2026-01-29 19:19:18 UTC

One of the Top 5 reasons to get a spouse/partner is using them as an excuse to not have to make an immediate decision.
This weekend? Gotta talk to the Hubs...
Buy today? Ohhh I'd be a bad wifey if I didn't consult the Mrs.
Easter Service? The love of my life has diarrhea that day. So sorry!

2026-01-29 19:05:32 UTC

Pretending I'm "Doing It Myself", because I'm clever and crafty, and not just broke.

2026-01-28 17:55:46 UTC

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That's another interesting line of thinking. My friend group often has the discussion about whether you'd go back to pre-internet days, and to be frank, I do love the internet and don't want to go back.

2026-01-28 15:30:47 UTC

So, apparently younger generations don't have as much generational awareness, because they have access to sooo much more content.
I'm an elder Millenial, and I grew up watching what was on TV, and then whatever VHS/DVDs my parents deemed worthy of purchasing. So, the things I would watch would be newer movies and TV shows, of course, but then also older movies and cartoons, as well. I had a larger range of social references, just because I was plumbing from a shallower well. It seems like it shouldn't work that way, but new content is being made at a unprecedented rate. Not just major studios, and Streaming Services, but things like YouTube, Instagram, TikTok, and Twitch. I might watch a Midnight movie from the 70's, because that was all that was on, but younger generations never need to. There's just an endless supply of content from whatever you're into at the moment.

2026-01-24 15:21:42 UTC

Me, as a Cyber Security Professional: Well, first of all, you need to upgrade from Windows 98.

2026-01-23 15:18:25 UTC

What does being a better person mean to you? Not necessarily in an over arching sense, but to you personally. What do you work on to improve yourself, and your relationships with others?

2026-01-20 14:19:59 UTC

If you grew up in a very strict or religious household, what age did you realize you were the "Weird" Family?

2026-01-16 22:50:37 UTC

So, it is entirely possible that Personalized MRNA Vaccines will be the future of Cancer Treatment. I wonder how many people will turn it down?
https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/personalized-mrna-vaccines-will-revolutionize-cancer-treatment-if-federal/

2026-01-15 03:46:28 UTC

Fuck it, you can respect science, and still think things are magical, knowing how things work doesn't make it less magical, it makes it more so. Embrace the whimsy, you dark soul, it's okay.

2026-01-14 20:38:04 UTC

Watching Trump's handlers looking increasingly bewildered, as he reads private notes out loud, and wanders off to look out the window during important meetings, is at least giving me some form of absurdist entertainment.

2026-01-14 13:44:06 UTC

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To be fair, basically everyone that involves themselves with the Jedi dies young, so Yoda was doing pretty good.

2026-01-14 13:41:40 UTC

Really understanding why Yoda chose to die, instead of answering more of Luke's questions.

2026-01-13 19:53:37 UTC

You really can get away with a lot if you're this cute:
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/889/532/047/604/284/original/4c51359806e71f11.jpeg

2026-01-12 03:14:27 UTC

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Go ahead write a little sci-fi novel in the comments.

2026-01-12 01:29:19 UTC

Did you ever think that maybe we've evolved as far as we can go, and now we're just starting towards extinction. There's some of us, who see it, but it seems like less all the time. Whatever clock that's been ticking away at humanity is just winding down. We've gone as far as we can go or are allowed to go. A couple hundred thousand years, and then a footnote, a blip of a species.

2026-01-11 15:52:28 UTC

I'm not getting older, I'm fermenting.

2026-01-07 16:52:41 UTC

When your Ex says they've changed:
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/854/847/034/164/395/original/de788840c5356d02.jpg

2026-01-04 22:00:32 UTC

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That's awesome, it took way too long for my brain to register that it's better for me to work up to something.

2026-01-04 21:46:27 UTC

"Something is better than nothing."
This phrase has honestly helped me so much. Truthfully, I've never been a thin person, my body type could be described as Dumpling. Through a whole lot of working on myself, I'm mostly okay with that. I respect the limitations my body has and metabolism I was born with. But after my Mom passed I was definitely doing some cope eating and drinking. My clothes started getting tight, and I was just generally feeling gross, so I knew I needed to do something. In the past, I've usually gone for extremes, I'm going to change everything about myself, I'm gonna eat a really low amount of calories, do this crazy workout plan, you know the drill. Then a few weeks later you realize you're still yourself and then crash, burn, binge, and hate yourself for failing. I wanted to be different this time, I can't change everything overnight, and I don't want to anymore. I like cooking and eating, I want carbs, and chocolate, I hate going to the gym. So, I told myself try one thing, and the first thing was getting more fiber, most people don't get anywhere near enough including me, and that wasn't too hard. I also put no pressure on myself to be perfect about it, because something is better than nothing.
After eating a little better, I came upon a study that basically boiled down to, walking as little as 5 minutes after you eat a meal has a measurable positive effect on your health. And I don't know why, but that clicked with me, maybe I don't start some high intensity workout, end up hurting myself, then spiraling out, maybe I just walk 5 minutes after I eat, So, I did, and 5 minutes quickly turned to many more minutes. After months of being consistent, I was able to do this mountain summit trail, I wouldn't even have tried, in the past, because the hill was too steep, and the air was too thin. It wasn't easy for me, I struggled, I took a lot of breaks, but I did it.
These things culminated into other choices, keeping better track of calories, working on the voice on my head that told me to give up, if I ate more than I intended or yelled at me for having cake, adding in a light weight routine a couple times a week. Listen, I'm not thin, I probably never will be, but my clothes fit better now, and I feel better, I feel stronger physically and mentally, and that's better than nothing.

2026-01-03 14:41:21 UTC

Before every vote, politicians should have to do a sponsor break, like they're doing a podcast, so we understand exactly why they're voting how they're voting.

2025-12-30 14:45:49 UTC

Therapist: Remember, it's okay to lay down and r...
Me: Let the Mushrooms consume you
Therapist: ...rest, sometimes.

2025-12-28 04:26:43 UTC

You can't hate yourself into becoming a better person.

2025-12-26 17:51:21 UTC

Generally, I identify as a woman, but I'm vibing with the aggression of None of it.
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/787/126/009/392/016/original/815446a30a6b7cc8.jpeg

2025-12-21 22:45:13 UTC

Welcome to Middle Age, you don't hear as well as you used to, but somehow everything is too loud, at the same time.

2025-12-18 16:03:07 UTC

All war movies are horror movies, and if they aren't played that way, you need to think really hard about what that implies.

2025-12-18 15:48:21 UTC

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https://youtube.com/shorts/vslw8yT1CrA?si=M_7MB9fkpufrYrxe
Context in a funny fashion if needed.

2025-12-18 15:47:49 UTC

Okay Susan Wiles, normally you get a new job before telling on your boss.
Calling Elon Musk an odd odd duck, is somehow such a hilarious burn.

2025-12-17 15:05:27 UTC

TIL
About a third of women are misdiagnosed with Personality Disorders, OCD, or Anxiety Disorders, before being appropriately diagnosed with Autism.
YIKES

2025-12-16 19:15:41 UTC

Imagine if this table got flipped:
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/730/840/835/364/443/original/f413f174d2e840fc.jpeg

2025-12-14 15:23:36 UTC

The cool thing about cats is you don't have to get them a Christmas present, because empty boxes, balls of crinkly paper, shiny bows, and unattended plates of food are the greatest gifts of all. Oh and let's not forget the full tree filled with sparkly toys, you clearly put up for their enrichment.
Wait...did cats invent Christmas?

2025-12-13 14:10:36 UTC

You could be doing sex wrong, you don't know. It's a user feedback based system. They said they liked how you did it, they may not know how to do it either.
Anyway, this is how lots of stuff is run.

2025-12-10 17:37:30 UTC

I'm assuming, if you're on Mastodon, that you know ADHD in girls in massively underdiagnosed, because it tends to be quieter and more daydreamy in girls and more loud and disruptive in boys.
This makes me wonder how much of this is hormonal vs just societal expectations for girls vs boys, or a combination of both or another thing entirely.
Anyway, share your thoughts.

2025-12-09 16:11:10 UTC

Sometimes I feel like a responsible adult, and other times I realize I feel like shit, because I got distracted and forgot to eat, and then I get annoyed with my body for being weak, just because it needs basic nutrients, but then I forgive it, because sandwiches are nice.
Oh yeah, I should drink some water.

2025-12-06 14:26:39 UTC

What is your flirting style?
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/673/077/569/600/635/original/4d73ce0488f5d548.jpeg

2025-12-04 17:15:41 UTC

Potato Chips should be:
Let me know your favorite potato chip flavor in the comments!

2025-12-03 18:33:33 UTC

Okay, so I was looking up Victorian slang, and saw that the word Nancy was slang for ass, rear end, buttocks, ect. So, when they called them Nancy Boys, they were literally calling them Butt Boys.

2025-12-03 13:57:13 UTC

Y'all want to come to my Holiday Party, we're making Hot Dog Straws for our milk!
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/655/972/704/871/713/original/16648ff7ae313df4.jpeg

2025-12-01 14:09:01 UTC

It's December (what the heck), share some of your favorite photos you took in November.
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/644/652/928/147/922/original/73131ab9a9bb6ad6.jpg
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/644/654/322/408/303/original/35571965c28dc69e.jpg
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/644/656/006/051/255/original/1a1466f36256c3cc.jpg
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/644/660/065/801/491/original/c25a63f977b87d77.jpg

2025-11-28 15:53:44 UTC

Black Friday sounds a lot cooler than it is.

2025-11-28 13:58:36 UTC

Okay, a bunch of you referenced writing essays yesterday, so now I'm curious:
How often have you wrote an essay since you've left school?

2025-11-27 15:01:17 UTC

The Joker looks like he's been crying all night in a Waffle House, because his dirtbag boyfriend, that everyone warned him about, turned out to be a dirtbag boyfriend.
Now he's just saying cryptic violent shit to people, and you're like, Girl, forget about Batman and wash your damn face.

2025-11-27 13:06:22 UTC

It's amazing that a bird who is half an ounce of fluff and hollow bones manages to live outside all winter, and I'm over here in a sweater and cozy socks, draped in a blanket, still complaining about the cold.

2025-11-26 16:59:27 UTC

Homework

2025-11-21 15:08:17 UTC

The wackiest thing about this Second Gilded Age is that one of the Robber Barons convinced a significant portion of the population that he was an Outlaw Folk Hero.

2025-11-19 14:19:56 UTC

What is something that was a normal thing people said to you when you were younger, that now is super weird or horrifying?
When I was young, I was told by lots of people that "Women played at sex to get love, and that men played at love to get sex." And this was obviously a warning to not having premarital sex, but Jesus Christ, y'all aren't even gonna try to hold men accountable or have expectations of them, just put some kind of faux purity on the shoulders of an actual child. At the time, it just seemed normal, but now it's horrifying.

2025-11-16 19:38:00 UTC

Have you ever read something you wrote a long time ago, and it seems so cringe, and you start hating on yourself?
It's because you've grown as a person, ya dumbass. YOU'RE FINE.

2025-11-16 13:59:13 UTC

Imagine doing everything you could to avoid Hell, and get into Heaven, and then you end up spending eternity with the people who claim to be Christians.

2025-11-14 15:04:57 UTC

There's something so funny to me, that we tend to celebrate chefs, who have access to the best food in the world. I mean, if you're serving me A5 beef, truffles, French handmade cheese, and the finest organic veggies available, then you'd have to be a real fuck up to make this bad. And there's nothing wrong with enjoying a meal like this occasionally, but there's something so much more interesting, in people who were given very little and still made something delicious, that has stayed with us. Enslaved people making delicious healthy Potlicker out of discarded bones and greens, poor Cajun-Creole making a beans and rice into a masterpiece, Irish, making potatoes 100+ ways, because it's what they had. If you can make something delicious out of dollars store food, that is just more impressive to me.

2025-11-12 14:22:28 UTC

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The level of hubris you have to have to run on a platform of releasing files that incriminate you, personally, is absolutely wild. But, to be fair, it has worked so far.

2025-11-12 14:18:52 UTC

https://abcnews.go.com/Politics/house-democrats-release-new-epstein-emails-referencing-trump/story?utm_source=facebook&utm_medium=social&utm_campaign=dhfacebook&utm_content=null&id=127435983&fbclid=IwdGRjcAOBboJleHRuA2FlbQIxMQBzcnRjBmFwcF9pZAwzNTA2ODU1MzE3MjgAAR49g28Wv-qr66_27R0wVgALu0Xjxu8jHtBsLTrNK5_DgGB2gD353I2xPsuoSg_aem_yx64M4amgU5f7SXZlRyDvA&brid=6v-N5UYoLwpQPBOEHvNS7A
We had no idea, Trump really pulled one over on us, I can't believe he tricked us twice. We had no way of knowing...
Republicans, probably

2025-11-12 14:15:52 UTC

https://www.newsweek.com/steve-bannon-predicts-prison-if-republicans-lose-midterms-2028-11009422
“And I will tell you right now, as God is my witness,” Bannon told the crowd at a Conservative Partnership Institute event on Wednesday, “if we lose the midterms and we lose 2028, some in this room are going to prison—myself included."
Yes, and...

2025-11-11 15:18:11 UTC

Animal Farm?!
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/531/725/904/694/249/original/eba84d9529f54f88.jpeg

2025-11-08 16:58:50 UTC

Them: You're not depressed, you're just lazy.
Me: I can be both.

2025-11-08 14:33:59 UTC

This would probably work on me, I'm easily influenced by pancakes.
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/514/551/081/977/958/original/e582c57b5d2a4c80.png

2025-11-08 06:18:10 UTC

My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard, and I'm like, Please rake the leaves, I'm very tired.

2025-11-07 15:55:11 UTC

What is a recipe you or your family makes every Fall?
Feel free to share pics and full recipes!

2025-11-05 14:28:49 UTC

What is perfect weather to you?

2025-11-03 13:29:26 UTC

Forget Meyers-Brigg, this is the real personality test:
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/485/990/649/077/717/original/9ab9aaa75e332825.jpeg

2025-11-02 23:41:38 UTC

My favorite part is she looks annoyed by the whole thing:
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/482/740/790/472/201/original/7e4a02389e4c87ec.png

2025-11-01 13:53:29 UTC

Men, what's stopping you from looking like this?
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/474/764/329/669/390/original/9cc106cf4269fa75.png

2025-10-31 13:22:38 UTC

Every Corporation that keeps "accidentally" committing war crimes and various atrocities:
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/468/986/238/733/700/original/206511be1027182d.jpeg

2025-10-30 16:02:38 UTC

Me, encouraging my friends:
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/463/951/545/948/721/original/722b086234a2fa45.png

2025-10-28 17:13:44 UTC

Trying to get a job is the dumbest possible shit. What do you mean you have to prove you're worthy of LABOR?!

2025-10-25 14:18:58 UTC

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I mean, look at him though!
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/435/233/126/662/667/original/288a9ca2bbf80195.jpg

2025-10-25 13:45:42 UTC

Okay, I'll admit it, I've committed fraud.
I told my brother's cat, that he was both the Fearless Jungle King and he was My Tiny Sweet Potato Baby.

2025-10-25 13:11:01 UTC

Just bathed in apple cider vinegar, so, according to the internet, I should be impervious to death pretty soon.

2025-10-24 14:06:27 UTC

I can't stop thinking about how she just looks like a modern day version of Death, just waiting for the right time.
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/429/520/701/771/735/original/3eec28c909c927cd.jpeg

2025-10-24 12:12:30 UTC

If you have to wake up at a certain time, do you:
Feel free to elaborate and discuss in the comments.

2025-10-22 13:19:42 UTC

What are the worst things to say in a Haunted House?

2025-10-21 13:41:54 UTC

Gonna dress as either a vaccine or democratic socialism this year.
Boooo I'm gonna keep your children healthy! Boooo economy based on equality and solidarity!
Should really terrify some people this year.

2025-10-21 12:29:11 UTC

Why does everyone use Disgruntled and no one uses Gruntled?

2025-10-20 13:29:14 UTC

News From The White House:
All Horses are the same Color! If you're attempting to say some horses are a different color, you are a part of a vast left wing conspiracy.
When asked what color a horse should be, Vice President Jeremy Da'penis Vance attempted a 180 spin and finger guns, while saying "If you know, you know."