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things I am grateful for today:
• flowers
• my jobs!!
• my friends (genuinely the best people in entire world)
• seeing maisie peters and conan gray live on a whim (for free!!)
• opportunities to express my creativity
• my classes

2024-10-23 00:32:30 CEST

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I actually hate the freeze dried ones 😭 I can see the appeal, just not my thing

2024-10-22 21:27:00 CEST

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2024-10-22 21:25:18 CEST

idgaf that skittles are not fit for human consumption !!

2024-10-22 08:22:06 CEST

🌸🌸🌸 https://image.nostr.build/ef47b8fb1b72b2890f96417f352e7bf8776946e706eb8f76672394f1e8927f91.jpg

2024-10-22 01:17:30 CEST

Conan Gray gets me 🥸

2024-10-21 09:09:07 CEST

I will forever be so grateful because I just got to hear this live tonight and I found out last night when my friend invited me. It healed something within me. the universe literally shifted for me to hear this. https://image.nostr.build/8036ce18cff39dda28696a5e33b97028fb30bc28e01e7e9d01248651b12fc803.jpg #note1fyj…q92w

2024-10-19 23:16:57 CEST

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oh… that’s not!
hope it worked tho 🤞

2024-10-19 23:13:07 CEST

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lowkey… yeah lmao
it’s such a wide range of people in the role so some people are way too strict, chill enough, or absolutely breaking so many rules themselves

2024-10-19 23:10:25 CEST

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it’s for college dorms, typically older students who just kind of are a point of contact for residents and we also do rounds of the building to make sure things are in order (it’s scheduled shifts tho so not all the time)

2024-10-19 23:09:30 CEST

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it’s def an American thing. I know in a lot of European countries the role doesn’t really exist.

2024-10-19 23:05:31 CEST

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resident assistant in the dorms… I only have 6 weeks left tho
lowkey hated doing it last year but I’m in a different building now and the atmosphere is sooo much better

2024-10-19 22:54:24 CEST

was doing rounds of my building today because I am an RA and stopped to take this picture. sometimes life is really beautiful if you take a moment to appreciate it. https://image.nostr.build/988d171e2d301d58a578d5aa7473d33a5c8afad051e016dfde6e9b6e5fbf4545.jpg

2024-10-19 05:58:08 CEST

I love you, I’m sorry

2024-10-16 18:56:20 CEST

full moon in Aries 😈
full moon in Aries conjuct Chiron 😔

2024-10-14 02:51:35 CEST

October is for cutting people off <3

2024-10-14 00:35:23 CEST

the voices in my head are telling me to get the Taco Bell veggie cravings box with a chalupa, bean burrito, potato’s and a Baja blast ✨✨✨

2024-10-14 00:22:16 CEST

you want me to lock in?? bitch I’m locked OUT ❌

2024-10-13 23:29:50 CEST

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absolutely. I don’t have a car and rarely drive, so I can be a bit anxious on the road but today went great! the park was also a big plus, loved walking around and seeing dragonfly’s and ducks.

2024-10-13 23:18:09 CEST

went to a farmers market (lowkey bust it was so hot), successfully drove my friends car, then got to a park and felt a little more reconnected with nature. also got some tea. https://image.nostr.build/844020a647b4270c730519823c6a8d402798fb1971d6101c6f2a54bfce4b2ecb.jpg https://image.nostr.build/0ee269a26af120c9c56433f24d3a81de955ed3c6de6b35da049e8a110e27a347.jpg https://image.nostr.build/2a61c8b484a2ecfbb6b57c39e525afae29d3298553cfb88f421aa720ac1a0960.jpg

2024-10-13 19:27:21 CEST

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I’m sure chatgpt would have something to say

2024-10-13 07:09:40 CEST

frequently used emojis ✨ https://image.nostr.build/df5cd1cfbeefc5ac1ed4621d4b2e7ee4115f0c53df15d2d5cf92d2a3909d07c4.jpg

2024-10-13 00:52:50 CEST

asked the universe to give me the strength to get through my sadness and then twenty minutes later I start posting a ton of TikToks… mania strikes again 😎

2024-10-12 20:38:35 CEST

when I’m feeling depressed, I just remember that I am doing infinitely better than I was several years ago and even last year. I honestly have felt so much better since putting that into perspective. I don’t need to punish myself for my sadness and (big shocker here) that makes me feel a lot better than the self hatred.

2024-10-12 06:47:44 CEST

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agreed

2024-10-12 06:47:37 CEST

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as you should

2024-10-12 06:47:27 CEST

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thank u 🫡

2024-10-12 04:59:17 CEST

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yesss that sounds so nice

2024-10-12 04:59:07 CEST

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Thanks! I’m going up a mountain next weekend for sure

2024-10-12 04:58:47 CEST

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nah it was a good idea, I’ll turn myself back off tonight and hopefully have entertaining dreams

2024-10-12 04:11:29 CEST

I just want to run away to the mountains 😔 or the coast. I just need a little more escapism in my life.

2024-10-12 03:34:26 CEST

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yes…

2024-10-12 03:34:19 CEST

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I absolutely agree

2024-10-12 03:06:10 CEST

the good thing about feeling melodramatic is that you actually get the urge to write again. wrote three poems this morning. I’ve been suppressing a lot of my sadness this past month and I feel glad I was able to break through that barrier today.

2024-10-12 01:32:23 CEST

at least I don’t have a victim complex 🦋

2024-10-12 01:20:06 CEST

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I have been doing a lot of these things, I just am hoping to get out in nature soon. Next weekend I’m going up to mount lemmon.
I was in a boring Meeting when I posted that, but I just need an escape from my endless hours of working & doing classes.
I just am hoping for the weather to cool down a bit because I’ve been tabling on the mall and it’s been so hot and I got a scalp sunburn last week. thanks for the suggestions.

2024-10-12 00:43:36 CEST

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I don’t have a car and none of my friends want to do shit 😔

2024-10-12 00:43:20 CEST

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it’s not even that, I just want to go places but I don’t have a car

2024-10-12 00:27:56 CEST

I’m really bored and it’s making me sad

2024-10-11 22:22:08 CEST

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yes but I feel it in a way that is feminine (jk I just like that phrase)

2024-10-11 22:17:39 CEST

the feminine urge to run away

2024-10-11 21:54:04 CEST

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Listen to Crucify!

2024-10-11 21:28:00 CEST

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In a sense, yes

2024-10-11 21:27:49 CEST

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yeah my migraines go in and out in phases (like one month a few years ago I got one every day). I think it’s from wearing my glasses too much and also not enough lol

2024-10-11 21:07:25 CEST

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💜

2024-10-11 21:07:10 CEST

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I fear i have turned back to poetry

2024-10-11 21:06:47 CEST

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I’ve been listening to Tori Amos.

2024-10-11 21:01:18 CEST

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post nut melancholy?

2024-10-11 20:54:20 CEST

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real.

2024-10-11 20:47:28 CEST

horny posting? nah, sad posting. feeling melodramatic and melancholic today.
sometimes you just need a good cry.

2024-10-11 20:05:21 CEST

I’m so ready to turn 21 (it’s not going to change my life in any way shape or form)

2024-10-11 19:51:00 CEST

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I’m acting like an idiot 😎👮🏻‍♂️

2024-10-11 19:47:39 CEST

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there are so many songs I love that I just can’t listen to and as soon as they start, I have to skip them or I’ll start crying.

2024-10-11 19:46:41 CEST

I think the one of the worst things about a break up is that even three months later, I can’t listen to love songs.

2024-10-11 19:14:07 CEST

I think about it all the time

2024-10-11 04:07:30 CEST

I HATE MIGRAINES

2024-10-10 22:37:32 CEST

the universe is shifting and it’s all for me ☀️

2024-10-10 19:55:14 CEST

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good morning ☀️

2024-10-10 19:29:08 CEST

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I’ve been trying, I just also have kind of a chaotic schedule which makes it a little more difficult

2024-10-10 18:24:01 CEST

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well my problem is, I wake up early, am so exhausted until like 5pm, and then once I finally feel less dead I am supposed to go to bed and then I can’t

2024-10-10 18:20:59 CEST

wishing that I was a morning person again

2024-10-08 21:18:44 CEST

this song was really important for me last October and this year I find it even more applicable. life goes on and some days are hard, but hurt gets easier as time goes on. https://image.nostr.build/1134dda4b8857d70747f3aaa852ec684757d888a00435213b3fa09b0c2e53854.jpg

2024-10-08 21:07:40 CEST

felt whimsical yesterday when I made one of my coworkers stop to look at the moon with me and she went “aww I never think to stop and look at the moon.”
daily reminder to take a moment and appreciate the natural world around us :)
life is busy but we can always take a second to stand still and think beyond ourselves. https://image.nostr.build/7cd16f8fa76d890e2d7a3deaf9e4a9dcd9858103e601c83dda99580edc665b2b.jpg

2024-10-08 17:50:00 CEST

When it’s October 8 and my last two October 8ths were canon events and I cannot handle that on a Tuesday

2024-10-08 17:24:35 CEST

I fear that I am starting to miss the rain…

2024-10-08 10:03:23 CEST

me when beauty of the world 🥰🥰🥰

2024-10-08 07:33:48 CEST

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is she a baddie at least?

2024-10-08 07:01:01 CEST

baddie baddie shot o clock, I say minutes before throwing up in a kitchen sink

2024-10-06 09:49:13 CEST