Welcome to my swamp. Enter at your own risk. The author doesn't bite, but is known to occasionally try to lick. Subema means "someone who likes submissiveness". Mostly memes, slice of life, #flr wannabe, #nsfw friendly (images tagged, text not).
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Last Notes npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM ☕☁️ https://cdn.azzamo.media/c5734d5df10eaadb6f85a0a05cbd812d87cd8a73dcee193966ef7b1366575c46.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema cc @npub1k64…nekl for the scifi/fantasy author list 😊 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I played Star Control quite late - some open source port actually - but even when my understanding of English and the story was abysmal, I was fascinated by the intertwined stories, and how the game actually had morals that pushed them to their resolution, they just don't bother telling you who/what or why. The absence of hand-holding and the overarching story seeded across the universe really appealed to me (though sometimes through caricatures of the characters). Recently I found that they had a shoutout section in the manual, for sci-fi/fantasy authors that inspired them. https://cdn.azzamo.media/dec3ade6f5a5c4a35a86bd10cae937d176f1c1836763ea563ed1a59bfd505762.png I should update my kindle library.... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yUbxlQJ-nSA (I really like this creator, he posts lot of factorio, but sometimes gems like this) npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/9b7d72890aa06c855716f99794d7f8569cfdc37921ed55bb4c38012ac1c38995.png #nevent1q…kv5d npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Yeah, it is tangential I guess. It's just a special facet when there is no energy for anything :) npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Well, you never show it, of course! It's just something you made in your head in case someone claims to be you or claims to have cloned you. If it turned out to be really true, you can burn the secret in the attempt to find the truth. If you need to use that secret more than once, you're on a different level of problems entirely. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/122a85a46a3946c32da549335eb3d4697668b6538e5f10925ad57434b3c9a7eb.webp [https://www.patreon.com/c/user?u=69519960] npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Not sure if there is some context missing in the new GHOST IN THE SHELL but... https://cdn.azzamo.media/40cb7ca76b80ed472ea9c2c305e05f25720be3e14d7ec7d83a8c52cde60bcf09.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema YMMV https://cdn.azzamo.media/b4d7712c4fcf5eeb92847b946bd2565ed2414021c4fb4710966210a30dbeb58c.webp https://cdn.azzamo.media/93c42c9829931a61c3fb0f38bbfd5c9f2111451edcc79880f0d173978efdaa2c.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/40a1c540dfa2e29cf74d398af2f618b5e9f30bdd0e75fbabb97a778db51b794a.webp [https://imgur.com/user/huleeb] npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Open code solved using Claude subscription or are you using pay-as-you-go? npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #StoryOfMyLife 😁 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Yeah, I know that feeling. It's actually closer to what I strive to have more regularly. Having that energy acknowledged is the make-or-break of like... like everything. As I said, this is an unusual state of mind for me - too many drains and not enough sources that would help me cope. It will pass, I'm sure. As it always does. I'll meanwhile sit and bask in the feeling. I think it's good for the soul to allow the observer-self to be just a leaf on the wind and watch how you soar. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema You are kinda speed running it, aren't you? Or maybe I am just slow... 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Looking out in the garden, finishing a glass of wine, the lights of the LED strip I'd decorated the playhouse with twinkle in the dark through the light summer rain. Reminds me of looking out the window at the lone light at the ferry crossing during the thunderstorm just a week or two back. Also makes me think about how it would feel to be told the key to my chastity is in the house, mere twenty meters away, and I could go get it - but only on all fours, with only a collar to hide me. ...well, I wouldn't say hide, more like mark as the happiest puppy in town, but you get the gist ...maybe most satisfied would be a better fit ...definitely trying to be most satisfyable (and satisfywilling), but there we're getting sidetracked. #OnceUponInDream npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Seriously looking to remake this in my native language and pin it in small form somewhere. Not sure where - I'm long past wearing bags with lots of pins, and the kids are hopefully getting more and more into reading, so there's danger in that. Also "kinkier" is quite tricky to translate... #nevent1q…ydkv npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/6e278dc70b84a7b296e4671e393800a200896183c4dc66e196818bf897863e76.webp https://cdn.azzamo.media/9b68f7c0b16a0d55476992aaf0f23ac25e404b9bc846781afb3d09ba79d96f53.jpg https://bsky.app/profile/quentims.bsky.social npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/275d478bf6d57d2f53332bb8012b8a35e3b70095cd4f2a36c9f3e4a0ed9ea8b5.webp https://bsky.app/profile/visualeffex.bsky.social npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Well, this is rather unusual for me. Normally I have more time/space to let my mind w[a|o]nder about all the little things and fantasies, and it seems that helps A LOT. But right now it's more like a need to disconnect from every worry other than just sinking myself in the warm embrace of my primary love language / foundation stone of my Maslow pyramid. Not necessarily anything convoluted or high-energy-demanding play, but play that would feel whole nevertheless. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Shit happens, or not. Not sure if it's stoicism or not giving a shit anymore. Not sure if I care rn. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema It came to my attention that not everyone has thought about a secret passphrase and/or handshake to recognise if a clone/time-traveller is really you or just a clever disguise.
*Me, looking around at current times when AI is misused for impersonation of loved ones in attempts to gain leverage, and soon AIs themselves will start impersonating humans to advance their agenda, maybe even cloning your likeness into people's dreams to push you onto the "right" path.*
Well, one of us must feel completely deranged now. 😅 #TruthIsOutThere npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I know that yearning paints everything better than it could ever be, but I'd still like to experience one hedonistic day. Or hour. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I sense a distinct lack of smuttiness in my life lately. #sigh npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/f54f4edb6c3ae366cb47c4cd58ae336f07288bd484755b2ae40fa05691b7761c.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/c17e24943f6c06303775d3f92f1625f9876df96457604e6f0e3534284392a2c5.mp4 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/e31054b1bdc2afe6580e0bdb87f1aeafb0318097a6907ec4a723108bca092af8.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema You say it like it's a bad thing... https://cdn.azzamo.media/855fe883143588439eb67359c916b775bdaf104c4cbddd745732094c95f869c4.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I like how you theoretically have the rest of your life to find ways to make yourself happy, or at least content. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema So no new vacation game then, but good old one? 😃 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Nice design... https://cdn.azzamo.media/e4b3faab4291a837b9a83583909434802e1236e68e1bc9360c6f21c5678b4fb6.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/48b8cf2cca31b5e1703c2a26cfea3a21bafe27a6fef260d21a08ef927383f60e.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/7a68e116d118e7caf55f570c6c97911c017db50f68516fc10255a05fcc4e4ebb.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/2b7f026a763ffbc34d43aaf80c74651f036cbf96f284f2efe31f6c5a9970a500.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/29d3a7b06ce4fcbb2dd026bb641e373c52643023ce5ddf5d8a978b5ca23ded99.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/bd93482aee2f3abfa0a66a52ac540a949cc6b711a5d83b24eebedba4fa71c5ac.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I have questions... https://cdn.azzamo.media/ab90e956f8e7a3c1c4f1cb81762d0f905fc45fc5fd48aeee0543d1919b769c4a.mp4 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I've been good. I've been good... https://cdn.azzamo.media/79b6015d2ee0947b01f67f08649f0b93f81c99c48398fb794c25c54a6ecbe9eb.mp4 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I just read the sentence "The future is unevenly distributed" and I couldn't agree more. But the same goes for other things: wealth, genetic makeup, common sense... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Have some refreshment :) https://cdn.azzamo.media/c9671914194d131081ce8379ef958348f3dd048f8de96eeee54e5515080ac7b3.mp4 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema It wouldn't be me who you'd have to convince. 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Saw a video of a Japanese bartender in white tuxedo preparing cocktails - a little theatric, deep focus, just that vibe of seriousness about one's work. Almost like it's heart surgery on the last living Atlantean. Guess the OST from Mononoke adds a little flair too. Would be nice if people honoured this kind of behaviour in exchange for money, to also provide the same courtesy to it in interpersonal space. Like when I'm in the flow of foot massaging. #EqualGround npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Well, we are not in the full cucked by robots era, right? I mean each to their own, but that would be step and half beyond even for me 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/b6e6afc19db679c4ab8179482cd75dccf05e4d7bf5dc85913bb692dd4779ef9e.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema She has nice smile [https://imgur.com/user/princesscindycat] https://cdn.azzamo.media/10d3ff7a67f9be984f88a806ae43158ee14b93f502eb0e35401421896f1d2c14.webp https://cdn.azzamo.media/f594c0a6ab3132d93b28df3c0567fdb9aa16345a750ff5800feb668821042229.webp https://cdn.azzamo.media/38c11c3a4ab668b673fef1ba3c01955fbbc53f41a14b684a17c57d459600f91d.webp https://cdn.azzamo.media/afc067e6a6b367cd53ef3e749924c85b347c0eb4854bf553a27d65abc1d3ee6a.webp https://cdn.azzamo.media/1db2f8d79129e34ed946fa15e86c25c0f95cebcd3c05d0db6bc6e087140d9d2a.webp https://cdn.azzamo.media/c2803496ec91e41a9e3629cf8151c9d03939e06c6fcb9bc0b3a731296aa81db0.webp https://cdn.azzamo.media/9075a6bcb174941dd0278f3101200d01ae0a495fe111c9d9d10623b0e279bd42.webp https://cdn.azzamo.media/ef7ba4d3957ae2d7cceff5cfa90a5693a9fcd92f1c259262cd7cb341be7ec25f.webp https://cdn.azzamo.media/483f5c797ecf78b8f2b1bf92229c92c3dbd5b8ca558039b23edc1bf91215deca.webp https://cdn.azzamo.media/9c72e5a7013d82c99cbb09db4c85fd0649f277c3bbf8ad65f336091fbccefc7e.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #drunkstr a little chaotic, but that's what you get during vacation months. A shared friend joined after returning to his birthplace after enjoying the big town for the better part of a decade #singles. And bestman showed up again in an attack of opportunity, so the more the merrier. It was nice - well, good. Definitely different. Seems like the core membership will extend to a third one, for better or worse. Don't get me wrong, I like him and he's closer to my profession than the original companion, and it wasn't always great with just two of us. Still, there was something undeniable when we got in the flow, each of us having our own viewpoint. Right now I'm afraid there will be more good moments and fewer fucking-great-session ones though. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I can see how this kind of furniture can be both talking AND high utility piece. https://cdn.azzamo.media/6ff1a7924c9d800f2ccb53f8e7c67f0e7fb92f84c20c0eae82f40f68bc2c44be.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/24fba1641e070dfabde820d46b9f0073086d8bcbbbf8ebabf8da06282a16a1c3.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I mean, as long as I am controlling it? #would https://cdn.azzamo.media/1343d18871bd4b0da4204c4918ab9fbbd0725df5247d71d8969d0892a3b34c77.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I like this trend of overdrawing https://cdn.azzamo.media/79dd918347f5aa500542e569c7690e033aec50967702fc58cabd6fbf836de9c1.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema This is that DJ short: https://youtu.be/F7XGIKUY7Fg (the OST from Enola reminded me of his later work Ink though). npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Saw the last Enola Holmes. I must say, my favourite part was the music over the subtitles - reminded me of The Island, or that movie from that guy who made a short clip of the DJ remixing time to make everything perfect. While I kinda liked something in the parts before, it must have been Millie and the portrayal of London and countryside. This sequel went the extra mile to check every bingo square of a bad movie. I checked rating sites, and to my surprise even the former parts had quite low rankings (not as low as this third installment though). Well, I'll have to rewatch them without pink glasses I guess. #MovieDate npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Fake it 'till you make it 👍 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema You'd think that in our universe, everything is finite - like the Planck constant and the speed of light. Yet here I am, uncovering fuck-up under fuck-up under fuck-up under clusterfuck. Unimaginable that we paid someone for so long while he did the bare minimum, it seems. But the blame's on us - too trusting, I guess. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema The dreaded day came - my wallet is drained again. It's like 10-15 minutes to do all the logins, 2FAs, and sats shuffling. But feels like hours. #drained and #draining npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Bought a fly-eater plant that the seller at the booth swore by for killing fruit flies. Never worked. Now after vacation, a bunch of potatoes spoiled in the pantry and the ceiling was flooded with fruit flies. The plant? Dead in the corner. If it had worked before, I'd say too much happiness can kill you, but being as it is, let's just say I'm obviously not a good plant keeper. ... I think it's because they lack toes one could massage. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/d2180008448515c01d2a7a1d40fd95f7fd0c60d838ea79726aefd407b1214ad2.jpg https://cdn.azzamo.media/bae80c4a499476c680aa937e8efde6d1849d92403ea1488f89cb0f47fcc62490.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/ff7c2ada6ba0922d78efa91220f71a746b702039eb2ccf540a1c56d08e1d1ab1.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Oh, found this nice lady in the full clip! https://cdn.azzamo.media/8a5f3146f5bbde8a3e9bd0f9201f332bfb3e75200bad52022fe07bf13044e95a.mp4 Also "Deprive him of oxygen, not this" would be a nice slogan for the T-shirt. #yearning npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Spread some love before love spreads you. #art from YIDH [https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/101229436] https://cdn.azzamo.media/6d12e13b80fabe8161b08ab3668d1c4989b9c6f9d5560ef1bcda64372edc0f9c.jpg https://cdn.azzamo.media/9311f5a0ad4f48a95e5ae5e97d047ebb2d3d9068d97dec690351bd066abbee7c.jpg https://cdn.azzamo.media/19280c7afd13a08a6689608700a3c5316536ff3905a6f6be03862baee59d7e07.webp https://cdn.azzamo.media/7e2ce47fbddd44c85b0483ef169300686f3434136ff8345d3c245d0d4812b3e6.webp https://cdn.azzamo.media/5cfb44c57dffbfd93810611872fd5fbcdcf005043748a8e524b321d64b3857ab.webp https://cdn.azzamo.media/b1b7b0a63b7c47dab31125ab6d113e8eb67b69e8439d3500b18685f88e5717e4.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/d426e981f805a8fb81ad1e3aa7f9347ece659511aaf18c189881310f674f85a3.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema So, lace skirts and whips? Nice. Also find yourself somone who talks about you like this lady talks about her hobby https://cdn.azzamo.media/7573a6ffb00f4bffcd1e3aeecfd6217bdb9724dd698786a162734858c65129a0.mp4 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Looks great! Tried second fermentation few times with oranges and grapes, and was tasty too. Scared shirtless about doing that in glass bottles again, exploded for a friend of mine and after looking up on the forums it's not an unusual event 😱 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema What is your experience with it? Sadly the re-launch of it is perfectly overlapping my vacation, so I haven't got time to give it any thorough abuse yet 😭 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Due to a buggy connection, I'm getting the wet-dream experience of an anti-algo fundamentalist. No nicknames, just npubs. No avatars, just colour-hashed circles. No reactions/zap info. Sadly no pictures either. You must decide solely on the note content. Interesting experience - still would love it if the client had some basic read-through cache, at least for kind0. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Just learned how to fold an origami crane while making props for tomorrow's children's game finale. Wondering if this is the skill my brain decides to keep for twenty years or twenty minutes. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Only one way to find out 😅 #enabler npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Wanted to redraw or at least reimagine this photo for so long I almost forgot it existed. Must do it first thing after vacation. #nevent1q…p39p npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Have you tried drinking enough beer? 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Yeah, but also widely ignored with "banner blindness" or just as a decoration, rather than instructions to follow. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Reached the point in my life where non-nudity is for the benefit of others rather than my own shyness. Comfortable doing skinny dipping / walking back from communal showers barely covered as long as there's room for others to choose not to see me, but that's that. Still no way in hell for getting into public play, though. #someThingsNeverChange npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Remembered that there are dog collars/harnesses with things like "don't pet" / "no hugging." Having it socially acceptable for subs would be a huge QoL improvement. Today I just wanted to read and drink beer, was forced to chat almost every time I opened the book. #DontDisturb npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Sent a vacation photo from the hammock to my meme-wife, and in the corner my feet were visible. Just out of frame edge, not like her photo some days back where she put them dead centre with a cocktail and view from the second floor to the countryside. She knows about my kink-positive side, not in detail but in more concrete than vague shape, but not sure if she thought that through and framed it intentionally. Not her style though. NGL my mind served me a scenario or two (OK, exactly two) about how that image could play out. But there's no way to ask her about her true intentions without revealing my own hand. #wellplayed npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema How you dare to mock my trauma 😁 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Wind here is blowing harder than a sub's mouth on a strap after being told he's a good boy. #arrr npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Daughter lost an earring during the trip on the far shore of the lake. After late lunch (just garlic soup and simple spaghetti, but my debut cooking for a group of twelve), we decided to launch a search-and-rescue party. Too small to be picked up by a metal detector, so a bunch of other kids plus their guardians volunteered to lend eyes. So I took the helm of our little barge, crossed the lake, and now I'm sitting in the ship guarding it against potential burglars, waiting for the rest of the group to return with the loot. So I led a raiding party for the loot on the southern shores, I'm the getaway driver and the captain of the ship. #NotBadMeNotBadAtAll npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema In a hammock, reading a book, enjoying late morning coffee. Wondering I should get one for our garden too. But I think having it on the lakeside helps a lot. #vacation npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Also, wtf were you doing? 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Reminds me of some koan - akin to the D&D trope of the tavern sign saying "free beers tomorrow" (still true whenever you read it) - about where to find peace. The answer was "in me." People travelled to the wise man to find peace, not realising it was literally themselves. Anyway, I agree with the statement "I have the best one." npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Yeah, laughing is preferable option over crying. It's not amusing in the long run though 🤔 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Navigating complex social interactions sometimes makes me want it to be acceptable to just slap people and ask WHAT THE FUCK, MAN?! After a match-made-in-heaven that fit the rest of our clique like a lid on a pot (or, you know, like an ass on a bowl, pardon my French) got separated for reasons beyond note length, the male part of it mentioned that if I hadn't checked out her ass, I should - that she has qualities. That broke something in my mind, since until now I saw her as the group's younger sister, rather than as a girl. And now I saw her breastfeeding, nipple slipped, and my mind got confused even more. WHAT THE FUCK, MAN! If you hadn't acted like a fools (both of you), now I could be drinking beer with you and she could be giving milk to your baby. #rant npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Me to myself: *don't be weird* Friend: Making coffee in these lever machines is too much hassle, I'm lazy even at work and we have a one-button one there. Also me: I kinda like fiddling with buttons if it leads to a tasty outcome. #vacation npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Opportunity makes a thief. Maybe that's why when the kids were on the boat and we had the room alone, I got applause for my acts. Well, more like slaps over the balls, but the idea stands - it wasn't as punishment. While I'm usually not keen on short play sessions, it was too long, and She managed to bring me over with a tight grip on the balls. The sound of the other hand? It claps. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Single room, kids fast asleep, we wake up after putting them in bed, She's not sleepy yet, but not in the mood to join downstairs. Start changing into pyjamas when I lay by Her thighs. Caressing touch. She atypically guides my head #NeedLongerTongueButEnthusiastic Fingers help bring the bliss. The day's weariness caught up with Her, so after some caressing afterplay I head down solo to represent our family in the communal gathering. Wholeheartedly enjoyed that #FarAndFewBetween npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema But then, why does everything look like a nail when wielding a hammer? #checkmate npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema He is in the zone for that behind #LikeHeShould npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema That's not a no, just me clearing up expectations 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema You mean dip it in milk, eat it whole, lick up all the crumbs from the jar, and make sure I got everything by sticking my fingers in there? #NoCrumbLeftBehind npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Ok, I know I was preoccupied elsewhere for the second time, and I shouldn't complain that the rest of the group started preparing food without me... but come on. You can flavour the pan with garlic and sear a crust on that gnocchi. And for fuck's sake, pancake batter needs to rest for a while to let the flour grains soak up. That's the difference between hot egg mass from the pan and actual pancakes. #foodstr #rant npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema What does the app do? npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema That's just @nprofile…mhqr asking for permission. And let me assure you, he has a different concept of eating somebody 😁 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Despite network and client advances, using nostr on connectivity-challenged networks still sucks. #vacation npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Have you tried prompting "limit it only for localhost, it's for local benchmarking only" and then dropping the guard manually? npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I always thought - of course I have broad horizons, not necessarily only but significantly in the pervert side of humanity, after all it makes up at least half of the internet. Then two colleagues that I would put in the same work/life-balance bin as me had to google "shibari" after I shared the meme. Am I the pervert? No, it's them who do not procrastinate effectively enough. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Return to crime scene. Little more chocolate this time, but caramel is still finger licking great. #nevent1q…gry0 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Ordered matcha tea with coconut water on a whim. Couldn't taste the coconut at all, way worse than I remembered... Maybe it was because last time I had it with vanilla ice cream. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema But if you yearn just to earn, it kinda defuses the concept, wouldn't it, mon ami? 😅😁 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Brings back memories of Allegiance (game by Microsoft, half space flight sim, half RTS). I was not the best, but better than average (by my opinion and by ranking). The player base is dwindling and you need quite a few players to get a fair game. There are weekly matches (in a not-so-good timeslot for me) that get some presence, but I haven't played for so long and the community has released a bunch of both balancing and new content patches. I couldn't remember the old tech tree now, much less any of the new ones. Similar story as with Minecraft - I cherish the memory more, I guess... Yet I have it installed on all computers, just for the feeling that once, I could go again. #nevent1q…7jca npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema "Lucky number Slevin" for those of us following at home. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Hand in a bucket of hydrogel beads. Scratches all the good places in my primal mind. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema The good kind or the "universe send him to teach you a lesson or two" kind?