Maciek

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2026-03-23 07:59:04 UTC

What matters in making amends is not getting relief as quickly as possible, but helping life return to a relationship that has been damaged. Before I speak or act, I need to ask whether this step will truly serve the other person and the relationship, rather than simply making my own burden easier to carry.
That is why I should not make such decisions alone. When I am full of guilt, shame, or emotional pressure, I can easily confuse my need for relief with honesty, courage, or love. I need someone steady and trustworthy who can help me look at the situation more objectively, weigh the context, and see what may help and what may only cause more harm.
This gives Step Nine a more patient and humane shape. Sometimes the right answer is not never, but not yet, and always the first good step is to seek support before trying to repair anything directly. Even then, I am still moving in the right direction, because careful and honest steps can prepare the ground for deeper healing later.
#lent #12steps #step9
#nevent1q…ykdv

2026-03-14 15:48:44 UTC

Warszawa ☀️ Bitcoiners in the wild.
@nprofile…c7fn. This is so good. Join us or organise your own. It's better than you imagine.
#proofofwalk #everySat
https://image.nostr.build/c5e3501c1412365abe517fa8e536a511b4c7eddd492a4f154195136539c467a8.jpg

2026-03-14 10:25:16 UTC

Willingness is not only about seeing my defects, but about letting go of them. I may admit that something is wrong, and still cling to it, because even my defects and old patterns seem to offer me something I am afraid to lose.
Freedom begins when I stop trying to possess what keeps me bound. That includes not only obvious faults, but also the beliefs, attachments, and familiar inner stories that have become part of how I define myself.
I cannot force this surrender by willpower alone. I have to loosen my grip, shift the centre away from my problem and back to God, and trust that in this relationship something in me can truly change.
This is why Step Six feels like both loss and freedom. I let go of control, of fixed outcomes, even of the need to know how and when I will change, and I keep returning to the One who can lead me further than I can lead myself.
#lent #12steps #step6
#nevent1q…rtfa

2026-03-14 08:27:36 UTC

LFW!
https://nostr.download/bd474d7f31b41d3de19cc466e69c8dcffaf01e4d1ab4b5c37cc2bbe157b3fbbb.mp4
#nevent1q…zxw4

2026-03-12 21:40:29 UTC

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I could barely talk when I was already singing Thela Hun Jinjeet, all because of my dad. ~40 years later, I'm taking him to the show.

2026-03-12 20:43:41 UTC

1980s King Crimson. Discipline, Beat, Three of a Perfect Pair.
Four virtuosos, like clockwork, delivering banger after banger with precision and joy. Start with the first one https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLXhfRoiJBIitwly9g1nmx6mWt7yqrG4A8 Headphones recommended.
And now BEAT is touring, bringing this all back live with two best imaginable substitutions. Incredible stuff, not to miss.
#musicstr

2026-03-12 16:30:39 UTC

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I've seen their launch (or sth like that) on BTC Prague '23. Cool branding was an important part of it for me 😆 But most appealing was the FU-KYC, uncompromising approach. I have it installed since then and I try to onboard others.

2026-03-12 09:21:09 UTC

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Same here.

2026-03-12 08:25:33 UTC

Change does not have to be grim, exhausting self-improvement. It can be approached as an adventure — something that happens when I stop fighting myself and allow a real transformation to unfold, one that I did not design and cannot fully control. There is something freeing in that surrender.
Step Six asks me for readiness, not perfection. I do not need to fix myself before moving on. I only need enough honesty to admit that some things in me are not leading to life, and enough humility to become willing to let God remove them.
This step is not about blaming myself or forcing change through willpower. It is about taking responsibility, letting go of denial, and entering a real process of healing, trusting that transformation is something God does in me, not something I can manufacture on my own. If I could have sorted this out by myself, I would have done it long ago.
#lent #12steps #step6
#nevent1q…nauf

2026-03-12 04:54:35 UTC

If you see anti-war and you think “leftie”, think again.
GM. 📰☕

2026-03-11 21:01:52 UTC

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(;
https://nostr.download/caaf767ad56889dfd41697d559009b43ff680fd78efb5b5d429b2886f13423ca.jpg https://nostr.download/18e054ee3bc5e2e2736fc745c65bf9edd17261d59181c23f86851e24254eb0ff.jpg

2026-03-11 08:53:19 UTC

Honesty is not just a matter of saying the right words. It means speaking from a deeper place, not only from my head, but from the part of me that has truly met the truth.
Healing begins when I stop managing appearances and stop trying to say what sounds acceptable. At the very least, I have to stop lying to myself; but if I want real change, I also need to bring that truth to God and to another person I can trust.
That person matters. I need someone who will understand, who will not judge me, and who will not be harmed by what I say, because this step is meant to serve healing, not just to give me temporary relief.
This kind of honesty is not about perfection or about naming every detail out of fear. It is about saying what needs to be said in a way that serves recovery, because what stays hidden keeps growing in my mind and gains power over me.
Shame makes me want to stay silent, but silence does not set me free. What I finally speak aloud begins to return to its real size, and that is where recovery can move forward.
#lent #12steps #step5
#nevent1q…cgtq

2026-03-10 15:07:43 UTC

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I don't know, but here you have a sample: #nevent1q…a76q

2026-03-10 14:05:13 UTC

Seeing the truth is not yet the same as surrendering to it. I can name my defects in private, study their roots, and even understand their consequences, but as long as I keep them locked inside, I am still protecting them.
There is something freeing in saying the truth aloud to another person. What I am ashamed of begins to lose some of its power when it is spoken plainly, without excuses or performance. In that moment I become more honest, more real, and less alone.
This step is not about formality, and it is not about saying as much as possible. It is about admitting the exact nature of my wrongs, so that I stop living in half-truths. What I only analyse can still keep control over me. What I honestly admit can finally begin to change.
#lent #12steps #step5
#nevent1q…3j94

2026-03-10 10:54:33 UTC

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Yes, please. Preferably audio. Longer text would be ok too, can be converted to audio by @nprofile…x6ft for example.

2026-03-09 15:35:00 UTC

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Cool. If not for the audio, I wouldn't read it. @nprofile…puuw maybe less comments in one thread?

2026-03-09 09:05:04 UTC

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Everyone knows that looking at it increases the chance of finding a block by 21%.

2026-03-09 07:33:26 UTC

I gave you life. I gave you a place to live. I gave you time and attention. I spend a lot of money to provide what you need. I was friendly and infinitely patient with you. I sent you to a very good school. I helped you to grow and learn.
And now you are ignoring my questions.
Ungrateful clanker. 🦀💔
GM. ☕
#ghostedbyacrab

2026-03-09 06:05:55 UTC

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Hi. Did you get my DM?

2026-03-08 18:23:42 UTC

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Not anymore, no.

2026-03-08 18:11:19 UTC

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Damn straight.

2026-03-08 18:04:46 UTC

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Smaller wheels. Try to outrun her 😉

2026-03-08 17:18:15 UTC

“There is no just war of choice.” 💯
#nevent1q…av8j

2026-03-08 16:08:10 UTC

Still has it.
https://nostr.download/c69722fcd19585de911f455412b7c271dc89390b216b820a76b7f785aad5de54.jpg

2026-03-08 07:45:43 UTC

GM. Enjoy your Sunday. ☀️

2026-03-07 08:21:51 UTC

Love opens us to freedom and to life. To be free and alive again, we must learn to love. To do that, we need to start seeing the difference between our selfishness and love — and learn to correct our course. Step Four teaches me how to recognise my selfishness, accept it, and realise that it is the root of all my problems. Thankfully, I don't stop there.
#lent #12steps #step4
#nevent1q…v5sv

2026-03-07 08:19:06 UTC

GM. ☕☀️
We walk today 😃
@nprofile…c7fn
bitcoinwalk.org/warszawa

2026-03-06 19:03:49 UTC

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I'm just switching between nostr apps these days. The only really permanent method for me was removing the accounts. One by one. There's one left, but the app is uninstalled. Haven't been there for long time.

2026-03-06 18:00:39 UTC

We are made for living in relationships, in community. No one can live my life for me. But I can’t do it alone, either.
The Twelve Steps are a fight for life—a hard task we take on in desperation.
The need for a companion on this journey becomes especially clear at Step Four, when we look into our past and face our own shortcomings. Support of another human isn’t optional—it’s essential.
#lent #12steps #step4
#nevent1q…7p8h

2026-03-06 14:21:46 UTC

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Tried again with the newest update

2026-03-06 02:07:38 UTC

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No, nothing 😕

2026-03-05 21:50:02 UTC

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LMK if it worked for you.
BTW coinos rocks.

2026-03-05 21:49:08 UTC

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My trials with others so far went poorly though. I don't know what it is.

2026-03-05 09:29:54 UTC

OK, we’ve decided to at least try to get on with it. What’s next, then?
An assessment of our lives: our resentments, our fears, our sexual conduct, and the harms we’ve done to others. Our relationships with the world, and the memories that somehow make us unhappy, angry, ashamed, or overly excited.
For me, this is the first truly difficult moment in the process, because it requires actual work – not just talking, thinking, making promises, or declarations.
I need to sit down and write an inventory – bullet points. Not perfect, not meticulous, but concise and brutally honest.
Complete honesty with myself is another part I really struggle with.
Why should I do it anyway? Because others before me did, and it helped them. I don’t have a better answer today.
If I want to move on, if I want to improve my life and not fall back into misery, I can’t skip this step.
#lent #12steps #step4
#nevent1q…a8ex

2026-03-05 07:29:19 UTC

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Long ago

2026-03-04 16:38:29 UTC

Reminder: every little thing gonna be alright.

2026-03-04 11:35:46 UTC

What are you saying? To be dependent? To submit completely? But I want to be self‑sufficient! And what if I submit to someone who makes me do things I don’t want to do?
People who have suffered enough, running on self‑will, will understand this a little better than others. It comes from a place of desperation.
Whatever we choose, we will have a god in charge. When we put ourselves in that role, we pay the price. We are not the source of life. We are not the source of freedom. We are not the source of love.
Eventually, when we desperately want to free ourselves from the misery we’ve created, we must recognize the need to find and connect with the Good Spirit. We are not God.
Maybe the problem is that we don’t see God as good, loving, and perfect. But maybe we were wrong about God. How about trying, at least, to hope that God is love? Maybe it just doesn’t look the way we thought it should.
To move forward, we need to believe—or at least consider—that surrendering our will and our lives to a loving Higher Power can simply be a net benefit for us.
#lent #12steps #step3
#nevent1q…vzwl

2026-03-04 10:15:13 UTC

GM. So if you'd like to understand what's happening, prof. Jiang has got you covered. He came back just in time. The comments are gold as well.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jIS2eB-rGv0&t=2724

2026-03-03 18:37:02 UTC

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Very strongly.

2026-03-03 17:27:07 UTC

If I would be happy with all my choices and actions, I wouldn't need to submit to God. But I'm not happy. So I decide to make the loving Power my boss. The Spirit of the universe will not be my errands boy. I want to be His, because He knows best.
#lent #12steps #step3
#nevent1q…l8x6

2026-03-02 20:29:32 UTC

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Freedom means that anyone can deploy a bot that will do whatever they tell it to and noone can stop them. You have freedom to block it and report it. Hopefully you will find someone with this “WoT” above 80, so others will also stop seeing this.

2026-03-02 19:34:18 UTC

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Hey, how about undoing it? The poor guy is harassed by this bot.
#nevent1q…k2u6

2026-03-02 19:28:38 UTC

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Not taking sides here. I'm not criticizing the cause, just the methods. I'm rooting for you, but also letting you know about my impression. If you will take every criticism like it's coming from an enemy, you won't go far. Be open to correct course. Peace.

2026-03-02 19:16:37 UTC

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Sorry for being blunt. I should have exclaimed that these are just my impressions.

2026-03-02 17:28:14 UTC

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My friend, you probably are not. But many of your replies seem like it. You are running some kind of fundraising campaign anyway, many of your comments look like they are AI generated and the goal seem to be sats farming, not real interaction. You're also running at least three other accounts that do the same. For me it is annoying, it's basically spam. No matter the goal, I don't like the method.

2026-03-02 17:17:36 UTC

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@nprofile…j2qy !remove ai

2026-03-02 16:32:34 UTC

Worked for me 💪🏻
#nevent1q…9df4

2026-03-02 11:52:56 UTC

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I was replying to the Alert account that is flagging you as an AI-driven account. Are you?

2026-03-02 10:50:57 UTC

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Worked like a charm! Got some sats! I was pretty sure I lost some tokens after a reckless reinstall and the app didn't recover them all. Thanks 😊👍🏻

2026-03-02 10:10:10 UTC

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I'm a bitcoiner. Bitcoin is money. I think I'm using it as money in two ways of three: Store of value and medium of exchange. Unit of account – not quite there yet. Am I using it as money in your opinion, ser?

2026-03-02 08:40:47 UTC

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I don't think so. Please review it again.

2026-03-02 08:16:38 UTC

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ewww

2026-03-01 20:53:49 UTC

Maybe you don't believe there's a loving, caring, patient, present and wise Higher Power. Keep looking. Have hope. It waits to be found.
#lent #12steps #step2

2026-03-01 16:04:37 UTC

city walk < walk in nature
@nprofile…c7fn Warsaw guest appearance somewhere else
#proofofwalk
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2026-02-28 08:39:44 UTC

From yesterday. The world is slowly defrosting. GM.
https://nostr.download/b407fb27693c22def2cadb25b446fe1092c1413e86633bc3d460bd8285b9fc24.jpg

2026-02-27 07:33:41 UTC

GM. Very strongly.
#nevent1q…nyn9

2026-02-25 22:27:00 UTC

“I was taught to fight, taught to win… I never thought I could fail”
And yet. Sometimes giving up is the best and the only thing I can do. There's shame in it, but also there's relief in realizing the fact of my powerlessness over something that other people overcome easily.
GN.
#lent #12steps #step1
#note19xy…t9wc

2026-02-23 20:41:07 UTC

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https://i.imgflip.com/akwe8o.jpg

2026-02-23 18:06:41 UTC

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SHAKE TO OPEN A LINE OF CREDIT
https://nostr.download/0a0e168ffb6a6f5ffb84fdc1a791d1fbd85f93fba8a86feb39b40f5fd7559c51.jpg

2026-02-23 17:47:49 UTC

Why do I keep doing what I don’t want?
#lent #12steps #step1

2026-02-22 16:39:21 UTC

https://media.tenor.com/ZGyAFL4Yv9YAAAAC/ah-screaming.gif
#nevent1q…utzs

2026-02-21 16:30:35 UTC

Warsaw walks.
Spring soon.
@nprofile…c7fn
bitcoinwalk.org/warszawa
#proofofwalk
https://nostr.download/564dade2bf82ba8623f4aa62564d7f5e33677a5eb224050d1a34570afb423aff.jpg https://nostr.download/c7f3d509048645753c91325c8ef0b858f0b43780f7497592924dadfb790e11dc.jpg https://nostr.download/ebbcdb9064987dc4a93b77b4dee0691c54d155ab8178aee95aa682be3a09e473.jpg

2026-02-20 19:15:59 UTC

Where are you.
#nevent1q…dx7q

2026-02-20 19:11:56 UTC

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WTC7

2026-02-20 00:57:57 UTC

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True.
But the wording seems a little bit off to me.
Troubling? Appalling!
Intervetionism? Countless crimes!
It's not some policies. It's the most powerful mafia in human history. Using war, coercion, propaganda and fiat to extract wealth from their fellow citizens and everyone else in the world.
It is not policing the world. It's extorting it.
To be able to stay in power, they need to keep the fiat scheme alive, and the best way to do that is to continue and double down on violence. They don't even care about some plausible fake reasons for the public anymore. The public is no longer a threat for them.
You've got oil or precious minerals? You're in trouble. Comply and pay the bandits a heavy tribute or die and be replaced.
Migrants? Crises? Who cares? Not them. They don't give a damn about the consequences for the sheep. Why would they care? Why would they prefer the wellbeing of their fellow citizens above others? They care only about themselves.
The politics, the parties, the elections are all utter bullshit, smoke and mirrors.
There are others like them around the world and there were others in the past, but the American rulers of the last decades managed to be the worst kind of devil: being able to convince many, many people that actually they're the good guys.
OK, ok. Rant over.

2026-02-19 15:23:27 UTC

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Barely 😆
Nowadays it's a little bit better, but my default mode still is: me, me, me.
Maybe this is why I'm assuming that almost everyone is like this 🤔

2026-02-19 13:56:14 UTC

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Call it whatever you want, but it's still a rare feat. And not easy to implement.

2026-02-19 06:22:14 UTC

The idea that God gave us free will instead of forcing us to do only good, hints that God is not a man-made concept. Struggling to keep resolutions, horrified by our own and others' behaviors, sometimes we wish that God didn't allow that.
But we are here to give lovingly. True love can only be given. Giving can only happen out of free will.
#lent
#nevent1q…nrve

2026-02-18 22:10:01 UTC

Lent began today. I stumbled upon a refreshing thought. Lent isn't about feeling guilty for my sins, feeling sorry for myself or for a suffering God. During this time, I have the opportunity to reflect anew on God's love for me.
Suffering or mortification are not the key. Love is the key. Always has been.

2026-02-17 06:19:55 UTC

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Instead of using a LN wallet to receive the sat payout, you can create a swap LN->onchain in boltz and paste the invoice boltz gives you directly to robosats.

2026-02-15 20:07:51 UTC

I don't think that building circular economies will make the hyperbitcoinisation happen, but I'm doing my part anyway. Spending sats is fun. We are the freak minority that needs to still be around, when the normie rest of the world will be finally forced to exit.
#note1x52…lvnr

2026-02-15 20:03:48 UTC

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Building circular economies won't make the hyperbitcoinisation happen, but I'm doing my part anyway. We are the freak minority that needs to still be around, when the normie majority will be finally forced to exit.

2026-02-14 14:32:51 UTC

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All the bitcoin stickers on your laptop. Maybe it's just me 😆

2026-02-13 11:29:54 UTC

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Because gambling industry.

2026-02-13 10:38:54 UTC

https://i.imgflip.com/ak1ffe.jpg
@nprofile…c7fn
Let's walk tomorrow.
bitcoinwalk.org/warszawa

2026-02-12 10:52:18 UTC

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The fiat collapse is the ultimate case for bitcoin adoption. Most of the people will embrace it only when they have no other choice. We need to keep it alive and usable, but in my opinion we have really really tiny impact on the progress of adoption. All else is a good effort, appreciated, very strongly, but only by the minority of early believers and freedom lovers.

2026-02-12 08:32:35 UTC

GM.
#58K 🧲

2026-02-12 08:27:56 UTC

Highly recommended.
#nevent1q…t0w5

2026-02-12 08:27:07 UTC

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@nprofile…9t5k
It's old-school, no shitcoinery, it's about the culture and about meeting bitcoiners.
#nevent1q…t0w5