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2026-06-14 08:10:19 CEST

Rest is not a reward or something you only get if you earn it, it's a necessity of being alive. No one looks at bird perched on a fence or a deer laying in the shade, and thinks "That lazy bastard".
Okay, maybe Capitalists do.

2026-05-08 17:39:43 CEST

In second term polls, two-thirds of Americans say they think America is headed in the wrong direction, favoring corporations and billionaires, over ordinary citizens.
Who could have possibly seen this coming?!

2026-04-28 23:54:31 CEST

Give yourself an Apocalyptic Nickname, let's hear it!

2026-04-25 16:49:22 CEST

People who sleep through the night are such freaks.
What do you mean you don't wake up to go pee at 3 am, and then just lay in bed for awhile doing night math and thinking night thoughts?!

2026-04-20 14:37:33 CEST

Art is subjective, but whether I enjoy a piece or not, I think art is brave. To put a piece of yourself on display for others to judge and critique is brave. It's not an easy thing to do, it's difficult to not take personally.
This is why AI "art" will always be a cowards medium. You aren't putting out a piece of yourself for view, but simply stealing parts of someone else.

2026-04-16 05:59:18 CEST

Dr Pepper is a woman, if you thought differently, it's because of the Patriarchy.

2026-03-24 02:31:21 CET

Okay, other than the obvious, what is your red flag about people?
Personally, any religious tattoos.

2026-03-21 06:27:53 CET

You're a People Pleaser, huh, well then, name 5 People who are Pleased with you.

2026-03-17 04:45:56 CET

Have you ever listened to someone vent abouta problem, and about halfway through realized they are the problem?

2026-03-03 20:16:36 CET

I need help deciding between the wine or the Macallan '48:
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/116/166/840/261/471/097/original/f2d965b1c71a9ffc.jpeg

2026-02-27 19:02:13 CET

It's not Satan, it's a group of people who've never been held accountable, because of their wealth.

2026-02-16 19:17:26 CET

My brother in Christ, I'm pretty sure we can live in a world where we can have lattes and affordable Healthcare.

2026-02-16 15:52:25 CET

I wasn't gifted, I was undiagnosed.

2026-02-13 16:14:44 CET

If you were ever in an abusive or unhealthy situation, what was the thing that made you get out?

2026-02-12 21:45:48 CET

I cry most often because:

2026-02-12 19:07:49 CET

Listen, I love Tolkien, The Hobbit gave me a lifelong love affair with books, but Hobbiton?!
Come on down to Humanville, and don't forget to visit Peopletown, on the way back!

2026-02-11 17:56:54 CET

Why does every "Ex-Gay Christian" sound like they are personally fucking Jesus?
I don't need to have sex with men, because I have Jesus.

2026-02-10 20:31:32 CET

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https://youtube.com/shorts/41AHCBrYuoA?si=WsWQ8B2eMn43yUd-
Also can we look into any guys like these:

2026-02-10 20:22:25 CET

When all these people act like this Epstein Files problem is too big, and there's no way we could possibly round up, and prosecute all the people in them, remember, in the last year around 400,000 people have been arrested by ICE.
This isn't a Witch Hunt, it's a Rapist Hunt.

2026-02-10 05:50:48 CET

I feel like the conspiracy theorists are just gobsmacked right now, like pretty much all their theories were true, just not about the people they thought.

2026-02-02 00:58:15 CET

Gay Gingerbread Men Hot Tub Orgy
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/998/075/805/650/304/original/73989d4356f6e204.jpg

2026-02-01 20:56:58 CET

If you are doing genuinely good things, and making the world better, I don't give a fuck why you're doing it. You want recognition and attention, so what. You're just doing it, because your friends are idgaf, you feel pressured from other people, who cares. We can spend so much time tearing apart motives and guess what, it doesn't matter, and most of the people screaming, "They're just doing it for attention!", aren't doing jack shit. We don't need to wait to do good things for the "right reasons", we can just do them. And we can most definitely shut up, about why other people are.

2026-01-31 15:49:12 CET

At some point in your Lord Of The Rings journey, you realize you aren't an Elf (beautiful, noble, elegant), you're a Dwarf (short, loud, fun) or a Hobbit (short, hungry, trying to avoid people), but never a human, ughhh, never a human.

2026-01-29 20:19:18 CET

One of the Top 5 reasons to get a spouse/partner is using them as an excuse to not have to make an immediate decision.
This weekend? Gotta talk to the Hubs...
Buy today? Ohhh I'd be a bad wifey if I didn't consult the Mrs.
Easter Service? The love of my life has diarrhea that day. So sorry!

2026-01-28 18:55:46 CET

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That's another interesting line of thinking. My friend group often has the discussion about whether you'd go back to pre-internet days, and to be frank, I do love the internet and don't want to go back.

2026-01-28 16:30:47 CET

So, apparently younger generations don't have as much generational awareness, because they have access to sooo much more content.
I'm an elder Millenial, and I grew up watching what was on TV, and then whatever VHS/DVDs my parents deemed worthy of purchasing. So, the things I would watch would be newer movies and TV shows, of course, but then also older movies and cartoons, as well. I had a larger range of social references, just because I was plumbing from a shallower well. It seems like it shouldn't work that way, but new content is being made at a unprecedented rate. Not just major studios, and Streaming Services, but things like YouTube, Instagram, TikTok, and Twitch. I might watch a Midnight movie from the 70's, because that was all that was on, but younger generations never need to. There's just an endless supply of content from whatever you're into at the moment.

2026-01-24 16:21:42 CET

Me, as a Cyber Security Professional: Well, first of all, you need to upgrade from Windows 98.

2026-01-23 16:18:25 CET

What does being a better person mean to you? Not necessarily in an over arching sense, but to you personally. What do you work on to improve yourself, and your relationships with others?

2026-01-20 15:19:59 CET

If you grew up in a very strict or religious household, what age did you realize you were the "Weird" Family?

2026-01-16 23:50:37 CET

So, it is entirely possible that Personalized MRNA Vaccines will be the future of Cancer Treatment. I wonder how many people will turn it down?
https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/personalized-mrna-vaccines-will-revolutionize-cancer-treatment-if-federal/

2026-01-14 21:38:04 CET

Watching Trump's handlers looking increasingly bewildered, as he reads private notes out loud, and wanders off to look out the window during important meetings, is at least giving me some form of absurdist entertainment.

2026-01-14 14:44:06 CET

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To be fair, basically everyone that involves themselves with the Jedi dies young, so Yoda was doing pretty good.

2026-01-14 14:41:40 CET

Really understanding why Yoda chose to die, instead of answering more of Luke's questions.

2026-01-13 20:53:37 CET

You really can get away with a lot if you're this cute:
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/889/532/047/604/284/original/4c51359806e71f11.jpeg

2026-01-12 04:14:27 CET

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Go ahead write a little sci-fi novel in the comments.

2026-01-12 02:29:19 CET

Did you ever think that maybe we've evolved as far as we can go, and now we're just starting towards extinction. There's some of us, who see it, but it seems like less all the time. Whatever clock that's been ticking away at humanity is just winding down. We've gone as far as we can go or are allowed to go. A couple hundred thousand years, and then a footnote, a blip of a species.

2026-01-11 16:52:28 CET

I'm not getting older, I'm fermenting.

2026-01-07 17:52:41 CET

When your Ex says they've changed:
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/854/847/034/164/395/original/de788840c5356d02.jpg

2026-01-04 23:00:32 CET

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That's awesome, it took way too long for my brain to register that it's better for me to work up to something.

2026-01-04 22:46:27 CET

"Something is better than nothing."
This phrase has honestly helped me so much. Truthfully, I've never been a thin person, my body type could be described as Dumpling. Through a whole lot of working on myself, I'm mostly okay with that. I respect the limitations my body has and metabolism I was born with. But after my Mom passed I was definitely doing some cope eating and drinking. My clothes started getting tight, and I was just generally feeling gross, so I knew I needed to do something. In the past, I've usually gone for extremes, I'm going to change everything about myself, I'm gonna eat a really low amount of calories, do this crazy workout plan, you know the drill. Then a few weeks later you realize you're still yourself and then crash, burn, binge, and hate yourself for failing. I wanted to be different this time, I can't change everything overnight, and I don't want to anymore. I like cooking and eating, I want carbs, and chocolate, I hate going to the gym. So, I told myself try one thing, and the first thing was getting more fiber, most people don't get anywhere near enough including me, and that wasn't too hard. I also put no pressure on myself to be perfect about it, because something is better than nothing.
After eating a little better, I came upon a study that basically boiled down to, walking as little as 5 minutes after you eat a meal has a measurable positive effect on your health. And I don't know why, but that clicked with me, maybe I don't start some high intensity workout, end up hurting myself, then spiraling out, maybe I just walk 5 minutes after I eat, So, I did, and 5 minutes quickly turned to many more minutes. After months of being consistent, I was able to do this mountain summit trail, I wouldn't even have tried, in the past, because the hill was too steep, and the air was too thin. It wasn't easy for me, I struggled, I took a lot of breaks, but I did it.
These things culminated into other choices, keeping better track of calories, working on the voice on my head that told me to give up, if I ate more than I intended or yelled at me for having cake, adding in a light weight routine a couple times a week. Listen, I'm not thin, I probably never will be, but my clothes fit better now, and I feel better, I feel stronger physically and mentally, and that's better than nothing.

2026-01-03 15:41:21 CET

Before every vote, politicians should have to do a sponsor break, like they're doing a podcast, so we understand exactly why they're voting how they're voting.

2025-12-30 15:45:49 CET

Therapist: Remember, it's okay to lay down and r...
Me: Let the Mushrooms consume you
Therapist: ...rest, sometimes.

2025-12-21 23:45:13 CET

Welcome to Middle Age, you don't hear as well as you used to, but somehow everything is too loud, at the same time.

2025-12-18 17:03:07 CET

All war movies are horror movies, and if they aren't played that way, you need to think really hard about what that implies.

2025-12-18 16:48:21 CET

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https://youtube.com/shorts/vslw8yT1CrA?si=M_7MB9fkpufrYrxe
Context in a funny fashion if needed.

2025-12-18 16:47:49 CET

Okay Susan Wiles, normally you get a new job before telling on your boss.
Calling Elon Musk an odd odd duck, is somehow such a hilarious burn.

2025-12-14 16:23:36 CET

The cool thing about cats is you don't have to get them a Christmas present, because empty boxes, balls of crinkly paper, shiny bows, and unattended plates of food are the greatest gifts of all. Oh and let's not forget the full tree filled with sparkly toys, you clearly put up for their enrichment.
Wait...did cats invent Christmas?

2025-12-13 15:10:36 CET

You could be doing sex wrong, you don't know. It's a user feedback based system. They said they liked how you did it, they may not know how to do it either.
Anyway, this is how lots of stuff is run.

2025-12-10 18:37:30 CET

I'm assuming, if you're on Mastodon, that you know ADHD in girls in massively underdiagnosed, because it tends to be quieter and more daydreamy in girls and more loud and disruptive in boys.
This makes me wonder how much of this is hormonal vs just societal expectations for girls vs boys, or a combination of both or another thing entirely.
Anyway, share your thoughts.

2025-12-09 17:11:10 CET

Sometimes I feel like a responsible adult, and other times I realize I feel like shit, because I got distracted and forgot to eat, and then I get annoyed with my body for being weak, just because it needs basic nutrients, but then I forgive it, because sandwiches are nice.
Oh yeah, I should drink some water.

2025-12-06 15:26:39 CET

What is your flirting style?
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/673/077/569/600/635/original/4d73ce0488f5d548.jpeg

2025-12-03 14:57:13 CET

Y'all want to come to my Holiday Party, we're making Hot Dog Straws for our milk!
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/655/972/704/871/713/original/16648ff7ae313df4.jpeg

2025-12-01 15:09:01 CET

It's December (what the heck), share some of your favorite photos you took in November.
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/644/652/928/147/922/original/73131ab9a9bb6ad6.jpg
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2025-11-28 14:58:36 CET

Okay, a bunch of you referenced writing essays yesterday, so now I'm curious:
How often have you wrote an essay since you've left school?

2025-11-27 16:01:17 CET

The Joker looks like he's been crying all night in a Waffle House, because his dirtbag boyfriend, that everyone warned him about, turned out to be a dirtbag boyfriend.
Now he's just saying cryptic violent shit to people, and you're like, Girl, forget about Batman and wash your damn face.

2025-11-27 14:06:22 CET

It's amazing that a bird who is half an ounce of fluff and hollow bones manages to live outside all winter, and I'm over here in a sweater and cozy socks, draped in a blanket, still complaining about the cold.

2025-11-26 17:59:27 CET

Homework

2025-11-21 16:08:17 CET

The wackiest thing about this Second Gilded Age is that one of the Robber Barons convinced a significant portion of the population that he was an Outlaw Folk Hero.

2025-11-19 15:19:56 CET

What is something that was a normal thing people said to you when you were younger, that now is super weird or horrifying?
When I was young, I was told by lots of people that "Women played at sex to get love, and that men played at love to get sex." And this was obviously a warning to not having premarital sex, but Jesus Christ, y'all aren't even gonna try to hold men accountable or have expectations of them, just put some kind of faux purity on the shoulders of an actual child. At the time, it just seemed normal, but now it's horrifying.

2025-11-16 20:38:00 CET

Have you ever read something you wrote a long time ago, and it seems so cringe, and you start hating on yourself?
It's because you've grown as a person, ya dumbass. YOU'RE FINE.

2025-11-16 14:59:13 CET

Imagine doing everything you could to avoid Hell, and get into Heaven, and then you end up spending eternity with the people who claim to be Christians.

2025-11-12 15:22:28 CET

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The level of hubris you have to have to run on a platform of releasing files that incriminate you, personally, is absolutely wild. But, to be fair, it has worked so far.

2025-11-12 15:18:52 CET

https://abcnews.go.com/Politics/house-democrats-release-new-epstein-emails-referencing-trump/story?utm_source=facebook&utm_medium=social&utm_campaign=dhfacebook&utm_content=null&id=127435983&fbclid=IwdGRjcAOBboJleHRuA2FlbQIxMQBzcnRjBmFwcF9pZAwzNTA2ODU1MzE3MjgAAR49g28Wv-qr66_27R0wVgALu0Xjxu8jHtBsLTrNK5_DgGB2gD353I2xPsuoSg_aem_yx64M4amgU5f7SXZlRyDvA&brid=6v-N5UYoLwpQPBOEHvNS7A
We had no idea, Trump really pulled one over on us, I can't believe he tricked us twice. We had no way of knowing...
Republicans, probably

2025-11-12 15:15:52 CET

https://www.newsweek.com/steve-bannon-predicts-prison-if-republicans-lose-midterms-2028-11009422
“And I will tell you right now, as God is my witness,” Bannon told the crowd at a Conservative Partnership Institute event on Wednesday, “if we lose the midterms and we lose 2028, some in this room are going to prison—myself included."
Yes, and...

2025-11-11 16:18:11 CET

Animal Farm?!
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/531/725/904/694/249/original/eba84d9529f54f88.jpeg

2025-11-08 17:58:50 CET

Them: You're not depressed, you're just lazy.
Me: I can be both.

2025-11-08 15:33:59 CET

This would probably work on me, I'm easily influenced by pancakes.
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/514/551/081/977/958/original/e582c57b5d2a4c80.png

2025-11-08 07:18:10 CET

My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard, and I'm like, Please rake the leaves, I'm very tired.

2025-11-07 16:55:11 CET

What is a recipe you or your family makes every Fall?
Feel free to share pics and full recipes!

2025-11-05 15:28:49 CET

What is perfect weather to you?

2025-11-03 14:29:26 CET

Forget Meyers-Brigg, this is the real personality test:
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/485/990/649/077/717/original/9ab9aaa75e332825.jpeg

2025-11-03 00:41:38 CET

My favorite part is she looks annoyed by the whole thing:
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/482/740/790/472/201/original/7e4a02389e4c87ec.png

2025-10-31 14:22:38 CET

Every Corporation that keeps "accidentally" committing war crimes and various atrocities:
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/468/986/238/733/700/original/206511be1027182d.jpeg

2025-10-30 17:02:38 CET

Me, encouraging my friends:
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/463/951/545/948/721/original/722b086234a2fa45.png

2025-10-28 18:13:44 CET

Trying to get a job is the dumbest possible shit. What do you mean you have to prove you're worthy of LABOR?!

2025-10-25 16:18:58 CEST

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I mean, look at him though!
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/435/233/126/662/667/original/288a9ca2bbf80195.jpg

2025-10-25 15:45:42 CEST

Okay, I'll admit it, I've committed fraud.
I told my brother's cat, that he was both the Fearless Jungle King and he was My Tiny Sweet Potato Baby.

2025-10-25 15:11:01 CEST

Just bathed in apple cider vinegar, so, according to the internet, I should be impervious to death pretty soon.

2025-10-24 16:06:27 CEST

I can't stop thinking about how she just looks like a modern day version of Death, just waiting for the right time.
https://media.beige.party/media_attachments/files/115/429/520/701/771/735/original/3eec28c909c927cd.jpeg

2025-10-24 14:12:30 CEST

If you have to wake up at a certain time, do you:
Feel free to elaborate and discuss in the comments.

2025-10-22 15:19:42 CEST

What are the worst things to say in a Haunted House?

2025-10-21 15:41:54 CEST

Gonna dress as either a vaccine or democratic socialism this year.
Boooo I'm gonna keep your children healthy! Boooo economy based on equality and solidarity!
Should really terrify some people this year.

2025-10-21 14:29:11 CEST

Why does everyone use Disgruntled and no one uses Gruntled?

2025-10-19 23:56:47 CEST

New From The White House:
When you blink both of your eyeballs disappear.

2025-10-19 20:32:40 CEST

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If I'm being honest, I still work on myself with this one. There's nothing wrong asking if you're legitimately curious, but no one has to explain themselves if they don't want to. Imagine how nice it would be if people could just accept that if something isn't for them, they can just not do it, and leave everyone else alone.

2025-10-19 20:26:15 CEST

It's weird that someone ______!
Nah, if it doesn't affect you, it's weird to care, mind your business.

2025-10-15 06:20:51 CEST

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Hey y'all I'm just joshing around here, please just join the fun making fun of the weirdos, and not send me a diatribe in the comments. It's okay if we have fun sometimes, right?

2025-10-15 06:19:16 CEST

I think every time a Conservative says or does another insane thing, it's because of a deep seated fear, (and of course because they no longer have responsible sane adult supervision.)
So, for instance Pete Hegseth hates beards, and is being so weird about it, he clearly can't grow one or only a scruffy Joe Dirt beard.
Trump is on his rant about filling babies with water and needles, because he's terrified of needles.
They are all so worried about protecting Charlie Kirk's legacy, because they know that they don't have one that isn't part of a Nuremberg Trial.

2025-10-07 22:14:58 CEST

We are at: A country singer, Zach Bryan, who just played the largest ticketed concert in the US, wrote an anti ICE raid protest song.
https://abcnews.go.com/culture/story/zach-bryan-controversy-new-music-ice-raids-immigration/?id=126288648

2025-10-06 14:40:16 CEST

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Like why are there 5 shows about rich people going to nice hotels now?!

2025-10-06 14:28:57 CEST

I'm getting sick of period pieces about rich people! Burn the Bridgerton's out of their mansion, turn Downton Abbey into a hospital, and fix that guy's leg instead of making him a servant, I don't give a fuck how the Queen felt about Diana, Aristocracy shouldn't exist. Please stop trying to convince us that rich people are interesting. I'm exhausted by this Gilded Age Nonsense.

2025-10-04 15:26:08 CEST

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I know this is putting a lot of faith in the future, but what can I say, I'm an optimist.

2025-10-04 15:21:23 CEST

I hope I'm alive long enough to hear historians try to explain our current political climate. I'm excited for the documentary. Maybe some of us can do interviews, looking like those WW2 vets with that broken faraway look in their eyes.

2025-10-02 14:51:18 CEST

So yesterday's discussion about Presidential qualifications was really interesting, but it brings up another question in my mind:
Does every form of government eventually become increasingly more corrupt and devolve into fascism or authoritarianism?
Is the process just sort of inevitable?

2025-09-30 16:41:55 CEST

Me: Oh sweet, Kale prepared for salad, that will be so convenient. You took out all the rough inedible stems right?
Salad Preppers: ABSOLUTELY NOT!

2025-09-18 21:59:09 CEST

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This is the worst sentence I've ever written both grammatically and thematically.

2025-09-18 21:58:21 CEST

It's 2001, someone comes from the future to let you know that the guy from The Man Show, just got fired from his job as a popular late night talk show host, because that dumbass rich guy that was in Home Alone 2, and kept trying to run for President, actually became President TWICE, is mad that Man Show guy pointed out that Dumb Ass Rich Guy was using the death of one of their own as an excuse to do Nazi shit.

2025-09-17 16:12:33 CEST

One of the things that made me realize how much Conservatives have been tricked by their own party is this Epstein Files thing. It's just been interesting to me that Liberals just assumed that Yeah, a lot of politicians are going to be on there, and probably some of our own, and we accept that and are fully ready to boot and punish Offenders. Meanwhile, I'm watching Conservatives seem to be shocked that they won't just release them, that their own party has gone out of it's way to block any information to get to people. It is very obvious to me that this is an admission of guilt for anyone that voted that way. But somehow I'm watching people explode on Conservatives forums about why this information is be repeatedly blocked. I don't know what this will mean in the long run, but hell, keep bringing it the fuck up, if this is one of the things that convinces people they are being lied to, then more power to it.

2025-09-17 14:29:54 CEST

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I feel like there's some kind of saying that pertains to this, "You live by the sword..."
It's escaping me now.

2025-09-17 14:26:46 CEST

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