okasion :fedoralinux:

Punished developer, aged FreeBSD/Linux hero. old indie gamedev.

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2026-08-03 00:55:25 CEST

I hope this last week with my current age, doesn't gets any worse than the pipe leak I'm waiting for the plumber to fix.
I hope I read more novels and less psychology books on loneliness and suicide.
I hope to do right the things that are on my reach.
Good night and thanks for the company on a lonely Sunday, may your week also begins well.
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2026-08-02 23:02:40 CEST

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@nprofile…le9r you too, my friend; but don't say it like we are not gonna talk again...! :ablobcatheartsqueeze:

2026-08-02 00:45:41 CEST

@nprofile…le9r
This is from a random house in Japan. Imagine knowing the language, food for the imagination for a life.
You have to organize them though.
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2026-07-25 21:29:53 CEST

Play your free local copy of Alice in Cradle with foxes included, today!
(no Steam necessary, works with a default new bottle config in Linux)
https://aliceincradle.com/
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2026-07-25 19:15:37 CEST

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@nprofile…a4lr agree
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2026-07-01 23:23:42 CEST

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@nprofile…le9r it was definitely something special, it grasped so many of us instantaneously. I think we were beginning to get too comfortable with games telling what to do and where to go. This was so different, so trippy, there were so many things to discover. I still remember the weird shapes, the sounds of the Yume Nikki walking, when you finally get the bike, and of course, of the ending.
I think the closest to a fascination game like that I ever felt again was Undertale (which was NOT made in RPG Maker, but GameMaker, another completely different engine). But remained the style almost as if it would have been made with the former, though some parts like the "action/Touhou" scenes would have been impossible.
Omori didn't catch me fully, and the little I have tried of the demo of Deltarune left me confused. I heard you got to be involved with the community to understand the later so I think I'll sadly pass it, even though I love Toby Fox tunes.

2026-05-22 11:53:29 CEST

Good morning hidamari, it's finally Friday.
I feel I said the same a week ago. Or was it yesterday?
it doesn't matter, it's Sanae Friday!!! do your best! do your worst! push to production, let Github Actions take the blame!
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2026-05-10 14:52:47 CEST

Good morning
The wheel of time keeps spinning, you all have to keep living and working and loving to not fall behind. (the last requirement it's not an obligation, but it's recommended in the long run).
You want to maintain your $\beta $ <- this should be a Greek b, I can't paste it, I can't even attempt to try writing it using their ASCII number because it changes tab. Technology it's broken.
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2026-04-26 00:26:47 CEST

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@nprofile…le9r @nprofile…29ua the art style and the quotes makes me remember Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei

2026-04-17 18:51:18 CEST

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2026-03-07 18:12:03 CET

Waiting for Aki to finally reach South America so the sun and its blindingly strong rays subside to let her settle down for a few months.
Leaves change to autumn colors—dark green, charcoal, then brown. Many die and fall to the ground, while winter creeps in and Letty does her lazy patrolling.
The trees wait until the next spring for new, young, light green leaves to take their place, when Lily White will already be playing around. And later, the scorching sun will begin its attack again. But that... that is left for Yuuka’s enjoyment.
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2026-03-04 03:36:25 CET

Tomorrow remember
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2026-02-25 21:32:32 CET

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@nprofile…le9r didn't know about your blog, bookmarked for when I have time

2026-02-25 18:21:28 CET

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@nprofile…le9r I find the lesser research on Greek culture sad and oddly interesting. My grandmother had Greek books, plates, and even an ancient mechanical clock.
I didn't appreciate these "relics" enough until I grow up and became interested in my ancestry, by that time they got lost when she passed away. At least I was aware sometimes and have some pictures.
I feel as if modern culture not only does not care about Greek history, texts and scripts, but if these can be forgotten, it would be better for some group of people. Can't help but make me a little sad.
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2026-02-21 22:03:34 CET

In Plato's philosophy, the physical world is copies of eternal ideals existing in a higher, non-perfect material realm.
Gensokyo fits this neatly as the ideal realm of fantasy, physically real within its boundaries, metaphysically defined by illusion and forgotten myths.
That's so neat. Alice would be my wife and Marisa my best friend.
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2026-01-05 12:39:51 CET

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2025-10-13 14:01:01 CEST

The leaves are falling in the North, people of the cities are commuting to their works, buses and cars and trains are running, planes are flying, boats are... floating? it's not a matter of emotions anymore, the system only needs motion from us.
Back to Gensokyo, one of the Aki sisters are taking a stroll on her favorite season...
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2025-10-07 22:45:32 CEST

How did you people learnt to be *calm and organized* everyday, from when you're all alone in your place, to when you're outside sit in the bus or metro, how do you stop your self conscious from thinking both about how you ended up alone reading a book in your place all alone, and about what the other people around you is thinking in case you attracted too much attention, which again, your self conscious will tell you it's very possible if you dare asking the question, because it is the only... thing, muscle, fiber, entity, tissue, node? that will never lie to you, because although it's not you, it is the closest to yourself you, even if you probably don't realize it? are you sure now that you can stop it? :illya_triggered:
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2025-10-04 13:39:00 CEST

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2025-09-11 10:54:41 CEST

Yesterday I finally got submitted to an Endoscopy that I totally didn't want to have due to anesthesia -because of my prior problems, I was super afraid that it wouldn't work properly on me, like it wouldn't be able to knock me out properly and I would wake up in the middle of the procedure. I know, but that really scared me more than anything.
Well the anesthesia went without problem, I barely remember it, but the doctor couldn't finish the Endoscopy to see what was wrong with me, because he found too much blood while going into the gastrointestinal tract with the microcamera due to an upper gastrointestinal bleeding.
Due to how things happened during the day, I came back home for "rest" until there's a date for the procedure aka surgery. I also got explained why I have been feeling more tired than usual, with some blood going to places it shouldn't (use your imagination), it causes a lack of iron, which causes the sudden tiredness.
I have been going from being so depressed to so angry, this already was affecting my working performance and therefore I'm in a dire economy situation. I'm going to leave my old ko-fi here if someone can help me, for the first time I'm not ashamed in e-begging: https://ko-fi.com/touhoumoot
Please help me so I don't have to worry so much about bills and my mental meds on top of this bloody thing.
I practically have no family, only my cousin and uncle are left and they always wanted me far from the family.
I will do my best to keep working even when I feel suddenly tired, because that's when depression hits the worse.
The last pic it's a paper napkin from when I woke up and sneeze my nose.
Sorry for the quality of the pics.
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2025-09-07 22:33:46 CEST

:ablobcatheartsqueeze:
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2025-08-23 15:09:20 CEST

Good Saturday morning~
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2025-08-22 15:46:08 CEST

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2025-08-22 14:09:33 CEST

(You) made it.
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2025-08-21 11:12:37 CEST

Thursdays are usually complicated days in my experience, try to take it easy but don't loose your way, I'll try to do the same
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2025-08-16 19:22:46 CEST

Man I like and try to post positive yet -realistic-according-to-the-world-we-live-in-right-now- pictures for this -these communities, hidamari and cawfee, because the communities have the people I feel closest with.. I try almost everyday, but I recently had some strange health problems that are new for me that made my loneliness-induced-depression a lot worse. No reason in particular why I'm posting this either...
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2025-08-16 14:33:19 CEST

Try to enjoy your Saturday even if nothing eventful happens~
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2025-08-15 14:24:42 CEST

Have a nice morning people, enjoy your last working day for those with weekly jobs~
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2025-08-11 18:02:48 CEST

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@nprofile…lq09 look for something to do or remember a problem you haven't solved yet in order to forget about drinking (but don't forget taking the antibiotics!). You can also treat yourself to nice food for some days too. Just try to don't start smoking.

2025-08-11 15:49:29 CEST

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@nprofile…ue0q @nprofile…vqps are you implying Suiseiseki fund child rape, participate in genocides, and destroy her body with chemicals?

2025-08-11 15:44:22 CEST

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@nprofile…vqps meds are kinda open source by law, you just don't have the utilities to compile them

2025-08-11 15:39:12 CEST

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@nprofile…vqps have you ever been to a doctor for a mental checkup? don't take it wrong, it is a normal thing nowadays in the society we are forced to live

2025-08-11 15:34:55 CEST

Rise and shine anon, a new Monday is here~
and remember, always take your meds when going outside~
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2025-08-09 16:21:44 CEST

Good late morning Saturday
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2025-08-07 18:22:58 CEST

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2025-08-07 13:38:38 CEST

hello, tomorrow it's my birthday
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2025-08-06 03:15:14 CEST

I love this wallpaper, not too bright, not too dark, and it has Miku with glasses
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2025-08-06 02:29:05 CEST

I had an exquisite wonderful siesta between 4pm and 9pm. Man I must be tired. I took the liberty of doing so because:
1) I try every year for the week of my birthday to be able to take it easy
2) I was feeling super sleepy probably because of my med hitting well and in a good way, plus I had to woke up at 7am this morning to do some chores I had in my IRL queue
It's remarkable how sleeping well and in comfort balances your mood
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2025-08-05 21:30:34 CEST

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2025-08-04 01:14:49 CEST

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2025-08-02 15:40:03 CEST

Happy Kirisame Saturday~
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2025-08-01 16:02:13 CEST

Happy Friday people~
It's already August first, and in only 8 days I'm turning 40 years old... yes, I am that old friends
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2025-08-01 05:47:08 CEST

I had some really strange and worrisome problems during today while installing multiple Linux distros; will expand tomorrow, this was a serious problem I nor anyone ever had
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2025-07-31 18:55:09 CEST

dropping this here just because nostalgia
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2025-07-28 20:23:20 CEST

VA-11 Hall-A on a ZX Spectrum
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2025-07-28 15:07:04 CEST

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2025-07-28 14:50:02 CEST

don't forget to take your meds~
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2025-07-27 19:51:56 CEST

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2025-07-27 16:15:44 CEST

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2025-07-26 22:17:23 CEST

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2025-07-26 13:56:02 CEST

...and I know most people won't care, games that does not give instant or fast Dopamine reward are fewer every day, being buried in unpopularity.
Still, for that niche audience that still enjoys taking a hot coffee on a cold day while slowly advancing on an adventure game close to the heater, there has not been a better game like the newly released "The Drifter" for much time. This is not just a recommendation to justify posting something.
https://www.gog.com/en/game/the_drifter
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2025-07-26 13:23:05 CEST

Hope we have a good f̶r̶i̶d̶a̶y̶ Saturday and don't forget to take your meds anon
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2025-07-26 02:11:13 CEST

In the span of only two months I have received the following mails from Gmail and Outlook about my accounts.
I mostly use these accounts to receive mail and I very rarely send mail, is this enough to close them?
My Gmail account it's associated with some games as the recovery mail, and the Outlook one it's associated with my Windows 10 (login?) account.
Can you help me here? I'm not only new to this, but I never expected it
PS: I am aware I'm publishing the mail address in plaintext, but although I do use these accounts for some things, these are not my main ones.
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2025-07-25 18:37:14 CEST

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@nprofile…y62z I agree, the problem in this case is the "chainsaw" ideology, which refers to a drastic cost-cutting approach that some provinces in the country adopted early last year...
at first, they followed this strategy, with severe budget cuts and economic reforms... but this approach is backfiring really bad as far as I know, leading to *serious* economic problems and the streets being empty, high unemployment rates, factory closures, and other industrial downturns.
And to make matters worse, *the provinces haven't received the expected financial support from the central government, which is supposed to distribute shared funds to all provinces*, even after just some months ago we received $20B dollars by the IMF.
This is way what should be reasonable in a federate country is making everyone more poor.
I am so tired of politics and politicians dood... sometimes I wonder if Argentina it's one of the worse countries in this aspect.

2025-07-25 17:50:03 CEST

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@nprofile…y62z as a federal republic, Argentina ideally distributes resources equitably among its provinces -however, Milei has adopted an "innovative approach", asserting that provinces should assume responsibility for their own debts. Consequently, he has adjusted federal funding allocations based on each province's fiscal performance.
Now 9 of I believe 12 governors are openly against him -which reflects on the congress and senate.

2025-07-25 17:37:08 CEST

Hello lovely people, it's me, the old loser okasion from the soviet Buenos Aires
Since Milei's chainsaw cutted through education and *public health*, hospitals are not accepting new persons unless it's a life or death emergency, which means no more studies or medication unless you have a prepaid healthcare.
Also 1/3 of the public schools have closed because they can afford the minimum wages to hire personal, much less to habilitate the building.
I'll just let you know that Milei's great success it's a charade for the outside world and soon his close relation with important zionist Jews will have one -if not the worst- impact for our country, natural resources, and it's people. For example, just some days ago, we sold all our estate run-water to Mekorot Israeli Water.
I don't want to talk more about this, but this is the reason I was hospitalized due to lack of my meds and was forced to travel to find a place that they can help me for some time. I'm back at my home now.
Sorry for the gloom news, but I wanted to let you people know why I was offline for an important time.
It's good to see you all here, I'll be telling as time pass why I couldn't post.
Happy Friday
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2025-06-21 21:26:20 CEST

Watching -non American or British- English speaking retrotubers calms me down while I cook and have dinner, I have been doing this for a while now, I wonder what's the psychology to it.
Maybe it's a sign of early internet dementia, like me being conformed using Windows 10 when the unique job I got requires using Linux box and Docker, so you think using WSL 2 it's cool because you have "both worlds".
I'm turning *really old* on August 8th friends.
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2025-06-21 14:16:30 CEST

Guten Tag my lovely Venice
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2025-06-20 16:40:50 CEST

Good morning... today it's holiday here and no one knows why, but all shops are closed, there's almost no cars or public transport in the streets... so what I did you ask? I woke up early in the morning when the streets were totally empty -aside for the people that sleeps out there- and walked sleepy and slowly, but surely, to the pharmacy to bought my Pregabalin, also bought some pomelos (the translation would be grapefruit but Google says they are not technically the same fruit, so I'm uploading a pic below) which happens to be the best fruit God invented and bestowed on Earth. Then I walked back to the mines.
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2025-06-19 22:38:03 CEST

People, does your Notifications left panel load by default half as the usual notifs it did before, am I noticing correctly, or is it just me being lazy, stupid and dumb?
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2025-06-15 16:31:53 CEST

Morning
Today here is father's day, so I wish you a very nice day to those who are dads, and a reminder to those who still have a father, maybe call him, be glad you can talk and/or see him, unless he sucks, which I doubt but you know better
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2025-06-15 00:12:27 CEST

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@nprofile…y62z you should do the same brother

2025-06-15 00:09:02 CEST

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@nprofile…y62z I didn't expect you to actually reply... so you can tell me... uhhhh, that I'm a schizo and everything will be alright perhaps? :blobcatcomfthink:

2025-06-15 00:06:26 CEST

Is anyone familiar with Strudel? https://strudel.cc/workshop/getting-started/

2025-06-14 23:38:46 CEST

We can talk about geopolitics and the state of the world, or we can talk about Touhoufest
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2025-06-14 22:12:01 CEST

@nprofile…y62z why are they trying really hard to spread this stupid meme? how are they gonna psyop Latin and South America into this conflict?
#nevent1q…c7vv

2025-06-12 14:18:23 CEST

Good morning I'm here
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2025-06-10 15:39:54 CEST

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@nprofile…uc90 morning macintosh

2025-06-10 15:32:05 CEST

Oh, good morning
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2025-06-09 14:39:00 CEST

Good morning (had a bad morning)
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2025-06-08 18:11:44 CEST

It's Sunday again, literally already Monday on Japan...
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2025-06-07 16:00:00 CEST

Morning fedi
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2025-06-07 15:54:59 CEST

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@nprofile…uc90 good morning mac

2025-06-06 16:45:21 CEST

Be cautious today.
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2025-06-04 14:33:04 CEST

Good morning
Well I have been to another doctor, I'm much better as in, I don't feel like passing out on mornings due to not being able to breath, and usually during the day when my meds kicked in well into my system, I can forget for 6~ hours the bronchospasm. But I'm not cured, and I still have to buy the damn medicine for this condition, which makes me look for help in remote places, literally.
What I have found that's really frustrating and makes me feel *really* old everytime, it's when I ask doctors, my cousin, or even some AI, "how this happened to me, because I never had any respiratory problems in all my life?", the answer is the same across the board: it is a response of the body. It's not a virus, it's not a bacteria, it's very different from asthma, and it's not contagious. A response to what then? it could be to anything.
This answer immediately makes me ask "will I have bronchospasm all my life from now on then?"
All doctors I have asked this, always answers in a "oh you silly" way, "No. Usually bronchospasm last 3 weeks, or in longer cases 3 months".
That's it. What makes it lasts the longer case? it's the time the body adapts to the reaction.
I solemnly thanks those who reads these posts I have been writing. I too prefer a good morning with some Touhou imagery or something cute and/or funny.
Having a new condition so difficult to live with, that began one day suddenly, that makes having giant rolls of paper tissues a priority and makes you stand up 15+ times per morning to spit on the toilet mucus and then 10+ times the same before bed, when you have your little programming/sysadmin job that you do sit down, and you also have to change your almost non existant social habits, to having tissues on you all the time, when you go out, take the sub, etc; makes you have dark (or realistic?) thoughts when it's a new day, the sun is rising, and you are thinking, it's time to wake up and suffer some more again, I am almost universally old. Does it worth waking up?
I don't want to make drama with this, I am asking again for help to buy my medicine. It costs around $20 and it lasts a week~
I have a ko-fi from the times when I made this Touhou fangame built on Linux, for Windows and Linux if someone can help me please: https://ko-fi.com/touhoumoot
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2025-06-01 18:22:38 CEST

She's trying to finish FTL today
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2025-05-31 21:46:01 CEST

oh, you again saturday night existencial crisis
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2025-05-31 16:52:09 CEST

>edit C:\Windows\System32\License.rtf and change "Windows 10" for "Windows 11" with some text editor like notepad
>open cmd
>sudo update
>sudo apt upgrade --without-new-bloat
>sudo apt full-upgrade
>reboot system

2025-05-31 15:19:33 CEST

good morning lads
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2025-05-30 13:22:28 CEST

Good morning neighbours
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2025-05-23 15:58:49 CEST

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@nprofile…cq6k @nprofile…wt5h my problem always have been that I explain too much and easily go on tangents.

2025-05-23 15:38:54 CEST

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@nprofile…cq6k @nprofile…wt5h true enough.
You also get points that gives you badges, I never took the time to check if it has any usefulness.

2025-05-23 15:34:46 CEST

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@nprofile…6ak9 all 3 doctors I went to checked my back with the stethoscope, and the first did take a x-ray of the lungs.
The first gave me a corticosteroid called Meprednisone, it helped for a week, but wasn't a cure at all, as soon I had no more I was right as before.
The last made me a Rx for a medication called Acemuk, which is a drug called acetylcysteine that "dissolves" to liquid the mucus that won't come out, to explain it in a easy way. It is really potent and works wonders, but it seems to me it is more ike a great fix rather than a cure -however, it is what the doctor told me: 3 weeks of this medication is what I need to get better. I'm on the second week.
Thanks for caring.
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2025-05-23 15:19:43 CEST

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@nprofile…6ak9 thanks, I have been to 3 clinic doctors already, we have public healthcare here, so every visit it's very express if you know what I mean

2025-05-23 13:03:50 CEST

I know nobody wants to read this, specially when waking up... but I just thrown a lot of blood (pure, red, without mucus). It scared the hell out of me, I thought I got something broken inside, but at no point I felt pain at all.
I decided to cancel some things I had to do today and take it easy, for real /jp/ style.
After almost an hour I began to thrown out more classic pure mucus, at first half red half green/yellow, and later with no red at all. I want to emphasize if something happens to me and somebody ever read this,that at no point I felt pain, just the usual bothering mucus in the bronchus while breathing, which as time passes, usually in 3 or 4 hours (pretty much when it's midday), it almost goes away thanks to the medicine that I have been taken.
I don't know anymore friends... I wasn't told it would be like this, but I have no option but to soldier on.
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2025-05-21 15:10:02 CEST

Morning fedi, it's really cold (10°C @ 10am) but I coughed a little less than usual during the morning....
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2025-05-20 17:51:49 CEST

This is my bronchospasm medication, Acetylcysteine.
I have to take 2 doses of 600mg every 12 hours, which translates to 2 pills per day, which means every "tube" I buy only lasts 5 days.
And one of the doctors I asked how long I should take the mediication, told me the treatment for "chronic bronchospasm" lasts 3 weeks.
I have no money, but I need to advance on a project so a coworker transfers me something; the problem is that while I can breath better, I still have fever... I never thought in my life that at my age I would have to try to work with fever.
Someone here that shall remain unnamed already helped me last week, can I ask for some more help to continue the medication? send a chat, or ask for my ko-fi?
BTW none of you have an idea of much I hate having to make these posts.
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2025-05-19 22:10:24 CEST

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2025-05-19 10:26:02 CEST

>Woke up at 4.30am because I had a coughing attack like those Walter White had in Breaking Bad, couging for 15 minutes "plasticized" mucus and drops of blood.
>Opened all windows even if it's cold at 9°C
>Made a coffee to take both my meds that seems to have increased
>I know have continous drips of water from my nose and have used all the kitchen paper so I have to use the toilet paper for my nose
>Feel like shit right now, I used to be very concerned about not making noises specially at this time of the night because neighbours
>I can hear I have been waking up the woman from the upper floor because it seems she moves her bed or something that makes wood vs floor sounds as a way of protest (?) when I cough and sneeze very hard and loud, but what the fuck can I do
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2025-05-19 01:52:06 CEST

>Sunday night
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2025-05-19 00:20:44 CEST

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2025-05-19 00:08:59 CEST

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@nprofile…uc90 no, because the current office is pro Trump and president's first ally it's USA, the government has made important deals so civilians are able to free/easy make trade with USA, the government opposition used the Mercado Libre (like Amazon here) publicity motif to decept people that guns will be able to be bought easily. I tried to my best to explain :blobcat0_0:

2025-05-11 22:54:03 CEST

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2025-05-11 22:36:26 CEST

Friends, what is vibe coding?

2025-04-26 01:07:24 CEST

wtf, we stablished I hate you and you hate me a long time ago Windows, what are trying to do now?
seriously, what is this about guys? it happened suddenly out of nothing, and when it finished it did reboot like nothing happened? no log, not even a warning of what was the problem?
inb4 "it's a hardware problem", which didn't happened during 2 years of using Debian
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