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2026-07-19 03:31:43 CEST

https://www.instagram.com/p/DahPtRKFTqC/?igsh=MXA4c3IwNjBlcXlsaA==
Ewww and omg wow and ewww thats so gross.

2026-07-18 02:41:36 CEST

What I think is a topic that the person should look at is
After someone asked for feedback on a yogaclass and how I liked it with a person that wasnt my cup of tea i politely said im sure others will get something out of her classes but for me she talks too much..
I prefer classes where its about the physical instructions not the personality of the teacher or a story about yoga history just to keep the students engaged to me its annoying.
Idk why this turned into passive aggressive behaviour from men towards me in my regular life..
Again its way overstepping.

2026-07-18 02:37:42 CEST

Ohhh hes already simmering like noodle water
🤣

2026-07-17 06:56:13 CEST

Im still sad about my cotton sunglasses to have been chewed up by jealous dog..
Ive had them since 2019.
A pair of my fav yogapants that ive had since 2013 he also ate…
Not very haappppyyy about it.. hes at 300$ of ruined items now.

2026-07-16 07:20:22 CEST

Childcare abuser
Bomber jacket with dinosaur print.
Reminds me of the 90s .
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Looks like michael so i think its also the gay haters catholic ppl that believe all gay ppl are child molestors..
Its putting ppl into tie same category creating a pattern which has repeated.

2026-07-11 15:44:58 CEST

Her ugly face appeared today on a person that almost became a friend..
Sad that that ones also a bummer :/

2026-07-11 15:42:12 CEST

Look now i did the thing..
And now ppl can act as if the gofuckmepage from 2020 thought was from me. 🤣🤣
But at least ( and pls read the sarcasm) in this new life shes got a child.. 😂😂😂
Its probably from when she was as barely 20 when she still had her eating disorder. 🤮🤮🤮

2026-07-11 15:33:47 CEST

Hey all my followers on here.
I need a new phone & a bit of money if youve got more then enough then you’re welcome to help me out.

2026-07-11 15:29:10 CEST

I think in this instance you punished an innocent person bc you believed a person whos deceiving by her own nature.
I havent been able to find the part of myself again that was killed last year in july but it was one of the reasons why i move away..
The physical pain that my uterus ‘randomly ‘ went through .. I still her ugly face in my pictures that I took of myself last year.

2026-07-11 03:41:45 CEST

You know…
Heres 50 cents.. with a hole in it.
Do with it what you will.
It might buy you a song .
Ill take it tooooo a chocolate shop…
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I felt a bit better when I saw they have matcha strawberry hearts.
They have my dead grandfathers favourite candy oranges dipped in chocolate milk&dark.. i cant count how many ive eaten with him when i was a kid.
… yet it reinforced the ugly truth that she stole my life.. these stories would only get told if i were in love in an actual relationship..
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She properly is a rotten stinking corps i think her vagina only produces acid and puss. 🖕

2026-06-04 07:02:51 CEST

I guess there wont be any revenge anymore with this..
I guess it for the greater good i still think the topic of self chosen dying should be legalised in more countries and accepted.

2026-06-04 07:00:19 CEST

https://www.instagram.com/p/DYnDxnviBWU/?img_index=3&igsh=MWxkZHJ1aHBoZzJhcA==
How amazing. Wishes do come true!!
That can totally be used in abusers so that they forget who their victims were maybe they’ll have more peace and freedom’on an energetic level afterwards.

2026-06-01 05:57:28 CEST

Maybe all of her uncles busses can drive into a fkn dumpsite of dünnschiss!!
Ihr seids doch zum kotzen !!!
Du kranke hure!!

2026-06-01 05:53:51 CEST

I got the wrong color meaning im supposedly a gemini again that is a fkn gnome..
My hatred towards this bitch is exponentially growing must be her sister or cousin..
Or her arrogant cancerian ex..

2026-06-01 05:39:18 CEST

Lying.

2026-06-01 05:39:03 CEST

https://www.instagram.com/p/DZBRCQxDOXF/?igsh=MThtZTFlNzlmY3d6dQ==
This experience in life reaches back to saffiers still getting financially supported 50 yrs old by her parent who sexually abused her as a child.
Check it, im not laying just follow the strain.

2026-05-31 07:25:40 CEST

Im a bit sad about it bc of the color i wasn’t able to get the same one again.
A bittersweet feeling but am excited about what the new color brings.

2026-05-31 07:14:18 CEST

I have to agree it is the end of an era
Im laying my shoes to rest tomorrow..
Ive worn them since the 28th of jan 2025.
I think its valid to get a new pair since they’re falling apart.
3 dollars that served me well.

2026-05-27 16:52:30 CEST

🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮

2026-05-27 16:38:23 CEST

I think the coolest optoon would be actually falling asleep..
In the self chosen dying world..
Having like a nice bath and a really comfy bed and then fall asleep and never having to wake up again.

2026-05-25 18:38:34 CEST

She found a way tomleave her trash at my door.. so that she never is the person that ppl think its an asshole..
Switched her out again..
I dont want to get raped bc of her anymore!

2026-05-23 07:15:48 CEST

Ive got no bruises around my ribs so i guess its all internal injuries..
I think the body would heal quicker if pl that are older and less mobile wouldn’t recognise their being comfortable positions as ppl that are injured and cant move but not by choice.
Expression of shakti. 🤷🏻‍♀️ imo

2026-05-23 05:53:20 CEST

Im sure thats taylor swifts networth now
https://www.instagram.com/p/DYpcGfxDOh3/?igsh=cnpkZ2t3cW9odzM4

2026-05-22 00:41:08 CEST

Don’t worry my distane for your bullshit wont become any less!!!

2026-05-20 16:56:10 CEST

At least now i know why i was soo sad yesterday!

2026-05-19 15:18:38 CEST

I think its a certain body rype rhat puts their weight on me when tjey feel comfortable with me..idk which archetype exactly..
It really doesn’t help with my ribs though..
its confines my breathing.
Are they supposed dead weight? 😅

2026-05-19 15:15:21 CEST

https://www.instagram.com/p/DYhVWSADAFD/?igsh=dGZicHc5ano3ZzIz
🤣🤣🤣
I dont know him but i won this one.

2026-05-19 14:07:04 CEST

Im still protecting you guys from the mean homophobius that are trying to make you feel small.
I try.

2026-05-19 08:29:19 CEST

Its terribly sad how limited you are in your understanding of humans just so that you stay loyal to lies that protect the person who ´plays’ your parent.
Please stop harassing me with your issues.
I still think alot of children need psycho therapist.

2026-05-19 08:25:24 CEST

I feel so sad for you!

2026-05-19 08:22:49 CEST

I think relationships get trickier with bisexual men..
From the experience that ive had in rhe last years theres sooo much more jealousy and backstabbing’s even before the dating even starts..

2026-05-19 02:56:33 CEST

I had the biggest fight in my sleep for someone cutting my hair too short!!
Or at all!!!!
It felt good though screaming at these ppl characters that have no business in my life anymore or ever!!

2026-05-18 15:40:47 CEST

Which planet is red????????
They’re all going home soon!!!

2026-05-18 15:04:51 CEST

I cant laugh that much yet bc of my ribs!!
But its that fkn stupid funny.

2026-05-17 06:52:37 CEST

https://www.instagram.com/p/DYawviAD1Gs/?img_index=1&igsh=eTd0Y3RwN2NvZXM5
As I said.. She should have just moved here and dated him.. i guess she needed to have the world revolve around her farts or something.
🥹

2026-05-16 15:17:10 CEST

Please stop telling me that you know how much this hurts!
Its soo insulting!!!
I dont have the words for it!!

2026-05-13 11:15:38 CEST

Awww and there comes the arrogant ‘ bless your heart’ tone.

2026-05-12 18:53:26 CEST

Wooowwww
The cheating is real!! Woahhh
🤣🤣🥹🥹
It really is the saddest story..
App shes monica.. lewinski
What else is new that shes a fkn whore. 🤣🤣
Her delusion reaches into my fkn childhood!!!! 🫣🫣🫣 how fkn sad maybe bc of her fkn got changed to dkn

2026-05-12 17:40:33 CEST

Its sooo terribly sad.
I cried today I think that was healthy.. by now im pretty much grossed out by every human..
Its such a boring game by now.. I think just existing without nothing that distracts ppl is pretty much a recipe for suicide..
If humans would understand their own motivations no child would want to grow up and follow what this nature wants..
If it were different my POV would have to be that every child gets born evil and a sinner..
Thats alllllooottt of child abuse!
Do you finally get it!

2026-05-12 17:33:31 CEST

Maybe the myth of vampires is the addiction of overpowering the enemy and the energetic rush of death & power.. some maybe fell in love with draining a persons energy.. i think its very basic in the way that im viewing it but it constantly comes back to the powerplay of taking life from someone else.. you can see it on their skin and also eyes..
Its so sad.

2026-05-12 17:12:40 CEST

🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮

2026-05-12 17:09:58 CEST

If my nightly routine gets forced by the need of a person that i dislike bc i think hes dishubut his emotional imbalance needs the delusion of other caring about him.. that means if i already do things without the person being around means that my system feels threatened by the person .. bc otherwise i wouldn’t need to keep up perfectionism out of fear of punishment…
I think this world is not salvageable.. i didnt have these mechanisms in my system anymore i had already unlearned them.
I hope that you die! Hopefully a painful death!
You’re nothing but rape prep!

2026-05-12 10:06:54 CEST

I never judged outside appearances but you def turned into one of the ugliest bitches that ever existed to me.

2026-05-12 10:02:19 CEST

https://www.instagram.com/p/DYD2Wsjipjj/?igsh=MWIwYjhuenRwOHFqbA==
Users are buzzing?!
Mhmm

2026-05-12 09:48:01 CEST

I guess he fell in love with my 60+ year old mother..
Its not an easy pill to swallow.
Having a great guy fall for the narcissistic shit of such an old cow thats my age isn’t something that makes me happy. I think that should go without saying.
Idk which lies he fell for. 🤷🏻‍♀️
But it definitely makes me want to kill myself.. no joke here. 🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤮🤮🤮🤢🤢🤢

2026-05-12 08:06:30 CEST

Dont worry Ill be the best monater!
🤷🏻‍♀️
The more awareness I reach the more I understand what you did to my brain chemistry and its nothing else but rape..
Just like what is being done to women with contraception pills.

2026-05-11 16:42:32 CEST

By now you dont have to ask which number the house had that i grew up in.

2026-05-10 14:28:50 CEST

Different topic..
The experience of this reality is..
If you dont like something or if you complain on any topic something essential for your survival gets taken away or something that has meaning to you gets destroyed… its been like this for 6 years now.
Idk who the dominant is.. i dont him/her/it.

2026-05-10 14:25:14 CEST

I guess i forgot what liquor can help with in healthy doses..
I truly think tequila has magic qualities.
Ive loved it since I was 15 it’s still delicious.

2026-05-10 06:11:35 CEST

Yeah another one of my absolute nightmares.
Aqua sun
Cap stellium
Moon in cancer. 🤮🤮🤮

2026-05-10 03:45:10 CEST

🤷🏻‍♀️
A person that gets taken for granted way too often.
Ooeyy gooeyy hearts.
Made from honey.

2026-05-10 03:33:02 CEST

OMGGGGGG!!
My spiritual sabbatical from 2014-2021 had me miss out on the best vegan on the planet in one of the coolest cities of the planet!!!!
Thats whyyyyyyyy red!!!

2026-05-09 15:27:52 CEST

I talked to the joker today not the song but the movie character.

2026-05-09 14:40:19 CEST

Dear sharon.. you’re not a karen.
My ribs are feeling better.. coughings ok now but sneezing still hurts.
Scooby I hope you like your snacks.

2026-05-09 13:27:36 CEST

The biggest coward is the one that doesn’t own his kills.

2026-05-09 03:34:04 CEST

Im still the comb.

2026-05-09 01:32:15 CEST

It was a unique piece only one , made with me in mind.
I think i would have given it to my child if i ever had one.
Not a fake adult child who wanted to be someone shes not.

2026-05-08 16:27:43 CEST

Wer bist du denn dass du mir mein leben so kaputt gemacht hast..
Wer glaubst du denn zu sein???!!!!!

2026-05-06 19:01:53 CEST

Is this delusional romantic guy done raping me now?!

2026-05-06 18:58:18 CEST

Every time when my brain starts to relax enough to process the trauma/abuse i went through..
Some gross dude seem to starts whacking off..
🤮🤮🤮

2026-05-06 18:40:02 CEST

Verstehst dus jetzt endlich?!?!???
Dann erzähle deine eigene Geschichte und nicht die von Menschen die du noch nie warst weil du so eine reiche verwöhnte schlampe bist!!!!
Der ring wird wahrscheinlich nach tittengrösse gemessen worden sein.

2026-05-06 18:34:11 CEST

Maybe shes also
Ine of those crazy bitches who thunk they need to be mothers to ppl that dont give a shit about them!

2026-05-06 07:49:18 CEST

Today I had to lie again in my sleep and talk go a person that i dont want to talk to .

2026-05-05 06:07:20 CEST

If being an her need of being an actress costs others their lives.. then she should be in intensive therapy!’

2026-05-05 06:04:33 CEST

I just saw that ive got injured qhere y only birthmark was..
Point one- omg how jealous can she get.
Point two- wtf that was my only bodymark i loved about my body
Point three- oh now im not able to be that easily identified as me when i die anymore.

2026-05-05 04:14:38 CEST

Assssssssooo wie neidisch die Daniela is und die Anita…
🤣
Seriously another reason to be unborn. Just to never have to be related to these people..

2026-05-05 04:08:00 CEST

There is no winning for the average human bc the brain / mind is enslaved and theres no real experience anymore everything is preprogrammed to ensure no anxiety for the creator of this reality.
Neurosis and phobias have won.
Its a control freaks dream and any person who dont want to experience a predesigned existence a nightmare.
It kills the spirit there is no reason for anymore souls to be born they will just be enslaved here.

2026-05-05 03:59:54 CEST

I guess she slept herself into all the roles.
Now shes also princess lea. 🤣
Its funny how some ppl are wired that when they experience someone elses opinion they reflect it back like oh no thats not me..
Healthy in alot of ways but very ignorant in other ways.
I guess both sides win.

2026-05-04 15:54:35 CEST

I met an entity of mine .
Or maybe i remet it when my heart stopped.. but the story / expectation of this entity and the role that i play for it.. is that i have to be this weird impressional version of myself from my teenage years where no personality or expression of who you are fits yet..
It constantly wants to force me into this role of being the girl that only likes things after the cool girls have it.. its expresses itself as a male energy that needs me to be less than his gfs.. it takes my expression and forces me out of it and tries to tell me that whatever im thinking up in regards to ideas in my life is just an echo of what his gfs are doing.. meaning he constantly has to be with the ‘it’ girl who is always younger and ‘hotter’ ‘richer’ and ‘smarter’
I think it has something to do with the venus connection in a synastry aspect..
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It must be such an old ghost from so long ago idk how he lost his way into my ‘now life’..

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2026-05-03 09:18:56 CEST

https://www.instagram.com/p/DX23clwDd6N/?igsh=MXJ3dmRkcWpkMjB6Zg==

2026-05-02 15:56:32 CEST

Dude they weren’t even dating when i was interested in him.. she might hot even have met him yet. 🤡

2026-05-02 15:55:38 CEST

Ahh the typical cheaters fke explaination of the itch they hd to scratch 🤣🤣🤣

2026-05-02 15:07:51 CEST

How pathetic are you wanting to tell a stranger what they’re allowed to cry about..

2026-05-02 14:47:38 CEST

I can hear the strain of my lungs and heart when i exhale its like someone almost half dead its from 4 years ago not this year anymore.
Please accept the fact that im
not interested in you since you are in a relationship with someone else…
Im trying to move on for years now can you finally accept it?!

2026-05-02 14:41:18 CEST

I guess its a fat guy again trying to
be either thin or a woman or thinks that their weight doesn’t hurt someone with a 100 kilo less than them.
Your fucking sick!!!

2026-05-02 14:18:16 CEST

Someones got ringworm again..
Never had it before meaning hes cursed with literal illness.
Maybe his gf got ringworm
In her brain.

2026-05-02 14:05:00 CEST

Moooochhhhiiiii not mozzarella!!

2026-05-02 13:56:59 CEST

Update on my chest and ribcage..
It hurts.. cant sneeze laugh or cough..
I think it shook my heart it hurts the most on the left side of my chest!

2026-05-02 13:54:31 CEST

6 years later same month i found the perfect mochi.
I bought some in 2020 before they killed me in the hospital.. it was ok but the ones this year omg!!
🤤the perfect mochi
I think this will be the only food item that ill ask to marry me .

2026-05-02 08:50:18 CEST

I stopf ihm die sauarschlochwurst gern seine nazi fresse rein!!!
Wenn eine pikante will scheiss ich ihm gern vorher drauf!!

2026-05-02 06:49:13 CEST

Today I talked to a person outside a grocery store who is a nazi and cant return to the country he was born in bc of hate speech.
I think the country did the right thing bc he calls hitler.. adolf.. as if hes a buddy.
🤮🤮🤮
Adolf schmadolf dickless .. is deinen wurstsemmel und halt die fresse!
Bruder hol ich, poliert dir deine frisette!

2026-05-02 06:46:10 CEST

https://www.instagram.com/p/DXtUYTrFjGp/?igsh=aGd3NDh0dm84OXFr
This is my notice on being real or taking anything that i experience seriously..
How old is this ego? 3?

2026-05-02 04:13:40 CEST

https://www.instagram.com/p/DXzl_8WEzBe/?igsh=MmJoc293azI1Y3M0
🤣🤣🤣🤣 hence coworkers know the person better than family members if you’re working 60 hours per week excluding travel time to work places which is about 20 hours. Whats left is 30 hours of family time where schedules might not overlap and the rest is sleep where your consciousness is somewhere else.
I didn’t include the avrg tv time per day.

2026-04-30 08:21:38 CEST

Uglyface hoe bag!
Your mother should have swallowed you!

2026-04-30 08:17:01 CEST

Your disease infected capricorn face looks like a clown.. so it must be one!

2026-04-30 08:15:26 CEST

I cant believe you were allowed to procreate. 🤡

2026-04-30 08:14:49 CEST

You know what Js.
6 years ago you fucked me over so bad I wanted to die.
6 years later i have the exact same amount of money on my bank account as when I wanted to die.
Your obsession with treating this like childrens issues is so pathetic that i think you’re a fucking joke.
Years later… still are you for fucking real! Are you an aprils fool joke!!?

2026-04-28 17:48:31 CEST

Theres no way to win this once they have children bc with the advancement in knowledge on how to manipulate energy .. the victim will always come out as the looser bc the recuperation time is longer than it takes skilled ppl to turn it around on the person telling them its all their own fault.

2026-04-28 06:33:53 CEST

She mustve figured out that shws a disease now babies getting infected so that the disease survives and retells itself.