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2026-05-09 03:34:04 CEST

Im still the comb.

2026-05-09 01:32:15 CEST

It was a unique piece only one , made with me in mind.
I think i would have given it to my child if i ever had one.
Not a fake adult child who wanted to be someone shes not.

2026-05-08 16:27:43 CEST

Wer bist du denn dass du mir mein leben so kaputt gemacht hast..
Wer glaubst du denn zu sein???!!!!!

2026-05-06 19:01:53 CEST

Is this delusional romantic guy done raping me now?!

2026-05-06 18:58:18 CEST

Every time when my brain starts to relax enough to process the trauma/abuse i went through..
Some gross dude seem to starts whacking off..
🤮🤮🤮

2026-05-06 18:40:02 CEST

Verstehst dus jetzt endlich?!?!???
Dann erzähle deine eigene Geschichte und nicht die von Menschen die du noch nie warst weil du so eine reiche verwöhnte schlampe bist!!!!
Der ring wird wahrscheinlich nach tittengrösse gemessen worden sein.

2026-05-06 18:34:11 CEST

Maybe shes also
Ine of those crazy bitches who thunk they need to be mothers to ppl that dont give a shit about them!

2026-05-06 07:49:18 CEST

Today I had to lie again in my sleep and talk go a person that i dont want to talk to .

2026-05-05 06:07:20 CEST

If being an her need of being an actress costs others their lives.. then she should be in intensive therapy!’

2026-05-05 06:04:33 CEST

I just saw that ive got injured qhere y only birthmark was..
Point one- omg how jealous can she get.
Point two- wtf that was my only bodymark i loved about my body
Point three- oh now im not able to be that easily identified as me when i die anymore.

2026-05-05 04:14:38 CEST

Assssssssooo wie neidisch die Daniela is und die Anita…
🤣
Seriously another reason to be unborn. Just to never have to be related to these people..

2026-05-05 04:08:00 CEST

There is no winning for the average human bc the brain / mind is enslaved and theres no real experience anymore everything is preprogrammed to ensure no anxiety for the creator of this reality.
Neurosis and phobias have won.
Its a control freaks dream and any person who dont want to experience a predesigned existence a nightmare.
It kills the spirit there is no reason for anymore souls to be born they will just be enslaved here.

2026-05-05 03:59:54 CEST

I guess she slept herself into all the roles.
Now shes also princess lea. 🤣
Its funny how some ppl are wired that when they experience someone elses opinion they reflect it back like oh no thats not me..
Healthy in alot of ways but very ignorant in other ways.
I guess both sides win.

2026-05-02 15:55:38 CEST

Ahh the typical cheaters fke explaination of the itch they hd to scratch 🤣🤣🤣

2026-05-02 15:07:51 CEST

How pathetic are you wanting to tell a stranger what they’re allowed to cry about..

2026-05-02 14:47:38 CEST

I can hear the strain of my lungs and heart when i exhale its like someone almost half dead its from 4 years ago not this year anymore.
Please accept the fact that im
not interested in you since you are in a relationship with someone else…
Im trying to move on for years now can you finally accept it?!

2026-05-02 14:41:18 CEST

I guess its a fat guy again trying to
be either thin or a woman or thinks that their weight doesn’t hurt someone with a 100 kilo less than them.
Your fucking sick!!!

2026-05-02 14:18:16 CEST

Someones got ringworm again..
Never had it before meaning hes cursed with literal illness.
Maybe his gf got ringworm
In her brain.

2026-05-02 14:05:00 CEST

Moooochhhhiiiii not mozzarella!!

2026-05-02 13:56:59 CEST

Update on my chest and ribcage..
It hurts.. cant sneeze laugh or cough..
I think it shook my heart it hurts the most on the left side of my chest!

2026-05-02 13:54:31 CEST

6 years later same month i found the perfect mochi.
I bought some in 2020 before they killed me in the hospital.. it was ok but the ones this year omg!!
🤤the perfect mochi
I think this will be the only food item that ill ask to marry me .

2026-05-02 08:50:18 CEST

I stopf ihm die sauarschlochwurst gern seine nazi fresse rein!!!
Wenn eine pikante will scheiss ich ihm gern vorher drauf!!

2026-05-02 06:49:13 CEST

Today I talked to a person outside a grocery store who is a nazi and cant return to the country he was born in bc of hate speech.
I think the country did the right thing bc he calls hitler.. adolf.. as if hes a buddy.
🤮🤮🤮
Adolf schmadolf dickless .. is deinen wurstsemmel und halt die fresse!
Bruder hol ich, poliert dir deine frisette!

2026-04-28 06:33:53 CEST

She mustve figured out that shws a disease now babies getting infected so that the disease survives and retells itself.

2026-04-27 07:55:20 CEST

https://www.instagram.com/p/DXlKq2rjQd8/?igsh=MWpxcWE0em9lOGgxbw==
I think this is the only way to go!

2026-04-27 03:35:10 CEST

Seriously!
Unborn! What a fkn dream ! why would any person want to live in a world where the topic of who has a ring and who doesnt shape a human lifespan until the end..
What a fkn sad story.
I am convinced its hell and that its demons torturing souls into caring about bullshit so that they’re caught in an reincarnation loop.

2026-04-27 01:40:18 CEST

Wer glaubst du denn gewesen zu sein???!!!
Ich pack es ja nicht mehr dass du hier noch immer glaubst die bitch von bitchhofen gewesen zu sein..
Wie peinlich dann zieh halt her mit deinem fetten Pferdearsch du psychisch kranke Schlampe!!!

2026-04-26 14:40:23 CEST

I doubt you’ll ever get how poor i think you are…
🤡

2026-04-26 08:21:51 CEST

https://www.instagram.com/p/DXezfoLjflC/?igsh=MWh3enA3eTgyZzNucw==
🤣🤮🤢🥹🔜 💀

2026-04-26 08:19:44 CEST

🥹 when will she finally leave me alone?!
Seriously shes worst than a cockblock by now…
Im not interested in women.. how many fucking times is this gonna happen
Are you mentally deranged?

2026-04-24 14:21:11 CEST

I met the 7th of feb a few days ago. 🤣🤣🤣🤣
No wonder she tried to kill herself.
😄

2026-04-24 13:51:54 CEST

I staked up on pure calorie’s today.. i hope it helps..
I haven’t been this hungry in months!

2026-04-24 11:08:26 CEST

🤣🤣🤣

2026-04-24 11:08:13 CEST

Maybe they’ll come out as a gay couple in 10-20 years and then its still a nightmare bc she thinks shes one of those 2.
What a drama having to be a gay guy bc she thought someone was standing in the way of her relationship as a hetero couple even though no one gives a shit.

2026-04-23 15:54:31 CEST

I wonder with how many ‘normal’ not famous men theyve done this before..
So that they saved them from the evil famous life that they didnt choose. 🥹

2026-04-23 07:56:19 CEST

Yeah hatred.

2026-04-22 08:05:04 CEST

https://www.instagram.com/p/DXZeomrCNCa/?igsh=NWV0YnNtOTZoM2hm

2026-04-20 08:46:27 CEST

Kara is getting on my last nerve..

2026-04-19 07:04:04 CEST

You cant catch up on the centuries where female orgasms weren’t anything even thought of

2026-04-19 07:02:54 CEST

I still think god is a woman simply bc women have brought more men to orgasm than men have men have women..

2026-04-17 16:18:48 CEST

I already knew it was a blonde .. i
I thankfully forgot at the end of 2019.. and only re-remembered in may 2020.
The rest as in the last 6 years were pretty much a waste of my time..
Whatever this ghost tried to show me is a rerun.. same ending different viewers hence viewpoints..
Me, still the same viewpoint..
You ruined my life and… she still keeps
asking me for money after 10 years. 🤣🤯🥹🤷🏻‍♀️

2026-04-17 16:13:08 CEST

As already known 6 years ahgo..

2026-04-17 14:41:36 CEST

What you wasted my life on with these topics that arent mine to understand or figure out it so outrageous that i still think you should get an actual death sentence..

2026-04-17 14:38:38 CEST

Unless he’s supposed tb the one for kim. Not K or marie or dutch🥹
Unless he’s supposed to be the one for stefanie (not stephanie)
Unless he’s supposed tb the one for a new german addition … ‘the sissies’.
🥹

2026-04-17 14:35:27 CEST

I finally found the right guy for anna ..
Which is a woman i dont give about..
If im supposed tb a matchmaker then you gotta pay me. 🥹
Spackoletus auf der Zielgerade.

2026-04-17 14:13:33 CEST

Sapiosexuals!
I dont think thats me after 6 years of being forced into that role just bc i liked a meme once.

2026-04-17 14:11:14 CEST

What are the people who have sex through knowledge..
Is talking to another person like cheating to their partners?

2026-04-17 13:47:52 CEST

Oh my gosh how embarrassing!!
She still asks me for money that i gave her 10 years ago already every year around this time of year. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣.
Jesus, girl even my grandma is dead by now. 🤯

2026-04-16 16:49:05 CEST

Ive been wondering if all humans died and the planst wasnt livable anymore and that they repurposed earth as prison for ppl who need to be rehabilitated into growing up or something..
It made more sense yesterday..
But some form of lying about which year it is etc and having all those put to sleep convicts living in a fake time thats already passed 100s of years ago..

2026-04-16 16:45:48 CEST

Theres so much passive aggressiveness from strangers that dont know me..
To me it seems like a mental illness acting like you know a person just so that you get privy to what goes on in their lives..
Its a form of psychic spying.

2026-04-16 15:55:36 CEST

I will never be able to accept that women who Ive met as ab adult had an influence on my life prior to knowing them and shaping my path in a negative way because of their limited awareness level and self reflection.
I will never be ok with ‘reality’ working like this.

2026-04-16 07:23:49 CEST

https://www.instagram.com/p/DXLagiYDM8B/?igsh=bG80N2J1MnVua3k1
🤡🤡🤡

2026-04-15 09:46:16 CEST

Spiritual wisdom built on fuckboy avoidance techniques for not taking responsibility through using detachment & law practices for ‘i do not recall’
The male consciousness has been protecting alot of abuse and rape and through create a gaslighting narrative in everyday situations..

2026-04-15 06:34:29 CEST

Awww what you dont day?
That couldn’t have been him the broke girl??
Awwwww poor rich boy..

2026-04-15 06:22:19 CEST

The lengths that this guy went to that hes not embarrassed by a person that he wouldnever be bc his ego couldn’t take all the things he cant carry is insane!
The lenghts of reshaping reality this person went through so its a hot young chick are fkn sad!

2026-04-14 03:58:32 CEST

https://medium.com/@nofisatdamilola29/culture-demanded-my-clitoris-but-my-daughter-would-never-submit-c60343cd77ef?source=email-60d1b41ac86b-1776104939125-digest.reader-766791308958-c60343cd77ef----0-102------------------8214b85a_96a8_481d_8373_db72898c0e49-1
🤡 how dare you to put abuse & mutilation under the umbrella of culture !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2026-04-13 03:05:12 CEST

https://www.instagram.com/p/DXDWLViDPxY/?igsh=MXdudDFrMzFyaDB3OQ==
What does this article show me? That im poled wrong.
Ive known this for a while now that for whichever reason my efforts are being used by ppl topics etc that I oppose.
I would never support either of these countries after their abhorrent behaviour in my life.
So when i said and ill say it again whatever im being used for is not reflecting what i believe but the opposite so nothing is true and everything is lies.
Its a delusion of a rapist that has such an overpowering energetic field that its like a psychic mental overlay.

2026-04-12 20:01:53 CEST

I hope you kill yourself!

2026-04-12 19:46:49 CEST

Looks like the rapists have won.

2026-04-12 10:44:54 CEST

May you all burn in hell.

2026-04-12 06:06:25 CEST

Ive thought alot about flat ass archetype
…
I think its a witch thing or a male bargain spell where some of ‘their’ women have to give up their ‘assets’ for their sidepieces.
Bc their younger or some shit or bc they get them..

2026-04-12 05:56:03 CEST

Still private therapy topics from 2010ish most likely.
🤷🏻‍♀️

2026-04-12 05:54:04 CEST

https://music.apple.com/at/album/sexistential/1852752613?i=1852752953&l=en-GB
Awwww now hes hurt :/

2026-04-12 02:46:52 CEST

I met a person once who was in a coma as an adult for a few years.
Afterwards his marriage ended and from what he told me even a decade later he still hadn’t recovered fully from it on a physical and mental level.
I guessed at the time that the ‘lost time and the lost experiences’ were the hardest to cope with but I didnt spend too much time on it mentally bc he wasnt a person I was close to.
I have a hunch that the advice of a teacher that i once had got taken too literally.. that we can only meet another as deeply as we’ve met ourselves.. i doubt that’s really true though.
To me that only applies to the bullies that don’t understand others suffering bc they are tuned into a sadistic life experience… any ‘normal’ person has the mentally capability to understand the ramifications of trauma.. no ‘other’ needs to experience the victims trauma on a visceral level. That would ask the person more than compassion it would ask a pound of flesh from the ‘other’ that mentally understands. Its too much too ask and is built on a romanticised notion that love and deep connection can only be built when you suffer together and if you’re willing to go through their fire.. but thats not their story..
this notion asks too much from the person willing to understand because it brings them on the same level but what if that was never their path to begin with.
I think its a very simple reductive creation most likely by a heartbroken child.
Where everyone has to be the same.
It might be the illness of communism.

2026-04-12 02:46:45 CEST

2026-04-12 02:46:42 CEST

2026-04-10 02:55:53 CEST

Idk what happens when a person dies.
🤷🏻‍♀️
I only know what happend to me before and after i died.
Inbetween? No idea.

2026-04-08 13:17:28 CEST

Something will be FdA approved un dec 2028.
Possibly something white ppl want.
It must be something from 2019 max 2020.

2026-04-08 13:00:50 CEST

So premature ejaculation is connected to the same thing as when a person cant not tell someone else something ??!!
That’s terrible if the brain works like that.

2026-04-08 03:38:40 CEST

https://www.instagram.com/p/DW2i_VMEs-U/?igsh=aHpyb3YyaXU5OW9x
Well this changes the trajectory a bit..
Maybe it helps creating something new.. it could stretch the timelines enough to detach..

2026-04-07 17:57:07 CEST

I found a new Billy programming
If you do something wrong you have to leave..
When I said what no, thats not true.. the answer was but thata how it is..
It sounded like a child and very brainwashed..
——
He incorporated being sick as in a health condition as doing something wrong.. that was the weirdest part. Its a brain condition..
Meaning?? if your brain has an issue its your own fault?!?!?
🤣🤣🤣

2026-04-07 03:36:45 CEST

Substance abuse in NYC. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
What else is new?
York City.
I think hes a ´boy’ old who still lives at home.

2026-04-07 03:18:38 CEST

😆😆😆😆 ahahhahhaha
I just realised i talked to a few ppl whos mind connects the word ‘substance’ with drugs or probably mind washed news outlets that tell ppl about dead bodies with substances in it….
Instead of this person has a character with substance. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Crime tv show ppl??

2026-04-05 15:04:58 CEST

Yeah i still remember the fascia or stretch marks she had on her calfs.. and that was still a 40+ candaià german woman

2026-04-05 15:01:35 CEST

The rape portal.. is that what I should change my account to?
Advance your life through taking someone elses..
What a tagline.

2026-04-05 14:25:45 CEST

The words of what I wish would happen to you arent in invented..

2026-04-05 14:17:31 CEST

Hai!
Kuh!

2026-04-05 14:17:09 CEST

No i was never pregnant whzn I used to eat these things in one meal..

2026-04-05 14:16:06 CEST

Its funny to observe how some ppl play their predesigned roles.
I know which ones im oversaturated by.. its like yrs ago with teenage triangle dramas.
Thanks full of that.. now i want salty sour and not sweet.. but after i had my salt pickle ill have some cucumbers salad with vinegar and a few more bites of pasta.. butt oh wait theres cake.. back to sweet.
Chopped phallus’
Cucumber gherkins pickles.. same chopping techniques.

2026-04-05 14:09:22 CEST

I lost a bunch of notes they didn’t post.

2026-04-05 13:12:32 CEST

I saw his ugly face last night before falling asleep and it gave me the creeps.
He had a really deeply disturbing energy about.. i accidentally saw him yesterday when I wanted to take a walk..
He seems like an arrogant douchbag.. the vibe that he goes for with his clothing makes me get shivers from disgust.
I think hes some weird version of Pinocchio.. his body reminds me of wood..
I think he was into the psycho elisabeth but he thought my life was hers..
Maybe thats why she convinced herself that she lives in my apartment.. 🤣🤣🤣 so that shes financially poor.

2026-04-05 10:24:04 CEST

Stop judging me for getting myself iut of a mess that was someone else’s fault.
Im sick and tired of your elementary school bullshit behaviour.. of but why cant she be… bullshit bullshit insert more crap an adult doesnt not understand.
Stop letting your children speak for you! 🤡

2026-04-04 04:54:08 CEST

Do you know how many women heree have done their work and manifested for rich parents model boredom ppl.. uhh look that could be me.. lets see what life my parents money can buy me. 🥹

2026-04-04 04:43:49 CEST

So the real ones take the place aftzr the ugly ones are gone..
Who is this sick individual that ppl thinks is a creator?

2026-03-22 14:58:07 CET

Oh wow 2023..

2026-03-15 20:47:27 CET

You only fuck married women
Its fucking embarrassing to have to witness this shit…
Ur bitch is so fucking she rivals the stupidity of your brother.

2026-03-14 15:06:58 CET

My 16 year old self doesn’t need to experience the emotional mental & psychological stress ive been going through 20 years later.
What kind of hateful being is this..
—-
What made you so sick that you do this other ppl?!

2026-03-12 00:56:47 CET

https://www.instagram.com/p/DVd-lnnDuik/?igsh=NHVsZmsyczQ4M2Yy
Who is diabetes so i know why it hasnt been cured yet.

2026-03-11 10:21:05 CET

https://www.instagram.com/p/DVtEmMdCCfQ/?igsh=MWFqbTdnMHRzcHUxbA==
🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕

2026-03-11 04:19:11 CET

https://www.instagram.com/p/DVlAK5vDLWZ/?igsh=MTA3amNjamd5ZjI5eQ==

2026-03-10 09:03:32 CET

Dear christian, i feel insulted by having to see SRA on the logo of a eco health retreat..
The gnome from that time was a fake blonde but not me and not into eco health retreats.
Its still a WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE!

2026-03-10 09:00:04 CET

https://www.instagram.com/p/DVpMZH0Dwnh/?igsh=ZjN6Njl5c2J2NjBw
Ive been having alot of told you so moments!!

2026-03-10 07:30:00 CET

Have the taliban abducted a child?

2026-03-10 01:54:27 CET

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVFU10RCXS3/?igsh=MWZ4eWxjOW84YWkzMA==
Dunking buns. 🤣

2026-03-09 03:22:58 CET

🤡
I never needed to know how much of a waste humans are.

2026-03-08 13:56:24 CET

https://www.instagram.com/p/DVjPRNFlKxF/?igsh=cTdzNjZlZmtrbDM3
Thank you for your service!!! 🫡

2026-03-08 12:47:01 CET

Thanks phil collins for giving ppl that dont have anywhere to sleep some worth.
I havent heard this song in so long.

2026-03-06 02:25:12 CET

https://www.instagram.com/p/DVhjqtMDHY6/?img_index=1&igsh=ZWd0Y2QxdDB1M3Y=
The red string of sociopathic abuse throughout history masked as mastery.. instead of the realisation that mastery means mind your own fucking business… not dominating nature to inflate the ego..

2026-03-05 15:48:31 CET

https://www.instagram.com/p/DVgJQ1lDPCx/?img_index=4&igsh=MXRiMzQydTJ0NTBrNQ==
What a crazy find!

2026-03-05 14:13:56 CET

So sorry to burst your bubble.
But no person on the planet is worth what ive been through in the last years.
Your brainwashing in terms of ‘but see it from this pov’ your delusional