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2026-05-24 15:10:17 CEST

Spent some time reading stuff not related to the unsolved problems at hand…really wish there were some decent and trustworthy professionals I can hand off the problems to…

2026-05-24 14:28:40 CEST

https://blossom.primal.net/5cb9a8004aead5354eec50d83688f772f7aa592074a30fab34758ab484f82324.gif

2026-04-12 16:04:38 CEST

dealing w/ a profession
99%
scam artists
or idiots
(angry at myself for being unable to hire properly)
the 1% don’t take on cases that give them any downside

2026-04-12 15:16:04 CEST

actually the situation is not that simple
it needs to end though

2026-04-12 14:11:10 CEST

https://youtu.be/Oty-POynR6k?si=bCfCyomHr875XX2a

2026-04-12 07:46:07 CEST

was bookmarking and reposting content to record daily stream of thoughts
account was suspended and deleted

2026-04-12 07:43:10 CEST

https://blossom.primal.net/34ac1f3aa8164971aa25134a4833c35445c5e2630a1be0c47d98abed48d2fa98.jpg
https://blossom.primal.net/392ac07012d712d7769b4244ec74fce9a7d87a9a9f6cccd0d96fb105985e3ac0.jpg
https://blossom.primal.net/6f6526a2b5f9dce0aef831e839e065b1914ef6db38d2ed3d34a27c1cc030d393.jpg

2026-04-11 16:30:54 CEST

https://youtu.be/EmEnpQ5yr3o?si=vSGJDGrhpscKHvvY

2026-04-11 12:53:50 CEST

https://blossom.primal.net/e351c79cfc1ca1bf67b7a94fb9fd8f9e6c7a528108614bc539e94bb88172088b.gif

2026-04-10 11:23:24 CEST

https://blossom.primal.net/4eed920a3df5d1a73b30d8ceb7f04d1fa5cb20d87da7dd3a827b23faafe031eb.jpg

2026-04-09 15:12:54 CEST

“The largest part of what we call ‘personality’ is determined by how we’ve opted to defend ourselves against anxiety and sadness.” — Alain de Botton

2026-04-08 13:15:43 CEST

https://blossom.primal.net/cdd10199a0f6e0b8877e927c32e8ab2bc673bd0f019db558ff77db1da4b628ed.jpg

2026-04-06 16:45:34 CEST

https://blossom.primal.net/16df916c44bed08857ce5a99a3ef77ecfc154939b9a6e9a138e57c820202f77f.gif

2026-04-04 11:57:15 CEST

by Carl Jung:
To love someone else is easy, but to love what you are, the thing that is yourself, is just as if you were embracing a glowing red-hot iron: it burns into you and that is very painful. Therefore, to love somebody else in the first place is always an escape which we all hope for, and we all enjoy it when we are capable of it. But in the long run, it comes back on us. You cannot stay away from yourself forever, you have to return, have to come to that experiment, to know whether you really can love. That is the question-whether you can love yourself, and that will be the test.

2026-03-30 16:00:17 CEST

https://blossom.primal.net/4d4699818b827b37ce68f504e48784cb38a75a0259308b913082cf68b05447b5.jpg

2026-03-28 14:56:28 CET

🗣️ ➡️ 💨🫥

2026-03-22 12:08:08 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/ce74b35521f2d9486faca32d3331e281ff273f524c6a97b3e17c1f5a29f5ad13.gif

2026-03-22 00:43:29 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/777d6fa7002d6ff7bb0c59f0a8c8d7f72eda505eb9a6bc71c2bcbdf83d7afe63.gif

2026-03-22 00:40:10 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/682d427a3f2c05c0bc15bb63b722a73b83a48130658833d3ff93678f59c81bb7.png

2026-03-21 15:44:32 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/27a777977a56a2a1d71a1b928ed8ed8bf106c96756a113ef15d9e60705560b74.gif

2026-03-21 11:26:42 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/ceafdb9d1a8064730b237abac022ff4d5085ec069b912d0e52d0a20693d3b270.png

2026-03-21 08:55:31 CET

Didn’t expect to appreciate chatting w/ ai abt my worries that normally cost at least $100/hr

2026-03-21 08:08:37 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/b0475bda0085aa67204a05693bc5aa2ba7c58ff8a93cde646122882f4a5cb1ef.gif

2026-03-21 00:59:09 CET

you write mixed messages
https://blossom.primal.net/2929cdf0e027ac63f29d84f26994fb14ba2619617119f30001ccc40036998998.gif

2026-03-14 14:45:57 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/174863e64d3bb7ae1394d4969a0ac48d5032eba447a59ea9a1a62ff078857420.gif

2026-03-14 14:21:46 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/266ab60c0c901608c0f576bd119e8af80818395c432277a9685889bb097b2552.gif

2026-03-07 13:48:59 CET

https://youtu.be/yUbTU1ojKho?si=zhaDanSXOC5hKnuK

2026-03-06 16:52:27 CET

https://youtu.be/TK1Ij_-mank?si=JDVTuxQNC_R71aBy

2026-03-06 16:37:48 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/fd4941d1a4c17f8b54d34b09ab6a8998a0ad8e1c408f4e9b9f8ade9704459a93.gif

2026-03-06 16:36:25 CET

make darkness disappear

2026-03-06 13:25:37 CET

“push away”

2026-03-06 11:30:20 CET

am getting
tired of
“useless”
&
“temporary”
relationships

2026-03-06 09:11:34 CET

“use & discard” humans

2026-03-06 07:07:14 CET

selfishness

2026-03-06 01:03:13 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/856c780c831530944dc85d1254fd6c6a99d7680b301061e0d6c258a040ea173f.png

2026-03-05 17:04:54 CET

interesting to observe
how someone evolves
so much in periodic
intervals

2026-03-05 14:35:28 CET

hard to explain
when
most haven’t
experienced
something
yet

2026-03-05 14:01:03 CET

Open for hire:
biggest strength:

2026-03-04 13:58:54 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/96018d78e9737f030e35557fa4ede370ae790c48c73d530761a5833c3a24955b.jpg

2026-03-03 00:29:53 CET

Be soft.
Do not let the world make you hard.
Do not let pain make you hate.
Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness.
Kurt Vonnegut

2026-03-02 02:21:42 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/db1d64660dbdedc44af564ee1a24d8854c5acf756d0a91f61cf3fb54dea5ed77.gif

2026-03-01 19:15:22 CET

dm ignored

2026-03-01 19:11:11 CET

dark

2026-03-01 16:21:10 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/07d6c3a814ab5d9983fe93ca334c528c69feb7a725fba9393209e7e17d676eae.gif

2026-03-01 16:09:56 CET

watched a documentary abt breast cancer
stress is not worth it in life
get rid of toxic
acquaintances

2026-03-01 15:54:05 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/63f18c0febe69f86a9270fb42271df5c305efc2f1c960e36cf0f74f8543883e1.gif

2026-03-01 15:06:30 CET

Don’t think too much

2026-03-01 14:59:15 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/228cc095261c66ab1617d51b4f5ad1f470df965a8c4c547faa4a04f135be10d9.gif

2026-03-01 14:57:50 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/cb5bd7aa9a8ec4e8c48eca83a209827e8dbe7ffc72fb246544f188b9a7f1ed00.jpg

2026-03-01 14:57:19 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/d66cc38af5740df97203d0180fae115d8d1ae1d5eafb5cad43627037c3e92811.jpg

2026-03-01 14:49:55 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/ab99caa1febec8b0698ec919952c034eed56527434e6d6e5df2c2989aaa5bc22.jpg

2026-03-01 11:27:46 CET

all work

2026-03-01 08:06:15 CET

react-> pull away in silence

2026-03-01 06:30:19 CET

hello stranger

2026-03-01 05:55:35 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/b4d9aeb26fcd24d775717de97cec19bc5dffe724e1571da261fe277379cdd090.gif

2026-02-28 19:43:11 CET

hate this situation

2026-02-28 19:42:29 CET

cruel

2026-02-28 18:26:13 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/4a385c839c4be6a51996074e4e01296d83869419a6b561afab99c03e86f10d75.gif

2026-02-28 18:07:01 CET

“I have found that it is the small everyday deed of ordinary folks that keep the darkness at bay. Small acts of kindness and love.”
—J.R.R. Tolkien

2026-02-28 17:32:33 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/11851fc629d45d7eea2b9301a1260ade036619f62adfaa9c2471a379dd96bdb2.gif

2026-02-28 16:08:15 CET

realizing more everyday that I know nothing

2026-02-28 12:43:50 CET

silence is painful sometimes

2026-02-28 12:43:19 CET

don’t like the silent periods

2026-02-27 17:19:13 CET

Don’t be hard on yourself
just b/c you can.
Not worth it.

2026-02-27 16:34:53 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/d10aca88e7d8e3930ec3df7775f3cc7f5f658047595275c2f2cc5fb877c9a725.gif

2026-02-27 16:23:25 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/7d1234789806ed98d6ed2680b2c7243b08fa8cd39666e631e9551622b14018ed.gif

2026-02-27 07:03:09 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/756333724905ab5dc4b1ee6e87379b7e62581779cbbc97701347dbe8ba19f87a.gif

2026-02-27 04:28:53 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/2c9af59c316fc89fe48c8d25234f6f983e65914e02ce95ed961f56be68c00de5.gif

2026-02-26 05:55:28 CET

i ❤️ you

2026-02-26 01:46:56 CET

you are making me nervous with the comments

2026-02-24 19:43:22 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/c25b4e9a507bce545c08bda94b5f7653767042844edebde3ca9c8501271a0172.jpg

2026-02-24 05:31:27 CET

"In life, it’s not where you go, it’s who you travel with."
— Charles Schulz
https://blossom.primal.net/7b7531c42a4370113204cbdb148e66fe9098aa5a33867554e7e2d0bf4a09068c.jpg

2026-02-23 12:33:39 CET

😻
https://primal.net/e/nevent1qqspg3z6m8w2fwmnjn9mf8mehuvv28hhdgwtfl2ngswkv0lrxp5yjcgqvshl4

2026-02-22 14:30:31 CET

the world
seems ok
when one
watches
these amazing
performances

2026-02-22 13:47:50 CET

enjoyed
watching
the soulful
performances
on ice
more
points
for
soulfulness
pls

2026-02-22 09:29:00 CET

majority of
ppl
in my current
environment
have
zero sum
mindset
on
the most
minuscule
stuff

2026-02-22 09:00:04 CET

stay
away
from
unnecessary
negativity

2026-02-22 08:32:12 CET

you are sitting
on 🌟⚜️
🏅

2026-02-22 08:27:52 CET

trying to overcome
darkness/negativity
by finding
comfort in possibilities (communication)

2026-02-22 08:24:54 CET

ai agents have evolved to a stage where i am glad they exist

2026-02-18 18:32:54 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/00105ecf4ace55d9acf4709fa35ee4da5f7459f7346a0f7f6cb24b338737e674.gif

2026-02-18 18:28:18 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/2547adcddb3d5ed9a1ad745c9fd9c6b7805afd46c2481f72052d51e9013f2879.gif

2026-02-18 16:40:11 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/22e189ab3766c255e211eab0809e3a7dccf078cc9800f647477f41160d37b1e6.jpg

2026-02-18 14:14:05 CET

“As time goes on, you'll understand. What lasts, lasts; what doesn't, doesn't. Time solves most things. And what time can't solve, you have to solve yourself.”
— Haruki Murakami

2026-02-18 11:08:21 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/7e80862969d6edc8d378762f12f42c81f541d1b3aebd3fddf34e12bc4f66277e.gif

2026-02-18 10:10:08 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/edd8c62c551c07c0643e3e1cb2c251601e93dfc6f1bb761313a6adcbc86ad005.gif

2026-02-16 16:10:33 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/46440c2f11b168388b142de5b444c36e5c0fdc4b02466d2c25127dfafb463e34.jpg

2026-02-16 07:50:22 CET

You are that unfading light, that never-ending hope in my heart."
https://blossom.primal.net/7e4dc18e53680ef75b7cf4df6a71a6b3da082fb9d6cd68dcec00f074704ef79c.jpg

2026-02-16 07:42:57 CET

https://blossom.primal.net/9c053f33b6639a4ee333f18b50992992377ffa77e0f5e19aeb69ef9caadfba03.jpg

2026-02-14 14:16:22 CET

https://image.nostr.build/d50bd11c7aaa4a21a218b68128bd4889a03a1b40c27b2ff79a03ff15070bd942.gif

2026-02-13 22:11:53 CET

https://image.nostr.build/bde56d788f0d1774f9cf2b62a54010f82a884c76959a943aa7976ac3c665fb2c.gif

2026-02-13 21:16:22 CET

“Above all, do not lose your desire to walk. Every day, I walk myself into a state of well-being and walk away from every illness. I have walked myself into my best thoughts, and I know of no thought so burdensome that one cannot walk away from it.”
— Søren Kierkegaard

2026-02-13 13:38:56 CET

The heart that gives, gathers ❤️
Lao Tzu

2026-02-12 07:14:43 CET

Seneca has a great quote:
“To be happy,
You must eliminate two things;
The fear of a bad future,
Or the memory of a bad past.”
To accomplish this…
You have to surrender to the present moment;
Accept that this moment is all there ever was, and all there ever will be…

2026-02-09 16:52:33 CET

I’ll always love you. Being with you feels like coming home after a long journey, like finding the part of myself I didn’t know was missing. Every moment with you is a choice I make willingly, a quiet affirmation that this is where I belong.
Your voice becomes the anchor in my storm, your touch the reminder that some things are meant to last. Loving you is not a single decision but a thousand small ones, repeated in laughter, in silence, in the way our hands fit perfectly together.
It is knowing that even when the world shifts and seasons change, choosing you will always feel like choosing the right path, the path that leads to warmth, to understanding, to a love that feels inevitable. Being with you is not just living, it is being fully awake, fully seen, and fully home.

2026-02-09 16:51:17 CET

The moment you judge an experience, you create a karmic loop that keeps repeating itself through your reactions, emotions, and unconscious patterns. But the moment you simply observe life without labeling anything as good or bad, without attaching stories or resistance, you rise above the field of cause and effect. Pure awareness dissolves the energy that keeps old cycles alive. This is the true meaning of becoming the observer -the state in which karma is not created, suffering is not prolonged, and consciousness becomes free from repetition. Observe deeply, and the cycle ends.

2026-02-07 14:44:33 CET

“If you can overthink the worst why can't you overthink the best.”

2026-02-07 12:27:26 CET

“I don’t know whether I am extremely sensitive,
or whether life, at times, is unbearable.”
— Vincent van Gogh

2026-02-07 07:14:28 CET

With life as short as a half taken breath
Don’t plant anything but love.
Rumi

2026-02-06 19:50:50 CET

https://youtu.be/uZs1AHQBz24?si=0rfh8gPARjBF12UF