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Last Notes

2026-07-15 23:48:30 UTC

restart

2026-07-15 23:13:37 UTC

want to be able to work

2026-07-15 22:27:35 UTC

want to work there

2026-07-15 20:34:23 UTC

trapped in the wrong place, don’t know how to break free

2026-07-12 12:27:04 UTC

restart and reboot
…again
& again

2026-07-07 05:46:33 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/37db0f50433ffd04deeb6300819c95aaabbb4b886f38fb39f7f1c6e02b1231e0.gif

2026-07-05 06:05:00 UTC

https://youtu.be/qKVsF2yiAUA?si=AClow2OhZngcs3C2

2026-07-04 11:07:03 UTC

https://youtu.be/Nym5stAJAt8?si=YE09P8Dud7V71r7q

2026-07-01 00:27:25 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/7b20a6979621010f9ab5c883a567d9ac7750444e5490de887efec663c976ae6b.gif

2026-06-28 21:42:51 UTC

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2026-06-17 08:12:36 UTC

https://youtu.be/bqtMJ391poA?si=FV4RkrUSMtEQlMLe

2026-06-17 07:56:22 UTC

https://youtu.be/AxvKwincjC4?si=aVAZbEXPY_7_mgEP

2026-06-14 15:04:17 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/7a9d299c5a0fb92a72cf5f6cb961f045a13dc50c348c62325b621bb2ef520a6c.gif

2026-06-13 17:11:54 UTC

Bitchat was mentioned, but not nostr.

2026-06-13 15:48:41 UTC

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2026-06-13 03:58:49 UTC

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2026-06-13 03:17:32 UTC

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2026-06-13 02:59:16 UTC

🧭
https://blossom.primal.net/c10c842fcaf61375c24d2855ab9fab586a84f9ec3d3866c5389fb59e0d8620f2.png

2026-06-13 02:55:42 UTC

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2026-06-12 12:55:06 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/0cbc2bfd7964379f46e0c85760466b6549095342f6fae95fda71d697b49672b5.jpg

2026-06-11 01:42:21 UTC

need to surround yourself w/ more geniuses from more diverse categories
(who deliver ofc)

2026-05-31 12:03:41 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/aa3c367ae9853c486d4efbb76775156cb6e84976d12c5d723603eac32856b275.gif

2026-05-31 11:44:45 UTC

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2026-05-29 09:15:04 UTC

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2026-05-24 12:05:49 UTC

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2026-04-12 14:04:38 UTC

dealing w/ a profession
99%
scam artists
or idiots
(angry at myself for being unable to hire properly)
the 1% don’t take on cases that give them any downside

2026-04-12 13:16:04 UTC

actually the situation is not that simple
it needs to end though

2026-04-12 12:11:10 UTC

https://youtu.be/Oty-POynR6k?si=bCfCyomHr875XX2a

2026-04-12 05:46:07 UTC

was bookmarking and reposting content to record daily stream of thoughts
account was suspended and deleted

2026-04-12 05:43:10 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/34ac1f3aa8164971aa25134a4833c35445c5e2630a1be0c47d98abed48d2fa98.jpg
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2026-04-11 14:30:54 UTC

https://youtu.be/EmEnpQ5yr3o?si=vSGJDGrhpscKHvvY

2026-04-11 10:53:50 UTC

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2026-04-10 09:23:24 UTC

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2026-04-09 13:12:54 UTC

“The largest part of what we call ‘personality’ is determined by how we’ve opted to defend ourselves against anxiety and sadness.” — Alain de Botton

2026-04-08 11:15:43 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/cdd10199a0f6e0b8877e927c32e8ab2bc673bd0f019db558ff77db1da4b628ed.jpg

2026-04-06 14:45:34 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/16df916c44bed08857ce5a99a3ef77ecfc154939b9a6e9a138e57c820202f77f.gif

2026-04-04 09:57:15 UTC

by Carl Jung:
To love someone else is easy, but to love what you are, the thing that is yourself, is just as if you were embracing a glowing red-hot iron: it burns into you and that is very painful. Therefore, to love somebody else in the first place is always an escape which we all hope for, and we all enjoy it when we are capable of it. But in the long run, it comes back on us. You cannot stay away from yourself forever, you have to return, have to come to that experiment, to know whether you really can love. That is the question-whether you can love yourself, and that will be the test.

2026-03-30 14:00:17 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/4d4699818b827b37ce68f504e48784cb38a75a0259308b913082cf68b05447b5.jpg

2026-03-28 13:56:28 UTC

🗣️ ➡️ 💨🫥

2026-03-22 11:08:08 UTC

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2026-03-21 23:43:29 UTC

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2026-03-21 23:40:10 UTC

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2026-03-21 14:44:32 UTC

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2026-03-21 10:26:42 UTC

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2026-03-21 07:55:31 UTC

Didn’t expect to appreciate chatting w/ ai abt my worries that normally cost at least $100/hr

2026-03-21 07:08:37 UTC

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2026-03-20 23:59:09 UTC

you write mixed messages
https://blossom.primal.net/2929cdf0e027ac63f29d84f26994fb14ba2619617119f30001ccc40036998998.gif

2026-03-14 13:45:57 UTC

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2026-03-14 13:21:46 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/266ab60c0c901608c0f576bd119e8af80818395c432277a9685889bb097b2552.gif

2026-03-07 12:48:59 UTC

https://youtu.be/yUbTU1ojKho?si=zhaDanSXOC5hKnuK

2026-03-06 15:52:27 UTC

https://youtu.be/TK1Ij_-mank?si=JDVTuxQNC_R71aBy

2026-03-06 15:37:48 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/fd4941d1a4c17f8b54d34b09ab6a8998a0ad8e1c408f4e9b9f8ade9704459a93.gif

2026-03-06 15:36:25 UTC

make darkness disappear

2026-03-06 12:25:37 UTC

“push away”

2026-03-06 10:30:20 UTC

am getting
tired of
“useless”
&
“temporary”
relationships

2026-03-06 08:11:34 UTC

“use & discard” humans

2026-03-06 06:07:14 UTC

selfishness

2026-03-06 00:03:13 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/856c780c831530944dc85d1254fd6c6a99d7680b301061e0d6c258a040ea173f.png

2026-03-05 16:04:54 UTC

interesting to observe
how someone evolves
so much in periodic
intervals

2026-03-05 13:35:28 UTC

hard to explain
when
most haven’t
experienced
something
yet

2026-03-05 13:01:03 UTC

Open for hire:
biggest strength:

2026-03-04 12:58:54 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/96018d78e9737f030e35557fa4ede370ae790c48c73d530761a5833c3a24955b.jpg

2026-03-02 23:29:53 UTC

Be soft.
Do not let the world make you hard.
Do not let pain make you hate.
Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness.
Kurt Vonnegut

2026-03-02 01:21:42 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/db1d64660dbdedc44af564ee1a24d8854c5acf756d0a91f61cf3fb54dea5ed77.gif

2026-03-01 18:15:22 UTC

dm ignored

2026-03-01 18:11:11 UTC

dark

2026-03-01 15:21:10 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/07d6c3a814ab5d9983fe93ca334c528c69feb7a725fba9393209e7e17d676eae.gif

2026-03-01 15:09:56 UTC

watched a documentary abt breast cancer
stress is not worth it in life
get rid of toxic
acquaintances

2026-03-01 14:54:05 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/63f18c0febe69f86a9270fb42271df5c305efc2f1c960e36cf0f74f8543883e1.gif

2026-03-01 14:06:30 UTC

Don’t think too much

2026-03-01 13:59:15 UTC

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2026-03-01 13:57:50 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/cb5bd7aa9a8ec4e8c48eca83a209827e8dbe7ffc72fb246544f188b9a7f1ed00.jpg

2026-03-01 13:57:19 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/d66cc38af5740df97203d0180fae115d8d1ae1d5eafb5cad43627037c3e92811.jpg

2026-03-01 13:49:55 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/ab99caa1febec8b0698ec919952c034eed56527434e6d6e5df2c2989aaa5bc22.jpg

2026-03-01 10:27:46 UTC

all work

2026-03-01 07:06:15 UTC

react-> pull away in silence

2026-03-01 05:30:19 UTC

hello stranger

2026-03-01 04:55:35 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/b4d9aeb26fcd24d775717de97cec19bc5dffe724e1571da261fe277379cdd090.gif

2026-02-28 18:43:11 UTC

hate this situation

2026-02-28 18:42:29 UTC

cruel

2026-02-28 17:26:13 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/4a385c839c4be6a51996074e4e01296d83869419a6b561afab99c03e86f10d75.gif

2026-02-28 17:07:01 UTC

“I have found that it is the small everyday deed of ordinary folks that keep the darkness at bay. Small acts of kindness and love.”
—J.R.R. Tolkien

2026-02-28 16:32:33 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/11851fc629d45d7eea2b9301a1260ade036619f62adfaa9c2471a379dd96bdb2.gif

2026-02-28 15:08:15 UTC

realizing more everyday that I know nothing

2026-02-28 11:43:50 UTC

silence is painful sometimes

2026-02-28 11:43:19 UTC

don’t like the silent periods

2026-02-27 16:19:13 UTC

Don’t be hard on yourself
just b/c you can.
Not worth it.

2026-02-27 15:34:53 UTC

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2026-02-27 15:23:25 UTC

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2026-02-27 06:03:09 UTC

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2026-02-27 03:28:53 UTC

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2026-02-26 04:55:28 UTC

i ❤️ you

2026-02-26 00:46:56 UTC

you are making me nervous with the comments

2026-02-24 18:43:22 UTC

https://blossom.primal.net/c25b4e9a507bce545c08bda94b5f7653767042844edebde3ca9c8501271a0172.jpg

2026-02-24 04:31:27 UTC

"In life, it’s not where you go, it’s who you travel with."
— Charles Schulz
https://blossom.primal.net/7b7531c42a4370113204cbdb148e66fe9098aa5a33867554e7e2d0bf4a09068c.jpg

2026-02-23 11:33:39 UTC

😻
https://primal.net/e/nevent1qqspg3z6m8w2fwmnjn9mf8mehuvv28hhdgwtfl2ngswkv0lrxp5yjcgqvshl4

2026-02-22 13:30:31 UTC

the world
seems ok
when one
watches
these amazing
performances

2026-02-22 12:47:50 UTC

enjoyed
watching
the soulful
performances
on ice
more
points
for
soulfulness
pls

2026-02-22 08:29:00 UTC

majority of
ppl
in my current
environment
have
zero sum
mindset
on
the most
minuscule
stuff

2026-02-22 08:00:04 UTC

stay
away
from
unnecessary
negativity